To all the people those feel perplexed:
给所有迷茫的人:
Before starting the body, allow me to declare: the main goal for
taking part in the competition is not for the awards, just want to share with all of you.
在开始正文前,先做个申明,参赛的第一目标不是奖品,而是为了与大家分享。
Winter is coming.
冬天的来临
One minute before duty-off time, the same
routine day, clear desk, turn off computer, wave to colleagues, and step out the office at the same time.
下班前一分钟,平淡的一天,收拾桌子,关电脑,和同事说再见,在同一时间踏出公司。
The cold wind reminds me of the arrival of winter. The dimness reminds me of the arrival of night. From dawn to dusk, a day pasted again. Walked into
subway station, I am waiting for the same
subway; the
compartment is as crowd as usual. Noises rise here and subside there. Plugging on the earphone, the same song with same rhythms lingers in my ear and my mind. Looking around, everything is the same, a surge of loneness springs. Something is chocked.
冷冽的风让我意识到这已经是冬天,昏暗的夜色提醒我夜晚的来临。从早到晚,一天又这样过去了。踏入地铁站,等着同样的那班地铁,车厢是同样的拥挤。说话声此起彼伏,拿出耳塞,同样的音乐同样的旋律。环顾四周,一切照旧,莫名的孤独感涌上心头。某个地方有些闷。
Countless days past, I questioned myself again and again. Plunged into the
hustle and
bustle city life, what on earth I have got, what on earth I have lost. Maybe the decision to make a clear an analysis is wrong. One of my friends once told me that we would encounter a dilemma or somehow it was a lowest point of one's life after our
graduation. Maybe it is the period that she referred. Gaps are left in life through which comes the sad music of death. It's true, I am at a loss. There is a saying"There is no grief so great as that for a dead heart",if my heart is dead, what else can be traced on me except endless grievance.
无数个日子过去了,一遍一遍问自己,在这喧嚣的城市生活中我得到了什么失去了什么。也许决定对自己进行剖析是个错误的决定。曾有位朋友告诉我,毕业后的一段日子会陷入困境或者说是人生的低谷。也许这既是她指的那个时期。生命里留了许多罅隙,从中送来了死之忧郁的音乐。我失去方向那时个事实。有句话说"哀莫大于心死",如果我的心死了,除去无尽的悲伤还有什么是可寻的。
Step out the
subway with a deep sigh, life make me confused, I talk to myself. Back to my apartment, put the bag down, start the computer, and let the music floods in my space. The old album with dust come into my sight, how long I have been put it aside? Sitting on the bed, I wipe the dust off, and open the album. Young faces with smiles come into my sight at first glance. It's my roommates in the university. It must be taken as we were
freshman, for we were so young and naïve. Dated back to childhood, I am happy princess of my family, know nothing about life, good scores, beautiful clothes, with peers
surrounding. Days pasted without any worries. Until to the middle school day, I started to learn that study is the only thing I have to do, but I don't know why I have to study. Inexplicit days were the happiest day, for you never take it serious, for you have so many times to waste. These were the days that I met with my friends, and last, we became bosom friends. During these days, miracles took place
everyday; laughs were full of the classroom. Those days, I felt the pure friendship that
exclusively belongs to youth. Memories flash in my mind, as if it was washed, and
nameless and
numberless images come up
vividly. Once the door of memories is opened, it can not be closed easily. The whole night, with a cup of coffee, I am sitting along the bed, flipping the album constantly. I suddenly realized that I never lost any thing. Friends, relatives, parents, maybe they are all far away, but I can still recall them at any minutes, what's more, I have them, and I have the memories that belongs to us.
踱出地铁,叹了口气。生活让我感觉困惑。回到自己的小屋,放下包,让音乐充斥整个房间。那本粘着灰尘的相册跳入我的眼帘,我搁那多久了?坐在床边,擦去灰尘,我翻开相册。第一眼见到的是几张年轻的笑脸,那是我大学的室友,这肯定是在大一拍的,那时的我们是那样的年轻和纯真。回溯到童年时代,自己是家中无忧无虑的公主,好成绩,漂亮衣服,有小朋友的围绕。日子过得没有任何负担。直至中学,我明白了学习是我唯一要做的事情,虽然我不知道为什么而学习。含糊的日子是最快乐的,因为你不用认真对待生活,因为你可以肆意挥霍时间。那段日子是我遇见我朋友的日子,最后,我们成为了知己。那些日子,天天有奇迹发生,笑声四溢在教室。从那时起,我开始体会到那种纯纯的属于年轻人的友谊。记忆开始在脑海中闪过,无数的无名的影像在脑中清晰的浮现。记忆的阀门一打开就无法轻易关上。整个晚上,我端着相册,用一杯咖啡打发了一个晚上。突然意识到我不曾失去过什么。朋友,亲人,父母,也许他们远在其他地方,但是可以在任何时刻想起他们,更重要的是,我拥有她们,拥有与她们一起的记忆。
Next day is the
weekend, I ride a bike to a park .The sun is shining, the birds are singing .When I put off something, I realize I even can fly. My thoughts
shimmer with these
shimmering leaves and my heart sings with the touch of this sunlight; my life is glad to be floating with all things into the blue of space, into the dark of time. Yes,Life can be so easy.
第二天是周末。骑了自行车去了个公园。我意识到当我放下一些东西时,我似乎轻的可以飞起来。我的思想随着这些闪耀的绿叶而闪耀;我的心灵应着日光的抚触而歌唱;我的生命因为偕了万物一同浮泛在空间的蔚蓝,时间的墨黑而感到欢快。原来,生活可以如此简单。
Everyone will encounter something that confused you .Everyone may lose at sometime .Don't
lament for the past, don't expect too much in future. Life is a brook, it flows softly, not too hasty not too slowly. Many people discover its precious side at the old age. Now, we are young, we shall never complain, we shall face life with a more active attitude. Because there must be some reason that God sends you to the world. Let you to taste, to suffer, to share, then at the end, to know the
essence of life. It's a process.
每个人会遇到让人困惑的事情,每个人会迷失。不要悲叹过去,也不要醉生梦死。生命如小溪,不急不缓。太多人发现生活珍贵一面的太迟。现今,我们都还年轻,我们不该总发牢骚,应该以更积极的态度面对生活。因为上帝让你来到这个世界上必定有他的理由。品味生活,受苦,分享,直至最后了解生命的真谛。这是个过程。
Winter is coming, the spring comes after. The earth keeps on spinning.
冬天来临了,春天紧随其后。生活仍然在继续。
At last, allow me to end this article with a poem that conceived by me.
最后让我用自己的一首诗来结束这片文章。
路途
Journey
年轻的我们,年轻的心
We, young, and our heart, youthful
相约在某个地方
Promise to met each other at certain place
是否
If
时间过去了
Time elapses
是否
If
你我还记得
We shall remember
年轻的我们,年轻的心
We, young, and our heart, youthful
相遇在旅途
Encounter each other on the way
是否
If
有鲜花有赞赏
There are flowers and praises
是否
If
曾停滞不前
Ever hesitate and pause
年轻的我们,年轻的心
We, young, and our heart, youthful
相知在那一瞬
Familiar with each other at an instant
是否
If
曾有悸动
Throbs and flushes come
是否
If
也有创伤
Scars and hurts carve
当韶华逝去
When spring time gone
年轻的我们不再年轻
We, no longer young
当青春不再
When youth left
年轻的心经历了蜕变
Young heart
undergone spallation
最终
Finally
在相约的那个地点相遇
Met at the Promised place
我们携手共同笑着走向死亡
We, hand in hand, step to death with smiles
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