honours to say that I begin to see deeper into Gustave Flaubert's
doleful
refrain about the
hatred of
literature? I refer you again
to the perverse
constitution of man.
"The Princess is a
massive lady with the organisation of an athlete
and the
confusion of tongues of a valet de place. She contrives to
commit herself
extraordinarily little in a great many languages,
and is entertained and conversed with in detachments and relays,
like an
institution which goes on from
generation to
generation or
a big building
contracted for under a
forfeit. She can't have a
personal taste any more than, when her husband succeeds, she can
have a personal crown, and her opinion on any matter is rusty and
heavy and plain - made, in the night of ages, to last and be
transmitted. I feel as if I ought to 'tip' some custode for my
glimpse of it. She has been told everything in the world and has
never perceived anything, and the echoes of her education respond
awfully to the rash footfall - I mean the
casual remark - in the
cold Valhalla of her memory. Mrs. Wimbush delights in her wit and
says there's nothing so
charming as to hear Mr. Paraday draw it
out. He's perpetually detailed for this job, and he tells me it
has a
peculiarly exhausting effect. Every one's
beginning - at the
end of two days - to sidle obsequiously away from her, and Mrs.
Wimbush pushes him again and again into the
breach. None of the
uses I have yet seen him put to infuriate me quite so much. He
looks very fagged and has at last confessed to me that his
condition makes him
uneasy - has even promised me he'll go straight
home instead of returning to his final engagements in town. Last
night I had some talk with him about going to-day, cutting his
visit short; so sure am I that he'll be better as soon as he's shut
up in his
lighthouse. He told me that this is what he would like
to do; reminding me, however, that the first lesson of his
greatness has been
precisely that he can't do what he likes. Mrs.
Wimbush would never
forgive him if he should leave her before the
Princess has received the last hand. When I hint that a violent
rupture with our
hostess would be the best thing in the world for
him he gives me to understand that if his reason assents to the
proposition his courage hangs woefully back. He makes no secret of
being mortally afraid of her, and when I ask what harm she can do
him that she hasn't already done he simply repeats: 'I'm afraid,
I'm afraid! Don't enquire too closely,' he said last night; 'only
believe that I feel a sort of
terror. It's strange, when she's so
kind! At any rate, I'd as soon
overturn that piece of
pricelessSevres as tell her I must go before my date.' It sounds dreadfully
weak, but he has some reason, and he pays for his
imagination,
which puts him (I should hate it) in the place of others and makes
him feel, even against himself, their feelings, their appetites,
their motives. It's indeed inveterately against himself that he
makes his
imagination act. What a pity he has such a lot of it!
He's too
beastlyintelligent. Besides, the famous reading's still
to come off, and it has been postponed a day to allow Guy
Walsingham to arrive. It appears this
eminent lady's staying at a
house a few miles off, which means of course that Mrs. Wimbush has
forcibly annexed her. She's to come over in a day or two - Mrs.
Wimbush wants her to hear Mr. Paraday.
"To-day's wet and cold, and several of the company, at the
invitation of the Duke, have
driven over to
luncheon at Bigwood. I
saw poor Paraday wedge himself, by command, into the little
supplementary seat of a brougham in which the Princess and our
hostess were already ensconced. If the front glass isn't open on
his dear old back perhaps he'll
survive. Bigwood, I believe, is
very grand and frigid, all
marble and precedence, and I wish him
well out of the adventure. I can't tell you how much more and more
your attitude to him, in the midst of all this, shines out by
contrast. I never
willingly talk to these people about him, but
see what a comfort I find it to scribble to you! I
appreciate it -
it keeps me warm; there are no fires in the house. Mrs. Wimbush
goes by the
calendar, the temperature goes by the weather, the
weather goes by God knows what, and the Princess is easily heated.
I've nothing but my acrimony to warm me, and have been out under an
umbrella to
restore my
circulation. Coming in an hour ago I found
Lady Augusta Minch rummaging about the hall. When I asked her what
she was looking for she said she had mislaid something that Mr.
Paraday had lent her. I ascertained in a moment that the article
in question is a
manuscript, and I've a foreboding that it's the
noble
morsel he read me six weeks ago. When I expressed my
surprise that he should have bandied about anything so precious (I
happen to know it's his only copy - in the most beautiful hand in
all the world) Lady Augusta confessed to me that she hadn't had it
from himself, but from Mrs. Wimbush, who had wished to give her a
glimpse of it as a salve for her not being able to stay and hear it
read.
"'Is that the piece he's to read,' I asked, 'when Guy Walsingham
arrives?'
"'It's not for Guy Walsingham they're
waiting now, it's for Dora
Forbes,' Lady Augusta said. 'She's coming, I believe, early to-
morrow. Meanwhile Mrs. Wimbush has found out about him, and is
actively wiring to him. She says he also must hear him.'
"'You
bewilder me a little,' I replied; 'in the age we live in one
gets lost among the genders and the pronouns. The clear thing is
that Mrs. Wimbush doesn't guard such a treasure so jealously as she
might.'
"'Poor dear, she has the Princess to guard! Mr. Paraday lent her
the
manuscript to look over.'
"'She spoke, you mean, as if it were the morning paper?'
"Lady Augusta stared - my irony was lost on her. 'She didn't have
time, so she gave me a chance first; because
unfortunately I go to-
morrow to Bigwood.'
"'And your chance has only proved a chance to lose it?'
"'I haven't lost it. I remember now - it was very
stupid of me to
have forgotten. I told my maid to give it to Lord Dorimont - or at
least to his man.'
"'And Lord Dorimont went away directly after
luncheon.'
"'Of course he gave it back to my maid - or else his man did,' said
Lady Augusta. 'I dare say it's all right.'
"The
conscience of these people is like a summer sea. They haven't
time to look over a
pricelesscomposition; they've only time to
kick it about the house. I suggested that the 'man,' fired with a
noble emulation, had perhaps kept the work for his own perusal; and
her ladyship wanted to know whether, if the thing shouldn't
reappear for the grand occasion appointed by our
hostess, the
author wouldn't have something else to read that would do just as
well. Their questions are too delightful! I declared to Lady
Augusta
briefly that nothing in the world can ever do so well as
the thing that does best; and at this she looked a little
disconcerted. But I added that if the
manuscript had gone astray
our little
circle would have the less of an effort of attention to
make. The piece in question was very long - it would keep them
three hours.
"'Three hours! Oh the Princess will get up!' said Lady Augusta.
"'I thought she was Mr. Paraday's greatest admirer.'
"'I dare say she is - she's so
awfully clever. But what's the use
of being a Princess - '
"'If you can't dissemble your love?' I asked as Lady Augusta was
vague. She said at any rate she'd question her maid; and I'm
hoping that when I go down to dinner I shall find the
manuscripthas been recovered."
CHAPTER X.
"IT has NOT been recovered," I wrote early the next day, "and I'm
moreover much troubled about our friend. He came back from Bigwood
with a chill and, being allowed to have a fire in his room, lay
down a while before dinner. I tried to send him to bed and indeed
thought I had put him in the way of it; but after I had gone to
dress Mrs. Wimbush came up to see him, with the
inevitable result