My roommate and I went shopping yesterday, the traffic was too heavy that we came back so late. There was no hot water for us . We had to get some hot water to have a bath. I took a bucket and went down stairs. Halfway back,he(my senior schoolmate and colleague) turned up and called my name ,I felt so surprised but I said nothing ,just said hello to him .His hands held a mineral water bottle . It seemed that he was washing the bottle. I noticed that, when he called me he just didn't want to see my face . I didn't know why he act so strange. After saying hello to him, I went outside the door unconsciously.
I myself might not want to see him at that moment, I think. Because I know that I must hide!
Then ,I was so shocked to see that she followed him. She carried something in her hands. Obviously, they went out together to shopping. I feel a little faint when I saw her.
I speeded up my steps and went upstairs.I forgot how I entered my room. My roommate opened the door for me. After that, i tried to play the game on my mobile phone. By playing the games , I can forget all the unhappy things.After bath, I had a good cry. I told my roommate all my story but not mentioned his name. My heart hurt at the moment I told her that the one whom I love so much had became another girls bf. He would not loves me any more. He would not know the girl who loves him just didn't dare to let him know her feeling. He won't know that I didn't dare to love him because of my poor health.
Although my roommate tried to speak something to comfort me , I still couldn't help crying.
Why? Should I believe that I am destined not to love anyone?
I don't dare to love, because I will feel terrible when think about that somebody would love me. I can't imagine what would happen if I stay with the one whom I love. Will he still love me if he find out that I am suffering some kind of disease?
Who would have the nerve to fall in love with a sick one?
There 's nobody. I think.
I can just love myself from now on, because nobody will love me.
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I myself might not want to see him at that moment, I think. Because I know that I must hide!
Then ,I was so shocked to see that she followed him. She carried something in her hands. Obviously, they went out together to shopping. I feel a little faint when I saw her.
I speeded up my steps and went upstairs.I forgot how I entered my room. My roommate opened the door for me. After that, i tried to play the game on my mobile phone. By playing the games , I can forget all the unhappy things.After bath, I had a good cry. I told my roommate all my story but not mentioned his name. My heart hurt at the moment I told her that the one whom I love so much had became another girls bf. He would not loves me any more. He would not know the girl who loves him just didn't dare to let him know her feeling. He won't know that I didn't dare to love him because of my poor health.
Although my roommate tried to speak something to comfort me , I still couldn't help crying.
Why? Should I believe that I am destined not to love anyone?
I don't dare to love, because I will feel terrible when think about that somebody would love me. I can't imagine what would happen if I stay with the one whom I love. Will he still love me if he find out that I am suffering some kind of disease?
Who would have the nerve to fall in love with a sick one?
There 's nobody. I think.
I can just love myself from now on, because nobody will love me.
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