better
scheme for the
universe, a plan where we should not
flourish at
each other's expense, where the lion should be lying down with the lamb
now, where good and evil should not be husband and wife, indissolubly
married by a law of creation.
With such highly novel thoughts as these I descended the steps from my
researches at the corner of Court and Chancel streets an hour earlier
than my custom, because--well, I couldn't, that day, stand Cowpens for
another minute. Up at the corner of Court and Worship the people were
going decently into church; it was a sweet, gentle late Friday in Lent. I
had intended keeping out-of-doors, to smell the roses in the gardens, to
bask in the soft
remnant of
sunshine, to
loiter and peep in through the
Kings Port garden gates, up the silent walks to the silent verandas. But
the slow
stream of people took me, instead, into church with the deeply
veiled ladies of Kings Port, hushed in their
perpetualmourning for not
only, I think, those husbands and brothers and sons whom the war had
turned to dust forty years ago, but also for the Cause, the lost Cause,
that died with them. I sat there among these Christians suckled in a
creed outworn, envying them their well-regulated faith; it, too, was part
of the town's
repose and
sweetness, together with the
old-fashioned roses
and the
old-fashioned ladies. Men, also, were in the congregation--not
many, to be sure, but all
unanimously wearing that expression of
remarkable
virtue which seems always to visit, when he goes to church,
the average good fellow who is no better than he should be. I became,
myself, filled with this same decorous inconsistency, and was singing the
hymn, when I caught sight of John Mayrant. What lady was he with? It was
just this that most annoyingly I couldn't make out, because the unlucky
disposition of things hid it. I caught myself craning my neck and singing
the hymn
simultaneously and with no difficulty, because all my childhood
was in that hymn; I couldn't tell when I hadn't known words and music by
heart. Who was she? I tried for a clear view when we sat down, and also,
let me
confess, when we knelt down; I saw even less of her so; and my
hope at the end of the service was dashed by her slow but entire
disappearance amid the engulfing exits of the other ladies. I followed
where I imagined she had gone, out by a side door, into the beautiful
graveyard; but among the flowers and
monuments she was not, nor was he;
and next I saw, through the iron gate, John Mayrant in the street,
walking with his
intimate aunt and her more
severe sister, and Miss La
Heu. I somewhat superfluously hastened to the gate and greeted them, to
which they responded with
polite, masterly
discouragement. He, however,
after
taking off his hat to them, turned back, and I watched them pursuing
their
leisurely, reticent course toward the South Place. Why should the
old ladies strike me as looking like a
tremendously proper pair of
conspirators? I was wondering this as I turned back among the tombs, when
I perceived John Mayrant coming along one of the
churchyard paths. His
approach was made at right angles with that of another
personage, the
respectful negro custodian of the place. This dignitary was evidently
hoping to lead me among the
monuments,
recite to me their old histories,
and benefit by my
consequentgratitude; he had even got so far as smiling
and removing his hat when John Mayrant stopped him. The young man hailed
the negro by his first name with that particular and affectionate
superiority which few Northerners can understand and none can acquire,
and which resembles nothing so much as the way in which you speak to your
old dog who has loved you and followed you, because you have cared for him.
"Not this time," John Mayrant said. "I wish to show our relics to this
gentleman myself--if he will permit me?" This last was a question put to
me with a
courteousformality, a
formality which a few minutes more were
to see smashed to smithereens.
I told him that I should consider myself undeservedly privileged.
"Some of these people are my people," he said,
beginning to move.
The old custodian stood smiling, familiar,
respectful, disap
pointed.
"Some of 'em my people, too, Mas' John," he cannily observed.
I put a little silver in his hand. "Didn't I see a box somewhere," I
said, "with something on it about the
restoration of the church?"
"Something on it, but nothing in it!" exclaimed Mayrant; at which
moderate pleasantry the custodian broke into
extreme African merriment
and ambled away. "You needn't have done it," protested the Southerner,
and I naturally claimed my stranger's right to pay my respects in this
manner. Such was our
introduction,
agreeable and unusual.
A silence then
unexpectedly ensued and the
formality fell colder than
ever upon us. The custodian's
departure had left us alone, looking at
each other across all the unexpressed knowledge that each knew the other
had. Mayrant had come impulsively back to me from his aunts, without
stopping to think that we had never yet exchanged a word; both of us were
now brought up short, and it was the cake that was
speaking volubly in
our self-conscious dumbness. It was only after this brief, deep gap of
things unsaid that John Mayrant came to the surface again, and began a
conversation of which, on both our parts, the first few steps were taken
on the tiptoes of an archaic
politeness; we trod convention like a
polished French floor; you might have expected us, after such deliberate
and
graceful preliminaries, to dance a
verbal minuet.
We, however, danced something quite different, and that conversation
lasted during many days, and led us, like a road, up hill and down dale
to a perfect
acquaintance. No, not perfect, but
delightful; to the end he
never spoke to me of the matter most near him, and I but honor him the
more for his reticence.
Of course his first remark had to be about Kings Port and me; had he
understood
rightly that this was my first visit?
My answer was
equally traditional.
It was, next, correct that he should
allude to the weather; and his
reference was one of the two or three that it seems a stranger's destiny
always to hear in a place new to him: he apologized for the weather--so
cold a season had not, in his memory, been
experienced in Kings Port; it
was to the highest point exceptional.
I exclaimed that it had been, to my Northern notions,
delightfully mild
for March. "Indeed," I continued, "I have always said that if March could
be cut out of our Northern
climate, as the core is cut out of an apple, I
should be quite satisfied with eleven months, instead of twelve. I think
it might
prolong one's youth."
The fire of that season lighted in his eyes, but he still stepped upon
polished convention. He
assured me that the Southern September hurricane
was more
deplorable than any Northern March could be. "Our zone should be
called the Intemperate zone," said he.
"But never in Kings Port," I protested; "with your roses out-of-doors--
and your ladies indoors!"
He bowed. "You pay us a high compliment."
I smiled urbanely. "If the truth is a compliment!"
"Our young ladies are roses," he now admitted with a
delicate touch of
pride.
"Don't forget your old ones! I never shall."
There was pleasure in his face at this
tribute, which, he could see, came
from the heart. But, thus pictured to him, the old ladies brought a
further idea quite
plainly into his expression; and he announced it.
"Some of them are not without thorns."
"What would you give," I quickly replied, "for anybody--man or woman--who
could not, on an occasion, make themselves
sharply felt?"
To this he returned a full but somewhat absent-minded
assent. He seemed
to be reflecting that he himself didn't care to be the "occasion" upon
which an old lady rose should try her thorns; and I was inclined to
suspect that his
intimate aunt had been giving him a wigging.
Anyhow, I stood ready to keep it up, this
interchange of lofty
civilities. I, too, could wear the courtly red-heels of
eighteenth-century
procedure, and for just as long as his Southern
up-bringing inclined him to wear them; I hadn't known Aunt Carola for
nothing! But we, as I have said, were not destined to dance any minuet.
We had been moving, very gradually, and without any attention to our
surroundings, to and fro in the beautiful sweet
churchyard. Flowers were
everywhere, growing, budding,
blooming; color and
perfume were parts of
the very air, and beneath these pretty and ancient tombs, graven with old
dates and honorable names, slept the men and women who had given Kings
Port her high place is; in our history. I have never, in this country,
seen any
churchyardcomparable to this one; happy,
serene dead, to sleep
amid such blossoms and consecration! Good taste prevailed here; distin-
guished men lay beneath
memorial stones that came no higher than your
waist or shoulder; there was a total
absence of obscure grocers reposing