My friends are tired of persuading me to get my wife back home; my family members do not talk about this sensitive issue in front of me any more; my colleagues keep encouraging me to find a better girl. As for me, I have already sealed my love into the ice.

I'm not emotionless. I'm often touched deeply, by my best buddies, some episodes of movies and books; or even when I see parents taking care of their kids in the streets. I can't control my tears from dropping off my eyes sometimes, even when I am driving! "What the hell is wrong with me?" I asked myself one night. "Cheer up, Danny! Come on, give me a smile!" I forced myself in front of the mirror in the bathroom. And I said to myself: God, I've never seen such an ugly face in my entire life before! And that was me, myself!

I don't dare to drink too much at night, because I still need to drive home. But if I don't drink as much as can, I won't know how to express out all my depressing feelings inside! My heart aches, my mind is blank. I tried to calm down by telling myself that all the sad memories would disappear when I start a new love story. I tried to love a girl, cause she was so nice to me that I really felt like falling in love again. But why my heart was bleeding when I kissed her? Why I couldn't even force myself to give her a natural smile when I was with her? When she was crying, I did not know how to comfort her. I could have given her thousands of reasons to make her happy, but I used none of them! I don't wanna lie, so I chose to keep silent!

Ice, is the sleeping water. There was once a placid lake in my heart. My love was inside the lake, with tolerance, understanding, passion, endorsement and hopes. Since it started to snow, my lake freezed, and the water slowly became ice. Now there are no ripples but deadly silence inside me!

Love really hurts! I was hurt by the woman I love, and now I am hurting the woman who loves me! Is this something doomed to happen in my life? Is this my fate? I am totally confused.
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