alarmed, invaded the room, and insisted on
knowing what the trouble was.
"The trouble is, I've got things the matter with my conscience,"
sobbed Anne. "Oh, this has been such a Jonah day, Marilla. I'm so
ashamed of myself. I lost my
temper and whipped Anthony Pye."
"I'm glad to hear it," said Marilla with decision. "It's what you
should have done long ago."
"Oh, no, no, Marilla. And I don't see how I can ever look those
children in the face again. I feel that I have humiliated myself
to the very dust. You don't know how cross and
hateful and horrid
I was. I can't forget the expression in Paul Irving's eyes. . .he
looked so surprised and disappointed. Oh, Marilla, I HAVE tried so
hard to be patient and to win Anthony's
liking. . .and now it has
all gone for nothing."
Marilla passed her hard work-worn hand over the girl's glossy,
tumbled hair with a wonderful
tenderness. When Anne's sobs grew
quieter she said, very
gently for her,
"You take things too much to heart, Anne. We all make mistakes. . .but
people forget them. And Jonah days come to everybody. As for Anthony Pye,
why need you care if he does
dislike you? He is the only one."
"I can't help it. I want everybody to love me and it hurts me so
when anybody doesn't. And Anthony never will now. Oh, I just made
an idiot of myself today, Marilla. I'll tell you the whole story."
Marilla listened to the whole story, and if she smiled at certain
parts of it Anne never knew. When the tale was ended she said briskly,
"Well, never mind. This day's done and there's a new one coming
tomorrow, with no mistakes in it yet, as you used to say yourself.
Just come
downstairs and have your supper. You'll see if a good
cup of tea and those plum puffs I made today won't hearten you up."
"Plum puffs won't
minister to a mind diseased," said Anne disconsolately;
but Marilla thought it a good sign that she had recovered sufficiently
to adapt a quotation.
The
cheerful supper table, with the twins' bright faces, and
Marilla's
matchless plum puffs. . .of which Davy ate four. . .
did "hearten her up"
considerably after all. She had a good sleep
that night and and awakened in the morning to find herself and the
world transformed. It had snowed
softly and
thickly all through
the hours of darkness and the beautiful whiteness, glittering in
the
frostysunshine, looked like a
mantle of
charity cast over all
the mistakes and humiliations of the past.
"Every morn is a fresh beginning,
Every morn is the world made new,"
sang Anne, as she dressed.
Owing to the snow she had to go around by the road to school and
she thought it was certainly an impish
coincidence that Anthony Pye
should come ploughing along just as she left the Green Gables lane.
She felt as
guilty as if their positions were reversed; but to her
unspeakable
astonishment Anthony not only lifted his cap. . .which
he had never done before. . .but said easily,
"Kind of bad walking, ain't it? Can I take those books for you,
teacher?"
Anne surrendered her books and wondered if she could possibly be awake.
Anthony walked on in silence to the school, but when Anne took her books
she smiled down at him. . .not the stereotyped "kind" smile she had so
persistently assumed for his benefit but a sudden outflashing of good
comradeship. Anthony smiled. . .no, if the truth must be told,
Anthony GRINNED back. A grin is not generally
supposed to be a
respectful thing; yet Anne suddenly felt that if she had not yet
won Anthony's
liking she had, somehow or other, won his respect.
Mrs. Rachel Lynde came up the next Saturday and confirmed this.
"Well, Anne, I guess you've won over Anthony Pye, that's what.
He says he believes you are some good after all, even if you are
a girl. Says that whipping you gave him was `just as good as a man's.'"
"I never expected to win him by whipping him, though," said Anne, a
little mournfully, feeling that her ideals had played her false somewhere.
"It doesn't seem right. I'm sure my theory of kindness can't be wrong."
"No, but the Pyes are an
exception to every known rule, that's what,"
declared Mrs. Rachel with
conviction.
Mr. Harrison said, "Thought you'd come to it," when he heard it,
and Jane rubbed it in rather unmercifully.
XIII
A Golden Picnic
Anne, on her way to Orchard Slope, met Diana, bound for Green Gables,
just where the mossy old log
bridge spanned the brook below the
Haunted Wood, and they sat down by the
margin of the Dryad's Bubble,
where tiny ferns were unrolling like curly-headed green pixy folk
wakening up from a nap.
"I was just on my way over to invite you to help me
celebrate my
birthday on Saturday," said Anne.
"Your birthday? But your birthday was in March!"
"That wasn't my fault," laughed Anne. "If my parents had consulted
me it would never have happened then. I should have chosen to be
born in spring, of course. It must be
delightful to come into the
world with the mayflowers and violets. You would always feel that
you were their
foster sister. But since I didn't, the next best
thing is to
celebrate my birthday in the spring. Priscilla is
coming over Saturday and Jane will be home. We'll all four start
off to the woods and spend a golden day making the
acquaintance of
the spring. We none of us really know her yet, but we'll meet her
back there as we never can
anywhere else. I want to
explore all
those fields and
lonely places anyhow. I have a
conviction that
there are scores of beautiful nooks there that have never really
been SEEN although they may have been LOOKED at. We'll make friends
with wind and sky and sun, and bring home the spring in our hearts."
"It SOUNDS
awfully nice," said Diana, with some
inwarddistrust of
Anne's magic of words. "But won't it be very damp in some places yet?"
"Oh, we'll wear rubbers," was Anne's
concession to practicalities.
"And I want you to come over early Saturday morning and help me
prepare lunch. I'm going to have the daintiest things possible. . .
things that will match the spring, you understand. . .little jelly
tarts and lady fingers, and drop cookies frosted with pink and
yellow icing, and buttercup cake. And we must have sandwiches
too, though they're NOT very poetical."
Saturday proved an ideal day for a
picnic. . .a day of
breeze and
blue, warm, sunny, with a little rollicking wind blowing across
meadow and
orchard. Over every sunlit
upland and field was a
delicate, flower-starred green.
Mr. Harrison, harrowing at the back of his farm and feeling some
of the spring witch-work even in his sober,
middle-aged blood,
saw four girls, basket laden, tripping across the end of his field
where it joined a fringing
woodland of birch and fir. Their blithe
voices and
laughter echoed down to him.
"It's so easy to be happy on a day like this, isn't it?" Anne
was
saying, with true Anneish
philosophy. "Let's try to make this
a really golden day, girls, a day to which we can always look back
with delight. We're to seek for beauty and refuse to see anything else.
`Begone, dull care!' Jane, you are thinking of something that went wrong
in school yesterday."
"How do you know?" gasped Jane, amazed.
"Oh, I know the expression. . .I've felt it often enough on my own
face. But put it out of your mind, there's a dear. It will keep
till Monday. . .or if it doesn't so much the better. Oh, girls,
girls, see that patch of violets! There's something for memory's
picture
gallery. When I'm eighty years old. . .if I ever am. . .
I shall shut my eyes and see those violets just as I see them now.
That's the first good gift our day has given us."