"I am glad you think so replied she, for he is distractedly in
love with you."
"Law! Lady Scudamore said I, how can you talk so ridiculously?"
"Nay, t'is very true answered she, I assure you, for he was in
love with you from the first moment he
beheld you."
"I wish it may be true said I, for that is the only kind of love
I would give a
farthing for--There is some sense in being in love
at first sight."
"Well, I give you Joy of your
conquest, replied Lady Scudamore,
and I beleive it to have been a very complete one; I am sure it
is not a
contemptible one, for my Cousin is a
charming young
fellow, has seen a great deal of the World, and writes the best
Love-letters I ever read."
This made me very happy, and I was excessively pleased with my
conquest. However, I thought it was proper to give myself a few
Airs--so I said to her--
"This is all very pretty Lady Scudamore, but you know that we
young Ladies who are Heiresses must not throw ourselves away upon
Men who have no fortune at all."
"My dear Miss Halton said she, I am as much
convinced of that as
you can be, and I do assure you that I should be the last person
to
encourage your marrying anyone who had not some pretensions to
expect a fortune with you. Mr Musgrove is so far from being
poor that he has an
estate of several hundreds an year which is
capable of great Improvement, and an excellent House, though at
Present it is not quite in repair."
"If that is the case replied I, I have nothing more to say
against him, and if as you say he is an informed young Man and
can write a good Love-letter, I am sure I have no reason to find
fault with him for admiring me, tho' perhaps I may not marry him
for all that Lady Scudamore."
"You are certainly under no
obligation to marry him answered her
Ladyship, except that which love himself will
dictate to you, for
if I am not greatly
mistaken you are at this very moment unknown
to yourself, cherishing a most tender
affection for him."
"Law, Lady Scudamore replied I blushing how can you think of such
a thing?"
"Because every look, every word betrays it, answered she; Come my
dear Henrietta, consider me as a freind, and be
sincere with me
--Do not you prefer Mr Musgrove to any man of your acquaintance?"
"Pray do not ask me such questions Lady Scudamore, said I turning
away my head, for it is not fit for me to answer them."
"Nay my Love replied she, now you
confirm my suspicions. But why
Henrietta should you be
ashamed to own a well-placed Love, or why
refuse to
confide in me?"
"I am not
ashamed to own it; said I
taking Courage. I do not
refuse to
confide in you or blush to say that I do love your
cousin Mr Musgrove, that I am
sincerely attached to him, for it
is no
disgrace to love a handsome Man. If he were plain indeed I
might have had reason to be
ashamed of a
passion which must have
been mean since the object would have been
unworthy. But with
such a figure and face, and such beautiful hair as your Cousin
has, why should I blush to own that such superior merit has made
an
impression on me."
"My sweet Girl (said Lady Scudamore embracing me with great
affection) what a
delicate way of thinking you have in these
matters, and what a quick discernment for one of your years! Oh!
how I honour you for such Noble Sentiments!"
"Do you Ma'am said I; You are
vastly obliging. But pray Lady
Scudamore did your Cousin himself tell you of his
affection for
me I shall like him the better if he did, for what is a Lover
without a Confidante?"
"Oh! my Love replied she, you were born for each other. Every
word you say more deeply
convinces me that your Minds are
actuated by the
invisible power of simpathy, for your opinions
and sentiments so exactly
coincide. Nay, the colour of your Hair
is not very different. Yes my dear Girl, the poor despairing
Musgrove did reveal to me the story of his Love--. Nor was I
surprised at it--I know not how it was, but I had a kind of
presentiment that he would be in love with you."
"Well, but how did he break it to you?"
"It was not till after supper. We were sitting round the fire
together talking on
indifferent subjects, though to say the truth
the Conversation was cheifly on my side for he was
thoughtful and
silent, when on a sudden he interrupted me in the midst of
something I was
saying, by exclaiming in a most Theatrical tone--
Yes I'm in love I feel it now
And Henrietta Halton has
undone me
"Oh! What a sweet way replied I, of declaring his Passion! To
make such a couple of
charming lines about me! What a pity it is
that they are not in rhime!"
"I am very glad you like it answered she; To be sure there was a
great deal of Taste in it. And are you in love with her, Cousin?
said I. I am very sorry for it, for unexceptionable as you are
in every respect, with a pretty Estate
capable of Great
improvements, and an excellent House tho' somewhat out of repair,
yet who can hope to
aspire with success to the adorable Henrietta
who has had an offer from a Colonel and been toasted by a
Baronet"--"THAT I have--" cried I. Lady Scudamore continued.
"Ah dear Cousin replied he, I am so well
convinced of the little
Chance I can have of
winning her who is adored by thousands, that
I need no assurances of yours to make me more
thoroughly so. Yet
surely neither you or the fair Henrietta herself will deny me the
exquisite Gratification of dieing for her, of falling a
victim to
her Charms. And when I am dead"--continued her--
"Oh Lady Scudamore, said I wiping my eyes, that such a sweet
Creature should talk of dieing!"
"It is an affecting Circumstance indeed, replied Lady Scudamore."
"When I am dead said he, let me be carried and lain at her feet,
and perhaps she may not
disdain to drop a pitying tear on my poor
remains."
"Dear Lady Scudamore interrupted I, say no more on this affecting
subject. I cannot bear it."
"Oh! how I admire the sweet sensibility of your Soul, and as I
would not for Worlds wound it too deeply, I will be silent."
"Pray go on." said I. She did so.
"And then added he, Ah! Cousin imagine what my transports will
be when I feel the dear precious drops
trickle on my face! Who
would not die to haste such extacy! And when I am interred, may
the
divine Henrietta bless some happier Youth with her
affection,
May he be as
tenderly attached to her as the
hapless Musgrove and
while HE crumbles to dust, May they live an example of Felicity
in the Conjugal state!"
Did you ever hear any thing so
pathetic? What a
charming wish,
to be lain at my feet when he was dead! Oh! what an exalted mind
he must have to be
capable of such a wish! Lady Scudamore went
on.
"Ah! my dear Cousin replied I to him, such noble behaviour as
this, must melt the heart of any woman however obdurate it may
naturally be; and could the
divine Henrietta but hear your
generous wishes for her happiness, all gentle as is her mind, I
have not a doubt but that she would pity your
affection and
endeavour to return it." "Oh! Cousin answered he, do not
endeavour to raise my hopes by such
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flattering assurances. No, I
cannot hope to please this angel of a Woman, and the only thing
which remains for me to do, is to die." "True Love is ever