heart
flaming with anger has its counterpart in the
chilly blasts
that seem blown from a breast turned to ice with a sudden revulsion
of feeling. Instead of blinding your eyes and crushing your soul
with a terrible
apparatus of cloud and mists and seas and rain, the
King of the West turns his power to
contemptuous pelting of your
back with icicles, to making your weary eyes water as if in grief,
and your worn-out
carcass quake
pitifully. But each mood of the
great autocrat has its own
greatness, and each is hard to bear.
Only the north-west phase of that
mighty display is not
demoralizing to the same
extent, because between the hail and sleet
squalls of a north-westerly gale one can see a long way ahead.
To see! to see! - this is the
craving of the sailor, as of the rest
of blind
humanity. To have his path made clear for him is the
aspiration of every human being in our beclouded and tempestuous
existence. I have heard a reserved, silent man, with no nerves to
speak of, after three days of hard
running in thick south-westerly
weather, burst out
passionately: "I wish to God we could get sight
of something!"
We had just gone down below for a moment to
commune in a battened-
down cabin, with a large white chart lying limp and damp upon a
cold and clammy table under the light of a smoky lamp. Sprawling
over that seaman's silent and trusted
adviser, with one elbow upon
the coast of Africa and the other planted in the neighbourhood of
Cape Hatteras (it was a general track-chart of the North Atlantic),
my
skipper lifted his
rugged, hairy face, and glared at me in a
half-exasperated, half-appealing way. We have seen no sun, moon,
or stars for something like seven days. By the effect of the West
Wind's wrath the
celestial bodies had gone into hiding for a week
or more, and the last three days had seen the force of a south-west
gale grow from fresh, through strong, to heavy, as the entries in
my log-book could
testify. Then we separated, he to go on deck
again, in
obedience to that
mysterious call that seems to sound for
ever in a shipmaster's ears, I to
stagger into my cabin with some
vague notion of putting down the words "Very heavy weather" in a
log-book not quite written up-to-date. But I gave it up, and
crawled into my bunk instead, boots and hat on, all
standing (it
did not matter; everything was soaking wet, a heavy sea having
burst the poop skylights the night before), to remain in a
nightmarish state between waking and
sleeping for a couple of hours
of
so-called rest.
The south-westerly mood of the West Wind is an enemy of sleep, and
even of a recumbent position, in the
responsible officers of a
ship. After two hours of
futile, light-headed, inconsequent
thinking upon all things under heaven in that dark, dank, wet and
devastated cabin, I arose suddenly and
staggered up on deck. The
autocrat of the North Atlantic was still oppressing his kingdom and
its outlying dependencies, even as far as the Bay of Biscay, in the
dismalsecrecy of thick, very thick, weather. The force of the
wind, though we were
running before it at the rate of some ten
knots an hour, was so great that it drove me with a steady push to
the front of the poop, where my
commander was
holding on.
"What do you think of it?" he addressed me in an interrogative
yell.
What I really thought was that we both had had just about enough of
it. The manner in which the great West Wind chooses at times to
administer his possessions does not
commend itself to a person of
peaceful and law-abiding
disposition, inclined to draw distinctions
between right and wrong in the face of natural forces, whose
standard, naturally, is that of might alone. But, of course, I
said nothing. For a man caught, as it were, between his
skipperand the great West Wind silence is the safest sort of diplomacy.
Moreover, I knew my
skipper. He did not want to know what I
thought. Shipmasters
hanging on a
breath before the thrones of the
winds ruling the seas have their
psychology, whose workings are as
important to the ship and those on board of her as the c
hangingmoods of the weather. The man, as a matter of fact, under no
circumstances, ever cared a brass
farthing for what I or anybody
else in his ship thought. He had had just about enough of it, I
guessed, and what he was at really was a process of
fishing for a
suggestion. It was the pride of his life that he had never wasted
a chance, no matter how
boisterous, threatening, and dangerous, of
a fair wind. Like men racing blindfold for a gap in a hedge, we
were finishing a
splendidly quick passage from the Antipodes, with
a
tremendous rush for the Channel in as thick a weather as any I
can remember, but his
psychology did not permit him to bring the
ship to with a fair wind blowing - at least not on his own
initiative. And yet he felt that very soon indeed something would
have to be done. He wanted the
suggestion to come from me, so that
later on, when the trouble was over, he could argue this point with
his own uncompromising spirit, laying the blame upon my shoulders.
I must render him the justice that this sort of pride was his only
weakness.
But he got no
suggestion from me. I understood his
psychology.
Besides, I had my own stock of weaknesses at the time (it is a
different one now), and
amongst them was the
conceit of being
remarkably well up in the
psychology of the Westerly weather. I
believed - not to mince matters - that I had a
genius for reading
the mind of the great ruler of high latitudes. I fancied I could
discern already the coming of a change in his royal mood. And all
I said was:
"The weather's bound to clear up with the shift of wind."
"Anybody knows that much!" he snapped at me, at the highest pitch
of his voice.
"I mean before dark!" I cried.
This was all the
opening he ever got from me. The
eagerness with
which he seized upon it gave me the
measure of the
anxiety he had
been labouring under.
"Very well," he shouted, with an affectation of
impatience, as if
giving way to long entreaties. "All right. If we don't get a
shift by then we'll take that foresail off her and put her head
under her wing for the night."
I was struck by the
picturesquecharacter of the
phrase as applied
to a ship brought-to in order to ride out a gale with wave after
wave passing under her breast. I could see her resting in the
tumult of the elements like a sea-bird
sleeping in wild weather
upon the raging waters with its head tucked under its wing. In
imaginative
precision, in true feeling, this is one of the most
expressive sentences I have ever heard on human lips. But as to
taking the foresail off that ship before we put her head under her
wing, I had my grave doubts. They were justified. That long
enduring piece of
canvas was confiscated by the
arbitrarydecree of
the West Wind, to whom belong the lives of men and the contrivances
of their hands within the limits of his kingdom. With the sound of
a faint
explosion it vanished into the thick weather bodily,
leaving behind of its stout substance not so much as one solitary
strip big enough to be picked into a
handful of lint for, say, a
wounded
elephant. Torn out of its bolt-ropes, it faded like a
whiff of smoke in the smoky drift of clouds shattered and torn by
the shift of wind. For the shift of wind had come. The unveiled,
low sun glared
angrily from a chaotic sky upon a confused and
tremendous sea
dashing itself upon a coast. We recognised the
headland, and looked at each other in the silence of dumb wonder.
Without
knowing it in the least, we had run up
alongside the Isle
of Wight, and that tower, tinged a faint evening red in the salt
wind-haze, was the
lighthouse on St. Catherine's Point.
My
skipper recovered first from his
astonishment. His bulging eyes
sank back gradually into their orbits. His
psychology,
taking it
all round, was really very creditable for an average sailor. He
had been spared the
humiliation of laying his ship to with a fair
wind; and at once that man, of an open and
truthful nature, spoke
up in perfect good faith, rubbing together his brown, hairy hands -
the hands of a master-craftsman upon the sea:
"Humph! that's just about where I reckoned we had got to."
The transparency and ingenuousness, in a way, of that
delusion, the
airy tone, the hint of already growing pride, were perfectly
delicious. But, in truth, this was one of the greatest surprises
ever
sprung by the
clearing up mood of the West Wind upon one of
the most
accomplished of his courtiers.
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