CHAPTER VI - THE LOVE-MASTER
As White Fang watched Weedon Scott approach, he bristled and
snarled to
advertise that he would not submit to punishment. Twenty-four
hours had passed since he had slashed open the hand that was now
bandaged and held up by a sling to keep the blood out of it. In the past
White Fang had
experienced delayed punishments, and he apprehended
that such a one was about to
befall him. How could it be otherwise? He
had committed what was to him sacrilege, sunk his fangs into the holy
flesh of a god, and of a white-skinned superior god at that. In the nature of
things, and of
intercourse with gods, something terrible awaited him.
The god sat down several feet away. White Fang could see nothing
dangerous in that. When the gods
administered punishment they stood on
their legs. Besides, this god had no club, no whip, no firearm. And
furthermore, he himself was free. No chain nor stick bound him. He could
escape into safety while the god was scrambling to his feet. In the
meantime he would wait and see.
The god remained quiet, made no movement; and White Fang's snarl
slowly dwindled to a growl that ebbed down in his throat and ceased. Then
the god spoke, and at the first sound of his voice, the hair rose on White
Fang's neck and the growl rushed up in his throat. But the god made no
hostile movement, and went on calmly talking. For a time White Fang
growled in
unison with him, a
correspondence of
rhythm being established
between growl and voice. But the god talked on interminably. He talked to
White Fang as White Fang had never been talked to before. He talked
softly and soothingly, with a
gentleness that somehow, somewhere,
touched White Fang. In spite of himself and all the pricking
warnings of
his instinct, White Fang began to have confidence in this god. He had a
feeling of security that was belied by all his experience with men.
After a long time, the god got up and went into the cabin. White Fang
scanned him apprehensively when he came out. He had neither whip nor
club nor weapon. Nor was his uninjured hand behind his back hiding
something. He sat down as before, in the same spot, several feet away. He
held out a small piece of meat. White Fang pricked his ears and
investigated it
suspiciously, managing to look at the same time both at the
meat and the god, alert for any overt act, his body tense and ready to
spring away at the first sign of
hostility.
Still the punishment delayed. The god merely held near to his nose a
piece of meat. And about the meat there seemed nothing wrong. Still
White Fang suspected; and though the meat was proffered to him with
short
inviting thrusts of the hand, he refused to touch it. The gods were all-
wise, and there was no telling what masterful
treachery lurked behind that
apparentlyharmless piece of meat. In past experience, especially in
dealing with squaws, meat and punishment had often been disastrously
related.
In the end, the god tossed the meat on the snow at White Fang's feet.
He smelled the meat carefully; but he did not look at it. While he smelled
it he kept his eyes on the god. Nothing happened. He took the meat into
his mouth and swallowed it. Still nothing happened. The god was actually
offering him another piece of meat. Again he refused to take it from the
hand, and again it was tossed to him. This was
repeated a number of times.
But there came a time when the god refused to toss it. He kept it in his
hand and steadfastly proffered it.
The meat was good meat, and White Fang was hungry. Bit by bit,
infinitelycautious, he approached the hand. At last the time came that he
decided to eat the meat from the hand. He never took his eyes from the
god, thrusting his head forward with ears flattened back and hair
involuntarily rising and cresting on his neck. Also a low growl rumbled in
his throat as
warning that he was not to be trifled with. He ate the meat,
and nothing happened. Piece by piece, he ate all the meat, and nothing
happened. Still the punishment delayed.
He licked his chops and waited. The god went on talking. In his voice
was kindness - something of which White Fang had no experience
whatever. And within him it aroused feelings which he had likewise never
experienced before. He was aware of a certain strange satisfaction, as
though some need were being gratified, as though some void in his being
were being filled. Then again came the prod of his instinct and the
warning of past experience. The gods were ever
crafty, and they had
unguessed ways of attaining their ends.
Ah, he had thought so! There it came now, the god's hand, cunning to
hurt, thrusting out at him, desc
ending upon his head. But the god went on
talking. His voice was soft and soothing. In spite of the menacing hand,
the voice inspired confidence. And in spite of the assuring voice, the hand
inspired
distrust. White Fang was torn by conflicting feelings, impulses. It
seemed he would fly to pieces, so terrible was the control he was exerting,
holding together by an unwonted indecision the
counter-forces that
struggled within him for
mastery.
He compromised. He snarled and bristled and flattened his ears. But he
neither snapped nor sprang away. The hand descended. Nearer and nearer
it came. It touched the ends of his upstanding hair. He
shrank down under
it. It followed down after him, pressing more closely against him.
Shrinking, almost shivering, he still managed to hold himself together. It
was a
torment, this hand that touched him and violated his instinct. He
could not forget in a day all the evil that had been wrought him at the
hands of men. But it was the will of the god, and he
strove to submit.
The hand lifted and descended again in a patting,
caressing movement.
This continued, but every time the hand lifted, the hair lifted under it. And
every time the hand descended, the ears flattened down and a cavernous
growl surged in his throat. White Fang growled and growled with
insistentwarning. By this means he announced that he was prepared to retaliate for
any hurt he might receive. There was no telling when the god's ulterior
motive might be disclosed. At any moment that soft, confidence-inspiring
voice might break forth in a roar of wrath, that gentle and
caressing hand
transform itself into a vice-like grip to hold him helpless and
administerpunishment.
But the god talked on softly, and ever the hand rose and fell with non-
hostile pats. White Fang
experienced dual feelings. It was
distasteful to his
instinct. It restrained him, opposed the will of him toward personal liberty.
And yet it was not
physicallypainful. On the contrary, it was even
pleasant, in a physical way. The patting movement slowly and carefully
changed to a rubbing of the ears about their bases, and the physical
pleasure even increased a little. Yet he continued to fear, and he stood on
guard,
expectant of unguessed evil,
alternately suffering and enjoying as
one feeling or the other came uppermost and swayed him.
"Well, I'll be gosh-swoggled!"
So spoke Matt, coming out of the cabin, his sleeves rolled up, a pan of
dirty dish-water in his hands, arrested in the act of emptying the pan by the
sight of Weedon Scott patting White Fang.
At the instant his voice broke the silence, White Fang leaped back,
snarling
savagely at him.
Matt regarded his employer with grieved
disapproval.
"If you don't mind my expressin' my feelin's, Mr. Scott, I'll make free
to say you're seventeen kinds of a damn fool an' all of 'em different, an' then some."
Weedon Scott smiled with a superior air, gained his feet, and walked
over to White Fang. He talked soothingly to him, but not for long, then
slowly put out his hand, rested it on White Fang's head, and resumed the
interrupted patting. White Fang endured it, keeping his eyes fixed
suspiciously, not upon the man that patted him, but upon the man that
stood in the doorway.
"You may be a number one, tip-top minin' expert, all right all right,"
the dog-musher delivered himself oracularly, "but you missed the chance
of your life when you was a boy an' didn't run off an' join a circus."
White Fang snarled at the sound of his voice, but this time did not leap
away from under the hand that was
caressing his head and the back of his
neck with long, soothing strokes.
It was the beginning of the end for White Fang - the
ending of the old
life and the reign of hate. A new and incomprehensibly fairer life was
dawning. It required much thinking and endless patience on the part of
Weedon Scott to accomplish this. And on the part of White Fang it
required nothing less than a r
evolution. He had to
ignore the urges and
promptings of instinct and reason, defy experience, give the lie to life itself.
Life, as he had known it, not only had had no place in it for much that
he now did; but all the currents had gone
counter to those to which he now
abandoned himself. In short, when all things were considered, he had to
achieve an orientation far vaster than the one he had achieved at the time
he came voluntarily in from the Wild and accepted Grey Beaver as his lord.
At that time he was a mere puppy, soft from the making, without form,
ready for the thumb of circumstance to begin its work upon him. But now
it was different. The thumb of circumstance had done its work only too
well. By it he had been formed and hardened into the Fighting Wolf, fierce
and implacable, unloving and unlovable. To accomplish the change was
like a reflux of being, and this when the plasticity of youth was no longer
his; when the fibre of him had become tough and knotty; when the warp
and the woof of him had made of him an adamantine
texture, harsh and
unyielding; when the face of his spirit had become iron and all his
instincts and axioms had crystallised into set rules,
cautions, dislikes, and
desires.
Yet again, in this new orientation, it was the thumb of circumstance
that pressed and prodded him, softening that which had become hard and
remoulding it into fairer form. Weedon Scott was in truth this thumb. He
had gone to the roots of White Fang's nature, and with kindness touched to
life potencies that had l
anguished and well-nigh perished. One such
potency was LOVE. It took the place of LIKE, which latter had been the
highest feeling that thrilled him in his
intercourse with the gods.
But this love did not come in a day. It began with LIKE and out of it
slowly developed. White Fang did not run away, though he was allowed to
remain loose, because he liked this new god. This was certainly better than
the life he had lived in the cage of Beauty Smith, and it was necessary that
he should have some god. The
lordship of man was a need of his nature.
The seal of his
dependence on man had been set upon him in that early
day when he turned his back on the Wild and crawled to Grey Beaver's
feet to receive the expected
beating. This seal had been stamped upon him
again, and ineradicably, on his second return from the Wild, when the long
famine was over and there was fish once more in the village of Grey Beaver.
And so, because he needed a god and because he preferred Weedon
Scott to Beauty Smith, White Fang remained. In
acknowledgment of fealty,
he proceeded to take upon himself the guardianship of his master's
property. He prowled about the cabin while the sled-dogs slept, and the
first night-visitor to the cabin fought him off with a club until Weedon
Scott came to the rescue. But White Fang soon
learned to differentiate
between
thieves and honest men, to
appraise the true value of step and
carriage. The man who travelled, loud-stepping, the direct line to the cabin
door, he let alone - though he watched him vigilantly until the door opened
and he received the endorsement of the master. But the man who went
softly, by circuitous ways, peering with
caution, seeking after
secrecy -
that was the man who received no
suspension of judgment from White
Fang, and who went away abruptly,
hurriedly, and without dignity.
Weedon Scott had set himself the task of redeeming White Fang - or
rather, of redeeming mankind from the wrong it had done White Fang. It
was a matter of principle and conscience. He felt that the ill done White
Fang was a debt incurred by man and that it must be paid. So he went out
of his way to be especially kind to the Fighting Wolf. Each day he made it
a point to
caress and pet White Fang, and to do it at length.
At first
suspicious and hostile, White Fang grew to like this petting.
But there was one thing that he never outgrew - his growling. Growl he
would, from the moment the petting began till it ended. But it was a growl
with a new note in it. A stranger could not hear this note, and to such a
stranger the growling of White Fang was an
exhibition of primordial
savagery, nerve-racking and blood-curdling. But White Fang's throat had
become harsh- fibred from the making of
ferocious sounds through the
many years since his first little rasp of anger in the lair of his cubhood, and
he could not soften the sounds of that throat now to express the
gentlenesshe felt. Nevertheless, Weedon Scott's ear and sympathy were fine enough
to catch the new note all but drowned in the
fierceness - the note that was
the faintest hint of a croon of content and that none but he could hear.
As the days went by, the
evolution of LIKE into LOVE was
accelerated. White Fang himself began to grow aware of it, though in his
consciousness he knew not what love was. It manifested itself to him as a
void in his being - a hungry, aching, yearning void that clamoured to be
filled. It was a pain and an
unrest; and it received easement only by the
touch of the new god's presence. At such times love was joy to him, a wild,
keen-thrilling satisfaction. But when away from his god, the pain and the
unrest returned; the void in him sprang up and pressed against him with its
emptiness, and the hunger gnawed and gnawed unceasingly.
White Fang was in the process of
finding himself. In spite of the
maturity of his years and of the savage rigidity of the mould that had
formed him, his nature was undergoing an
expansion. There was a
burgeoning within him of strange feelings and unwonted impulses. His old
code of conduct was changing. In the past he had liked comfort and
surcease from pain, disliked
discomfort and pain, and he had adjusted his
actions accordingly. But now it was different. Because of this new feeling
within him, he ofttimes elected
discomfort and pain for the sake of his god.
Thus, in the early morning, instead of roaming and foraging, or lying in a
sheltered nook, he would wait for hours on the cheerless cabin-stoop for a
sight of the god's face. At night, when the god returned home, White Fang
would leave the warm sleeping-place he had burrowed in the snow in
order to receive the friendly snap of fingers and the word of greeting. Meat,