they know about Agnes Lockwood.' 'Well, but where is he going?'
'To Scotland.' 'Does she like that?' 'It's only for a fortnight;
they come back to London, and go abroad.' 'And they will never return
to England, eh?' 'Who can tell? Did you see how she looked at Montbarry,
when she had to lift her veil at the
beginning of the service?
In his place, I should have bolted. Did you see her, Doctor?'
By this time, Doctor Wybrow had remembered his patients, and had heard
enough of the club
gossip. He followed the example of Baron Rivar,
and walked off.
'One step more, you see, on the way to the end,' he
repeated to himself,
on his way home. 'What end?'
CHAPTER IV
On the day of the marriage Agnes Lockwood sat alone in the little
drawing-room of her London lodgings, burning the letters which had
been written to her by Montbarry in the bygone time.
The Countess's maliciously smart
description of her,
addressed to Doctor Wybrow, had not even hinted at the charm
that most
distinguished Agnes--the artless expression of goodness
and
purity which
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everyone who approached her.
She looked by many years younger than she really was. With her fair
complexion and her shy manner, it seemed only natural to speak of her
as 'a girl,' although she was now really advancing towards thirty
years of age. She lived alone with an old nurse
devoted to her,
on a
modest little
income which was just enough to support the two.
There were none of the ordinary signs of grief in her face,
as she slowly tore the letters of her false lover in two, and threw
the pieces into the small fire which had been lit to
consume them.
Unhappily for herself, she was one of those women who feel too deeply
to find
relief in tears. Pale and quiet, with cold trembling fingers,
she destroyed the letters one by one without
daring to read them again.
She had torn the last of the
series, and was still shrinking
from throwing it after the rest into the
swiftly destroying flame,
when the old nurse came in, and asked if she would see 'Master Henry,'--
meaning that youngest member of the Westwick family, who had publicly
declared his
contempt for his brother in the smoking-room of
the club.
Agnes hesitated. A faint tinge of colour stole over her face.
There had been a long past time when Henry Westwick had owned
that he loved her. She had made her
confession to him,
acknowledging that her heart was given to his
eldest brother.
He had submitted to his
disappointment; and they had met
thenceforth as cousins and friends. Never before had she
associated the idea of him with embarrassing recollections.
But now, on the very day when his brother's marriage to another
woman had consummated his brother's
treason towards her, there was
something
vaguely repellent in the
prospect of
seeing him.
The old nurse (who remembered them both in their cradles)
observed her
hesitation; and sympathising of course with the man,
put in a
timely word for Henry. 'He says, he's going away, my dear;
and he only wants to shake hands, and say good-bye.' This plain
statement of the case had its effect. Agnes
decided on receiving
her cousin.
He entered the room so rapidly that he surprised her in the act
of throwing the fragments of Montbarry's last letter into the fire.
She
hurriedly spoke first.
'You are leaving London very suddenly, Henry. Is it business?
or pleasure?'
Instead of answering her, he
pointed to the
flaming letter,
and to some black ashes of burnt paper lying
lightly in the lower
part of the fireplace.
'Are you burning letters?'
'Yes.'
'His letters?'
'Yes.'
He took her hand
gently. 'I had no idea I was intruding on you,
at a time when you must wish to be alone. Forgive me, Agnes--I shall
see you when I return.'
She signed to him, with a faint smile, to take a chair.
'We have known one another since we were children,' she said.
'Why should I feel a foolish pride about myself in your presence? why
should I have any secrets from you? I sent back all your brother's
gifts to me some time ago. I have been advised to do more, to keep
nothing that can
remind me of him--in short, to burn his letters.
I have taken the advice; but I own I
shrank a little from destroying
the last of the letters. No--not because it was the last,
but because it had this in it.' She opened her hand, and showed
him a lock of Montbarry's hair, tied with a
morsel of golden cord.
'Well! well! let it go with the rest.'
She dropped it into the flame. For a while, she stood with her back
to Henry, leaning on the mantel-piece, and looking into the fire.
He took the chair to which she had
pointed, with a strange
contradiction of expression in his face: the tears were in his eyes,
while the brows above were knit close in an angry frown.
He muttered to himself, 'Damn him!'
She rallied her courage, and looked at him again when she spoke.
'Well, Henry, and why are you going away?'
'I am out of spirits, Agnes, and I want a change.'
She paused before she spoke again. His face told her plainly
that he was thinking of her when he made that reply. She was
grateful to him, but her mind was not with him: her mind was still
with the man who had deserted her. She turned round again to the fire.
'Is it true,' she asked, after a long silence, 'that they have been
married to-day?'
He answered ungraciously in the one necessary word:--'Yes.'
'Did you go to the church?'
He resented the question with an expression of
indignant surprise.
'Go to the church?' he
repeated. 'I would as soon go to--'
He checked himself there. 'How can you ask?' he added in lower tones.
'I have never
spoken to Montbarry, I have not even seen him,
since he treated you like the
scoundrel and the fool that
he is.'
She looked at him suddenly, without
saying a word.
He understood her, and begged her
pardon. But he was still angry.
'The
reckoning comes to some men,' he said, 'even in this world.
He will live to rue the day when he married that woman!'
Agnes took a chair by his side, and looked at him with a gentle surprise.
'Is it quite
reasonable to be so angry with her, because your
brother preferred her to me?' she asked.
Henry turned on her
sharply. 'Do you defend the Countess,
of all the people in the world?'
'Why not?' Agnes answered. 'I know nothing against her.
On the only occasion when we met, she appeared to be a singularly timid,
nervous person, looking
dreadfully ill; and being indeed so ill that she
fainted under the heat of my room. Why should we not do her justice?
We know that she was
innocent of any
intention to wrong me; we know
that she was not aware of my
engagement--'
Henry lifted his hand
impatiently, and stopped her.
'There is such a thing as being too just and too forgiving!'
he interposed. 'I can't bear to hear you talk in that patient way,
after the scandalously cruel manner in which you have been treated.
Try to forget them both, Agnes. I wish to God I could help you to
do it!'
Agnes laid her hand on his arm. 'You are very good to me, Henry;
but you don't quite understand me. I was thinking of myself
and my trouble in quite a different way, when you came in.
I was wondering whether anything which has so entirely filled my heart,