Ms. Grass told me that I had lost my confidence and passion a couple of days ago. I was chatting with her on line through OICQ when I saw the sentence on the screen. I was lost in thought for a while, and then I asked myself: Did I lose something I used to have as kind of advantage? Do I still have the guts to be a salesman and start to generate my fortune from all over again?
Frankly, I am not satisfied with my job at all. Not only because I earn too little to feed myself, but because I know I should deserve something better. I'm now under great pressure, which is given by both me and my girlfriend. People who have less or non overseas working experiences are earning much more money than mine. People who do not speak fluent or even good English are working in some foreign-stated companies, and they are having kind of relaxing lives!
Is this jealousy? I asked myself, trying to figure out the true reason or reasons! I also have my vanity, just like all the others do. So I will not sleep on my current situation and be comforted by those fake promises! I wanna fight for my future!
Christmas is coming. All my friends are talking about how to celebrate this western festival with their husbands/wives, boyfriends/girlfriends or family members. I used to gather a group of friends, take dinner in a luxury restaurant and go singing later. I would spend one thousand Yuan at the very night! But this time, I would rather stay at home and have a candlelight dinner with Amanda! I told her it was the best way to save money and avoid being stuck in the street at mid-night, because few cabs would be available at certain hours! Besides, everyone would take cab on the day and at the night!
I said: Honey, let's have a romantic dinner! Just two of us, just about home, just about love. She said: Why not? Actually my heart was sobbing, cause I can't afford to the gift I wanna buy for her! She's a beautiful girl, who likes to have nice platinum earrings and necklace, fashionable clothes, European stylish boots and nice-looking dustcoats. I can, however, buy none of the above for her! I am a real poor guy now!
When mood strikes, I will keep my mouth shut but my eyes open. I will scan the bottom of my brains and try to find out the beliefs I used to believe, and the oaths I used to make for myself! Where there is a will, there is a way. Now I have one simple goal, to gain back what I used to have!
So I have to forget about all the pressures and just concentrate on the goals I made. They are now like non-achievable missions to me, though!
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Frankly, I am not satisfied with my job at all. Not only because I earn too little to feed myself, but because I know I should deserve something better. I'm now under great pressure, which is given by both me and my girlfriend. People who have less or non overseas working experiences are earning much more money than mine. People who do not speak fluent or even good English are working in some foreign-stated companies, and they are having kind of relaxing lives!
Is this jealousy? I asked myself, trying to figure out the true reason or reasons! I also have my vanity, just like all the others do. So I will not sleep on my current situation and be comforted by those fake promises! I wanna fight for my future!
Christmas is coming. All my friends are talking about how to celebrate this western festival with their husbands/wives, boyfriends/girlfriends or family members. I used to gather a group of friends, take dinner in a luxury restaurant and go singing later. I would spend one thousand Yuan at the very night! But this time, I would rather stay at home and have a candlelight dinner with Amanda! I told her it was the best way to save money and avoid being stuck in the street at mid-night, because few cabs would be available at certain hours! Besides, everyone would take cab on the day and at the night!
I said: Honey, let's have a romantic dinner! Just two of us, just about home, just about love. She said: Why not? Actually my heart was sobbing, cause I can't afford to the gift I wanna buy for her! She's a beautiful girl, who likes to have nice platinum earrings and necklace, fashionable clothes, European stylish boots and nice-looking dustcoats. I can, however, buy none of the above for her! I am a real poor guy now!
When mood strikes, I will keep my mouth shut but my eyes open. I will scan the bottom of my brains and try to find out the beliefs I used to believe, and the oaths I used to make for myself! Where there is a will, there is a way. Now I have one simple goal, to gain back what I used to have!
So I have to forget about all the pressures and just concentrate on the goals I made. They are now like non-achievable missions to me, though!
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