of rough authority.
"Don't worry yourself," she said as she bustled about. "Neighbors
must help each other. Luckily Dede has just gone to take the work
home. Ah, I see your trunks are not yet all unpacked, but I suppose
there is some linen in the chest of
drawers, isn't there?"
I heard her pull a
drawer open; she must have taken out a napkin
which she spread on the little table at the
bedside. She then
struck a match, which made me think that she was
lighting one of the
candles on the mantelpiece and placing it near me as a religious
rite. I could follow her movements in the room and
divine all her
actions.
"Poor gentleman," she muttered. "Luckily I heard you sobbing, poor
dear!" Suddenly the vague light which my left eye had detected
vanished. Mme Gabin had just closed my eyelids, but I had not felt
her finger on my face. When I understood this I felt chilled.
The door had opened again, and Dede, the child of ten, now rushed
in,
calling out in her
shrill voice: "Mother, Mother! Ah, I knew
you would be here! Look here, there's the money--three francs and
four sous. I took back three dozen lamp shades."
"Hush, hush! Hold your tongue,"
vainlyrepeated the mother, who, as
the little girl chattered on, must have
pointed to the bed, for I
guessed that the child felt perplexed and was backing toward the
door.
"Is the gentleman asleep?" she whispered.
"Yes, yes--go and play," said Mme Gabin.
But the child did not go. She was, no doubt, staring at me with
widely opened eyes, startled and
vaguely comprehending. Suddenly
she seemed convulsed with
terror and ran out, upsetting a chair.
"He is dead, Mother; he is dead!" she gasped.
Profound silence followed. Marguerite, lying back in the
armchair,
had left off crying. Mme Gabin was still rummaging about the room
and talking under her
breath.
"Children know everything nowadays. Look at that girl. Heaven
knows how carefully she's brought up! When I send her on an errand
or take the shades back I calculate the time to a minute so that she
can't
loiter about, but for all that she learns everything. She saw
at a glance what had happened here--and yet I never showed her but
one
corpse, that of her uncle Francois, and she was then only four
years old. Ah well, there are no children left--it can't be
helped."
She paused and without any
transition passed to another subject.
"I say, dearie, we must think of the formalities--there's the
declaration at the
municipal offices to be made and the
seeing about
the
funeral. You are not in a fit state to attend to business.
What do you say if I look in at Monsieur Simoneau's to find out if
he's at home?"
Marguerite did not reply. It seemed to me that I watched her from
afar and at times changed into a subtle flame hovering above the
room, while a stranger lay heavy and
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unconscious on my bed. I
wished that Marguerite had declined the
assistance of Simoneau. I
had seen him three or four times during my brief
illness, for he
occupied a room close to ours and had been civil and neighborly.
Mme Gabin had told us that he was merely making a short stay in
Paris, having come to collect some old debts due to his father, who
had settled in the country and recently died. He was a tall,
strong, handsome young man, and I hated him, perhaps on
account of
his
healthy appearance. On the
previous evening he had come in to
make inquiries, and I had much disliked
seeing him at Marguerite's
side; she had looked so fair and pretty, and he had gazed so
intently into her face when she smilingly thanked him for his
kindness.
"Ah, here is Monsieur Simoneau," said Mme Gabin, introducing him.
He
gently pushed the door ajar, and as soon as Marguerite saw him
enter she burst into a flood of tears. The presence of a friend, of
the only person she knew in Paris besides the old woman, recalled
her bereavement. I could not see the young man, but in the darkness
that encompassed me I conjured up his appearance. I pictured him
distinctly, grave and sad at
finding poor Marguerite in such
distress. How lovely she must have looked with her golden hair
unbound, her pale face and her dear little baby hands burning with
fever!
"I am at your
disposal, madame," he said
softly. "Pray allow me to
manage everything."
She only answered him with broken words, but as the young man was
leaving, accompanied by Mme Gabin, I heard the latter mention money.
These things were always
expensive, she said, and she feared that
the poor little body hadn't a farthing--anyhow, he might ask her.
But Simoneau silenced the old woman; he did not want to have the
widow worried; he was going to the
municipal office and to the
undertaker's.
When silence reigned once more I wondered if my
nightmare would last
much longer. I was certainly alive, for I was
conscious of passing
incidents, and I began to realize my condition. I must have fallen
into one of those cataleptic states that I had read of. As a child
I had suffered from syncopes which had lasted several hours, but
surely my heart would beat anew, my blood
circulate and my muscles
relax. Yes, I should wake up and comfort Marguerite, and, reasoning
thus, I tried to be patient.
Time passed. Mme Gabin had brought in some breakfast, but
Marguerite refused to taste any food. Later on the afternoon waned.
Through the open window I heard the rising clamor of the Rue
Dauphine. By and by a slight ringing of the brass
candlestick on
the marble-topped table made me think that a fresh candle had been
lighted. At last Simoneau returned.
"Well?" whispered the old woman.
"It is all settled," he answered; "the
funeral is ordered for
to
morrow at eleven. There is nothing for you to do, and you needn't
talk of these things before the poor lady."
Nevertheless, Mme Gabin remarked: "The doctor of the dead hasn't
come yet."
Simoneau took a seat beside Marguerite and after a few words of
encouragement remained silent. The
funeral was to take place at
eleven! Those words rang in my brain like a passing bell. And the
doctor coming--the doctor of the dead, as Mme Gabin had called him.
HE could not possibly fail to find out that I was only in a state of
lethargy; he would do
whatever might be necessary to rouse me, so I
longed for his
arrival with
feverishanxiety.
The day was
drawing to a close. Mme Gabin,
anxious to waste no
time, had brought in her lamp shades and summoned Dede without
asking Marguerite's
permission. "To tell the truth," she observed,
"I do not like to leave children too long alone."
"Come in, I say," she whispered to the little girl; "come in, and
don't be frightened. Only don't look toward the bed or you'll catch
it."
She thought it decorous to
forbid Dede to look at me, but I was
convinced that the child was furtively glancing at the corner where
I lay, for every now and then I heard her mother rap her knuckles
and repeat
angrily: "Get on with your work or you shall leave the
room, and the gentleman will come during the night and pull you by
the feet."
The mother and daughter had sat down at our table. I could plainly
hear the click of their
scissors as they clipped the lamp shades,
which no doubt required very
delicate manipulation, for they did not
work rapidly. I counted the shades one by one as they were laid
aside, while my
anxiety grew more and more intense.
The clicking of the
scissors was the only noise in the room, so I