as she spoke and her sunny hair fall about her
restless head she laughed
and laughed again with a heart of glee.
Israel looked on for some moments at this sweet picture, and,
for all his sense of the dangers of Naomi's artless joy in her own beauty,
he could not find it in his heart to check her. He had borne too long
the pain and shame of one who was father of an afflicted child
to deny himself this choking
rapture of her
recovery. "Live on
like a child always, little one," he thought; "be a child
as long as you can, be a child for ever, my dove, my darling!
Never did the world suffer it that I myself should be a child at all."
The artlessness of Naomi increased day by day, and found
constantlysome new fashion of
charming strangeness. All lovely things
on the earth seemed to speak to her, and she could talk with the birds
and the flowers. Also she would lie down in the grass and rest
like a lamb, with as little shame and with a grace as sweet.
Not yet had the great
mystery dawned that drops on a girl
like an
unseenmantle out of the sky, and when it has covered her
she is a child no more. Naomi was a child still. Nay, she was a child
a second time, for while she had been blind she had seemed
for a little while to become a woman in the awful revelation
of her
infirmity and
isolation. Now she was a weak, patient,
blind
maiden no longer, but a
reckless spirit of joy once again,
a
restless gleam of human
sunlightgatheringsunshine into
her father's house.
It was fit and beautiful that she who had lived so long without
the better part of the gifts of God should enjoy some of them at length
in rare
perfection. Her sight was strong and her
hearing was keen,
but voice was the gift which she had in
abundance. So sweet, so full,
so deep, so soft a voice as Naomi's came to be, Israel thought
he had never heard before. Ruth's voice? Yes, but fraught
with
inspiration, replete with sparkling life, and passionate
with the notes of a
joyous heart. All day long Naomi used it.
She sang as she rose in the morning, and was still singing
when she lay down at night. Wherever people came upon her,
they came first upon the sound of her voice. The farmers heard it
across the fields, and sometimes Israel heard it from over the hill
by their hut. Often she seemed to them like a bird that is hidden
in a tree, and only known to be there by the outbursts of its song.
Fatimah's ditties were still her delight. Some of them fell strangely
from her pure lips, so nearly did they border on the dangerous.
But her favourite song was still her mother's:--
Oh, come and claim thine own,
Oh, come and take thy throne,
Reign ever and alone
Reign
glorious, golden Love.
Into these words, as her voice ripened, she seemed to pour
a deeper fervour. She was as
innocent as a child of their meaning,
but it was almost as if she were fulfilling in some way a law
of her nature as a maid and drifting
blindly towards the dawn of Love.
Never did she think of Love, but it was just as if Love were always
thinking of her; it was even as if the spirit of Love were hovering
over her
constantly, and she were walking in the way of its
outstretched wings.
Israel saw this, and it set him to chasing day-dreams that were like
the
drawing up of a curtain. A beautiful
phantom of Naomi's future
would rise up before him. Love had come to her. The great
mystery!
the
rapture, the blissful wonder, the dear, secret, delicious
palpitating joy. He knew it must come some day--perhaps to day,
perhaps to-morrow. And when it came it would be like a sixth sense.
In quieter moments--generally at night, when he would take a candle
and look at her where she lay asleep--Israel would carry his dreams
into Naomi's future one stage farther, and see her in the first dawn
of young motherhood. Her
delicate face of pink an cream;
her glance of pride and joy and yearning, an then the thrill
of the little spreading red fingers
fastening on her white bosom--oh,
what a
glimpse was there revealed to him!
But struggle as he would to find pleasure in these
phantoms,
he could not help but feel pain from them also. They had a perilous
fascination for him, but he grudged them to Naomi. He thought
he could have given his
immortal soul to her, but these shadows
he could not give. That was his poor
tribute to human selfishness;
his last tender,
jealousfrailty as a father. He dreaded the coming
of that time when another--some other yet
unseen--should come before him,
and he should lose the daughter that was now his own.
Sometimes the memory of their old troubles in Tetuan seemed to cross
like a thundercloud the azure of Naomi's sky, but at the next hour
it was gone. The world was too full of marvels for any
enduring sense
but wonder. Once she awoke from sleep in
terror, and told Israel
of something which she believed to have happened to her in the night.
She had been carried away from him--she could not say when--and she knew
no more until she found herself in a great patio, paved and wailed
with tiles. Men were
standing together there in red peaked caps
and flowing white kaftans. And before them all was one old man
in garments that were of the colour of the afternoon sun, with sleeves
like the mouths of bells, a curling silver knife at his waistband,
and little leather bags hung by yellow cords about his neck.
Beside this man there was a woman of a laughing cruel face;
and she herself, Naomi--alone her father being
nowhere near--stood
in the midst with all eyes upon her. What happened next she did not know,
for blank darkness fell upon everything, and in that interval
they who had taken her away must have brought her back.
For when she opened her eyes she was in her own bed, and the things
of their little home were about her, and her father's eyes
were looking down at her, and his lips were kissing her, and the sun
was shining outside, and the birds were singing, and the long grass
was whispering in the
breeze, and it was the same as if
she had been asleep during the night and was just awakening
in the morning.
"It was a dream, my child," said Israel, thinking only with how vivid
a sense her eyes had gathered up in that
instant of first sight
the picture of that day at the Kasbah.
"A dream!" she cried; "no, no! I _saw_ it!"
Hitherto her dreams had been blind ones, and if she dreamt
of her own people it had not been of their faces, but of the touch
of their hands or the sound of their voices. By one of these
she had always known them, and sometimes it had been her mother's arms
that had been about her, and sometimes her father's lips
that had pressed her
forehead, and sometimes Ali's voice
that had rung in her ears.
Israel smoothed her hair and calmed her fears, but thinking both
of her dream and of her artless
sayings, he said in his heart,
"She is a child, a child born into life as a maid, and
without the strength of a child's
weakness. Oh! great is the wisdom
which orders it so that we come into the world as babes."
Thus realising Naomi's childishness, Israel kept close guard
and watch upon her afterwards. But if she was a gleam of
sunlightin his
lonelydwelling, like
sunlight she came and went in it,
and one day he found her near to the track leading up to the fondak
in talk with a passing traveller by the way, whom he recognised
for the grossest profligate out of Tetuan. Unveiled, unabashed,
with sweet looks of confidence she was gazing full into the man's
gross face, answering his evil questions with the artless simplicity
of
innocence. At one bound Israel was between them; and in a moment
he had torn Naomi away. And that night, while she wept out
her very heart at the first anger that her father had shown her,
Israel himself, in a new
terror of his soul, was pouring out