and now upon the other. At every
repetition of the horrid
contact each
instinctively repelled it with the greater
haste; and the process, natural although it was, began to
tell upon the nerves of the
companions. Macfarlane made some
ill-favoured jest about the farmer's wife, but it came
hollowly from his lips, and was allowed to drop in silence.
Still their
unnatural burden bumped from side to side; and
now the head would be laid, as if in confidence, upon their
shoulders, and now the drenching sack-cloth would flap icily
about their faces. A creeping chill began to possess the
soul of Fettes. He peered at the
bundle, and it seemed
somehow larger than at first. All over the country-side, and
from every degree of distance, the farm dogs accompanied
their passage with
tragic ululations; and it grew and grew
upon his mind that some
unnaturalmiracle had been
accomplished, that some
nameless change had
befallen the dead
body, and that it was in fear of their unholy burden that the
dogs were howling.
'For God's sake,' said he, making a great effort to arrive at
speech, 'for God's sake, let's have a light!'
Seemingly Macfarlane was
affected in the same direction; for,
though he made no reply, he stopped the horse, passed the
reins to his
companion, got down, and proceeded to
kindle the
remaining lamp. They had by that time got no farther than
the cross-road down to Auchenclinny. The rain still poured
as though the
deluge were returning, and it was no easy
matter to make a light in such a world of wet and darkness.
When at last the flickering blue flame had been transferred
to the wick and began to
expand and clarify, and shed a wide
circle of misty
brightness round the gig, it became possible
for the two young men to see each other and the thing they
had along with them. The rain had moulded the rough sacking
to the outlines of the body
underneath; the head was distinct
from the trunk, the shoulders
plainly modelled; something at
once spectral and human riveted their eyes upon the ghastly
comrade of their drive.
For some time Macfarlane stood
motionless,
holding up the
lamp. A
nameless dread was swathed, like a wet sheet, about
the body, and tightened the white skin upon the face of
Fettes; a fear that was meaningless, a
horror of what could
not be, kept mounting to his brain. Another beat of the
watch, and he had
spoken. But his comrade forestalled him.
'That is not a woman,' said Macfarlane, in a hushed voice.
'It was a woman when we put her in,' whispered Fettes.
'Hold that lamp,' said the other. 'I must see her face.'
And as Fettes took the lamp his
companion untied the
fastenings of the sack and drew down the cover from the head.
The light fell very clear upon the dark, well-moulded
features and smooth-shaven cheeks of a too familiar
countenance, often
beheld in dreams of both of these young
men. A wild yell rang up into the night; each leaped from
his own side into the
roadway: the lamp fell, broke, and was
extinguished; and the horse, terrified by this unusual
commotion, bounded and went off toward Edinburgh at a gallop,
bearing along with it, sole
occupant of the gig, the body of
the dead and long-dissected Gray.
THE STORY OF A LIE
CHAPTER I - INTRODUCES THE ADMIRAL
WHEN Dick Naseby was in Paris he made some odd acquaintances;
for he was one of those who have ears to hear, and can use
their eyes no less than their
intelligence. He made as many
thoughts as Stuart Mill; but his
philosophyconcerned flesh
and blood, and was
experimental as to its method. He was a
type-hunter among mankind. He despised small game and
insignificant personalities, whether in the shape of dukes or
bagmen, letting them go by like sea-weed; but show him a
refined or powerful face, let him hear a plangent or a
penetrating voice, fish for him with a living look in some
one's eye, a
passionategesture, a meaning and ambiguous
smile, and his mind was instantaneously awakened. 'There was
a man, there was a woman,' he seemed to say, and he stood up
to the task of
comprehension with the delight of an artist in
his art.
And indeed,
rightly considered, this interest of his was an
artistic interest. There is no science in the personal study
of human nature. All
comprehension is
creation; the woman I
love is somewhat of my handiwork; and the great lover, like
the great
painter, is he that can so embellish his subject as
to make her more than human,
whilst yet by a
cunning art he
has so based his apotheosis on the nature of the case that
the woman can go on being a true woman, and give her
character free play, and show littleness, or
cherish spite,
or be
greedy of common pleasures, and he continue to worship
without a thought of incongruity. To love a
character is
only the
heroic way of under
standing it. When we love, by
some noble method of our own or some
nobility of mien or
nature in the other, we
apprehend the loved one by what is
noblest in ourselves. When we are merely studying an
eccentricity, the method of our study is but a
series of
allowances. To begin to understand is to begin to
sympathise; for
comprehension comes only when we have stated
another's faults and virtues in terms of our own. Hence the
proverbial toleration of artists for their own evil
creations. Hence, too, it came about that Dick Naseby, a
high-minded creature, and as scrupulous and brave a gentleman
as you would want to meet, held in a sort of
affection the
various human creeping things whom he had met and studied.
One of these was Mr. Peter Van Tromp, an English-speaking,
two-legged animal of the
international genus, and by
profession of general and more than equivocal
utility. Years
before he had been a
painter of some
standing in a colony,
and portraits signed 'Van Tromp' had
celebrated the greatness
of
colonial governors and judges. In those days he had been
married, and
driven his wife and
infant daughter in a pony
trap. What were the steps of his declension? No one exactly
knew. Here he was at least, and had been any time these past
ten years, a sort of
dismalparasite upon the
foreigner in
Paris.
It would be
hazardous to
specify his exact industry.
Coarsely followed, it would have merited a name grown
somewhat
unfamiliar to our ears. Followed as he followed it,
with a skilful reticence, in a kind of social chiaroscuro, it
was still possible for the
polite to call him a professional
painter. His lair was in the Grand Hotel and the gaudiest
cafes. There he might be seen jotting off a
sketch with an
air of some
inspiration; and he was always affable, and one
of the easiest of men to fall in talk
withal. A conversation
usually ripened into a
peculiar sort of
intimacy, and it was
extraordinary how many little services Van Tromp contrived to
render in the course of six-and-thirty hours. He occupied a
position between a friend and a
courier, which made him worse
than embarrassing to repay. But those whom he obliged could
always buy one of his villainous little pictures, or, where
the favours had been prolonged and more than usually
delicate, might order and pay for a large
canvas, with
perfect
certainty that they would hear no more of the
transaction.
Among
resident artists he enjoyed
celebrity of a non-
professional sort. He had spent more money - no less than
three individual fortunes, it was whispered - than any of his
associates could ever hope to gain. Apart from his
colonialcareer, he had been to Greece in a brigantine with four brass