1 It was 1943, during World War II, and I was a young U. S. coastguardsman. My ship, the
USSMurzim, had been
under way for several days. Most of her holds contained thousands of
cartons of canned or dried foods. The other holds were loaded with five-hundred-pound
bombs packed
delicately in
paddedracks. Our
destination was a big base on the island of
Tulagi in the South
Pacific.
2 I was one of the
Murzim's several cooks and, quite the same as for folk
ashore, this Thanksgiving morning had seen us
busily preparing a
traditional dinner featuring roast
turkey.
3 Well, as any cook knows, it's a lot of hard work to cook and serve a big meal, and clean up and
put everything
away. But finally, around
sundown, we finished at last.
4 I
decided first to go out on the
Murzim's
afterdeck for a breath of open air. I made my way out there, breathing in great, deep
draughts while walking slowly about, still wearing my white cook's hat.
5 I
got to thinking about Thanksgiving, of the
Pilgrims, Indians, wild turkeys, pumpkins, corn on the
cob,
and the rest.
6 Yet my mind seemed to be
in quest of something else -- some way that I could
personally apply to the close of Thanksgiving. It must have taken me a half hour to sense that maybe some key to an answer could result from
reversing the word "Thanksgiving" -- at least that suggested a
verbal direction, "Giving thanks."
7 Giving thanks -- as in praying, thanking God, I thought. Yes, of course. Certainly.
8 Yet my mind continued
turning the idea
over.
9 After a while, like a dawn's
brightening, a further answer did come -- that there were people to thank, people who had done so much for me that I could never possibly
repay them. The embarrassing truth was I'd always just accepted what they'd done, taken all of it for granted. Not one time had I ever bothered to express to any of them so much as a simple,
sincere "Thank you."
10 At least seven people had been particularly and
lastingly helpful to me. I realized, swallowing hard, that about half of them had since died -- so they were forever beyond any possible expression of
gratitude from me. The more I thought about it, the more ashamed I became. Then I pictured the three who were still alive and, within minutes, I was down in my cabin.
11 Sitting at a table with writing paper and memories of things each had done, I tried composing
genuinestatements of
heartfeltappreciation and gratitude to my dad,
Simon A. Haley, a professor at the old
AgriculturalMechanical Normal College in
Pine Bluff, Arkansas; to my
grandma,
Cynthia Palmer, back in our little
hometown of Henning, Tennessee; and to
theRev.
Lonual Nelson, my grammar school principal,
retired and living in Ripley, six miles north of Henning.
12 The texts of my letters began something like, "Here, this Thanksgiving
at sea, I find my thoughts upon how much you have done for me, but I have never stopped and said to you how much I feel the need to thank you -- " And briefly I recalled for each of them
specific acts performed on my
behalf.
13 For
instance, something
uppermost about my father was how he had
impressed upon me from
boyhood to love books and reading. In fact, this graduated into a family habit of after-dinner
quizzes at the table about books read most recently and new words
learned. My love of books never
diminished and later led me toward writing books myself. So many times I have felt a
sadness when
exposed to modern children so
immersed in the electronic media that they have little or no
awareness of the
marvelous world to be discovered in books.
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