to a
violent death, its immensity has never been loved as the
mountains, the plains, the desert itself, have been loved. Indeed,
I
suspect that, leaving aside the protestations and tributes of
writers who, one is safe in
saying, care for little else in the
world than the
rhythm of their lines and the
cadence of their
phrase, the love of the sea, to which some men and nations confess
so
readily, is a
complexsentimentwherein pride enters for much,
necessity for not a little, and the love of ships - the untiring
servants of our hopes and our self-esteem - for the best and most
genuine part. For the hundreds who have reviled the sea, beginning
with Shakespeare in the line
"More fell than
hunger,
anguish, or the sea,"
down to the last obscure sea-dog of the "old model," having but few
words and still fewer thoughts, there could not be found, I
believe, one sailor who has ever coupled a curse with the good or
bad name of a ship. If ever his profanity, provoked by the
hardships of the sea, went so far as to touch his ship, it would be
lightly, as a hand may, without sin, be laid in the way of kindness
on a woman.
XXXVI.
The love that is given to ships is
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profoundly different from the
love men feel for every other work of their hands - the love they
bear to their houses, for
instance - because it is untainted by the
pride of possession. The pride of skill, the pride of
responsibility, the pride of
endurance there may be, but otherwise
it is a disinterested
sentiment. No
seaman ever cherished a ship,
even if she belonged to him, merely because of the profit she put
in his pocket. No one, I think, ever did; for a ship-owner, even
of the best, has always been outside the pale of that
sentimentembracing in a feeling of
intimate, equal
fellowship the ship and
the man, backing each other against the implacable, if sometimes
dissembled,
hostility of their world of waters. The sea - this
truth must be confessed - has no
generosity. No display of manly
qualities - courage, hardihood,
endurance, faithfulness - has ever
been known to touch its irresponsible
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consciousness of power. The
ocean has the
conscienceless
temper of a
savage autocrat spoiled by
much adulation. He cannot brook the slightest appearance of
defiance, and has remained the irreconcilable enemy of ships and
men ever since ships and men had the unheard of
audacity to go
afloat together in the face of his frown. From that day he has
gone on swallowing up fleets and men without his
resentment being
glutted by the number of victims - by so many wrecked ships and
wrecked lives. To-day, as ever, he is ready to
beguile and betray,
to smash and to drown the incorrigible optimism of men who, backed
by the
fidelity of ships, are
trying to wrest from him the fortune
of their house, the
dominion of their world, or only a dole of food
for their
hunger. If not always in the hot mood to smash, he is
always
stealthily ready for a drowning. The most
amazing wonder of
the deep is its unfathomable cruelty.
I felt its dread for the first time in mid-Atlantic one day, many
years ago, when we took off the crew of a Danish brig homeward
bound from the West Indies. A thin,
silvery mist softened the calm
and
majestic splendour of light without shadows - seemed to render
the sky less
remote and the ocean less
immense. It was one of the
days, when the might of the sea appears indeed
lovable, like the
nature of a strong man in moments of quiet
intimacy. At
sunrise we
had made out a black speck to the
westward,
apparently suspended
high up in the void behind a
stirring, shimmering veil of
silveryblue gauze that seemed at times to stir and float in the
breezewhich fanned us slowly along. The peace of that enchanting
forenoon was so
profound, so untroubled, that it seemed that every
word
pronounced loudly on our deck would
penetrate to the very
heart of that
infinitemystery born from the
conjunction of water
and sky. We did not raise our voices. "A water-logged derelict, I
think, sir," said the second officer quietly, coming down from
aloft with the binoculars in their case slung across his shoulders;
and our captain, without a word, signed to the helmsman to steer
for the black speck. Presently we made out a low, jagged stump
sticking up forward - all that remained of her
departed masts.
The captain was expatiating in a low conversational tone to the
chief mate upon the danger of these derelicts, and upon his dread
of coming upon them at night, when suddenly a man forward screamed
out, "There's people on board of her, sir! I see them!" in a most
extraordinary voice - a voice never heard before in our ship; the
amazing voice of a stranger. It gave the signal for a sudden
tumult of shouts. The watch below ran up the forecastle head in a
body, the cook dashed out of the
galley. Everybody saw the poor
fellows now. They were there! And all at once our ship, which had
the well-earned name of being without a rival for speed in light
winds, seemed to us to have lost the power of
motion, as if the
sea, becoming viscous, had clung to her sides. And yet she moved.
Immensity, the
inseparablecompanion of a ship's life, chose that
day to breathe upon her as
gently as a
sleeping child. The clamour
of our
excitement had died out, and our living ship, famous for
never losing steerage way as long as there was air enough to float
a
feather, stole, without a
ripple, silent and white as a ghost,
towards her mutilated and wounded sister, come upon at the point of
death in the sunlit haze of a calm day at sea.
With the binoculars glued to his eyes, the captain said in a
quavering tone: "They are waving to us with something aft there."
He put down the glasses on the skylight brusquely, and began to
walk about the poop. "A shirt or a flag," he ejaculated irritably.
"Can't make it out. . . Some damn rag or other!" He took a few
more turns on the poop, glancing down over the rail now and then to
see how fast we were moving. His
nervous footsteps rang
sharply in
the quiet of the ship, where the other men, all looking the same
way, had forgotten themselves in a staring immobility. "This will
never do!" he cried out suddenly. "Lower the boats at once! Down
with them!"
Before I jumped into mine he took me aside, as being an
in
experiencedjunior, for a word of warning:
"You look out as you come
alongside that she doesn't take you down
with her. You understand?"
He murmured this confidentially, so that none of the men at the
falls should
overhear, and I was shocked. "Heavens! as if in such
an
emergency one stopped to think of danger!" I exclaimed to myself
mentally, in scorn of such cold-blooded caution.
It takes many lessons to make a real
seaman, and I got my
rebuke at
once. My
experiencedcommander seemed in one searching glance to
read my thoughts on my ingenuous face.
"What you're going for is to save life, not to drown your boat's
crew for nothing," he growled
severely in my ear. But as we shoved
off he leaned over and cried out: "It all rests on the power of
your arms, men. Give way for life!"
We made a race of it, and I would never have believed that a common
boat's crew of a merchantman could keep up so much determined
fierceness in the regular swing of their stroke. What our captain
had clearly perceived before we left had become plain to all of us
since. The issue of our
enterprise hung on a hair above that abyss
of waters which will not give up its dead till the Day of Judgment.
It was a race of two ship's boats matched against Death for a prize
of nine men's lives, and Death had a long start. We saw the crew
of the brig from afar
working at the pumps - still pumping on that
wreck, which already had settled so far down that the gentle, low
swell, over which our boats rose and fell easily without a check to
their speed, welling up almost level with her head-rails, plucked
at the ends of broken gear swinging desolately under her naked
bowsprit.
We could not, in all
conscience, have picked out a better day for
our regatta had we had the free choice of all the days that ever
dawned upon the
lonely struggles and
solitary agonies of ships
since the Norse rovers first steered to the
westward against the
run of Atlantic waves. It was a very good race. At the finish
there was not an oar's length between the first and second boat,
with Death coming in a good third on the top of the very next
smooth swell, for all one knew to the
contrary. The scuppers of
the brig gurgled
softly all together when the water rising against