to think what future we were making. And here it is!"
"What have they got to, what has been done? How
do I come into the midst of it all?" The vastness of
street and house he was prepared for, the multitudes of
people. But conflicts in the city ways! And the systematised
sensuality of a class of rich men!
He thought of Bellamy, the hero of whose Socialistic
Utopia had so oddly anticipated this
actual experience.
But here was no Utopia, no Socialistic state.
He had already seen enough to realise that the ancient
antithesis of
luxury, waste and sensuality on the one
hand and
abjectpoverty on the other, still prevailed.
He knew enough of the
essential factors of life to
understand that correlation. And not only were the
buildings of the city
gigantic and the crowds in the
street
gigantic, but the voices he had heard in the
ways, the
uneasiness of Howard, the very atmosphere
spoke of
giganticdiscontent. What country was he
in? Still England it seemed, and yet strangely
"un-English." His mind glanced at the rest of the
world, and saw only an enigmatical veil.
He prowled about his
apartment, examining everything
as a caged animal might do. He felt very tired,
felt that
feverishexhaustion that does not admit of rest.
He listened for long spaces under the ventilator to
catch some distant echo of the tumults he felt must be
proceeding in the city.
He began to talk to himself. "Two hundred and
three years! " he said to himself over and over again,
laughing stupidly. "Then I am two hundred and
thirty-three years old! The oldest inhabitant. Surely
they haven't reversed the
tendency of our time and
gone back to the rule of the oldest. My claims are
indisputable. Mumble,
mumble. I remember the Bulgarian
atrocities as though it was
yesterday. 'Tis a
great age! Ha ha!" He was surprised at first to
hear himself laughing, and then laughed again deliberately
and louder. Then he realised that he was
behaving
foolishly. "Steady," he said. "Steady!"
His pacing became more regular. "This new
world," he said. "I don't understand it. __Why?__ . . .
But it is all __why!__"
"I suppose they can fly and do all sorts of things
Let me try and remember just how it began."
He was surprised at first to find how vague the
memories of his first thirty years had become. He
remembered fragments, for the most part trivial
moments, things of no great importance that he had
observed. His
boyhood seemed the most accessible
at first, he recalled school books and certain lessons
in mensuration. Then he revived the more salient
features of his life, memories of the wife long since
dead, her magic influence now gone beyond corruption,
of his rivals and friends and betrayers, of the
swift decision of this issue and that, and then of his ,
last years of
misery, of fluctuating resolves, and at last
of his
strenuous studies. In a little while he perceived
he had it all again; dim perhaps, like metal long laid
aside, but in no way
defective or injured,
capable of
re-polishing. And the hue of it was a
deepening
misery.
Was it worth re-polishing? By a
miracle he had
been lifted out of a life that had become intolerable.
He reverted to his present condition. He wrestled
with the facts in vain. It became an inextricable tangle.
He saw the sky through the ventilator pink with
dawn. An old
persuasion came out of the dark recesses
of his memory. "I must sleep," he said. It
appeared as a
delightfulrelief from this
mental distress
and from the growing pain and
heaviness of his
limbs. He went to the strange little bed, lay down and
was
presently asleep.
He was destined to become very familiar indeed
with these
apartments before he left them, for he
remained imprisoned for three days. During that time
no one, except Howard, entered his prison. The
marvelof his fate mingled with and in some way minimised
the
marvel of his survival. He had awakened
to mankind it seemed only to be snatched away into
this unaccountable
solitude. Howard came regularly
with subtly sustaining and nutritive fluids, and light
and pleasant foods, quite strange to Graham. He
always closed the door carefully as he entered. On
matters of detail he was
increasingly obliging, but the
bearing of Graham on the great issues that were
evidently
being contested so closely beyond the soundproof
walls that enclosed him, he would not elucidate.
He evaded, as
politely as possible, every question on
the position of affairs in the outer world.
And in those three days Graham's incessant
thoughts went far and wide. All that he had seen,
all this
elaboratecontrivance to prevent him seeing,
worked together in his mind. Almost every possible
interpretation of his position he debated--even as it
chanced, the right
interpretation. Things that
presentlyhappened to him, came to him at last credible,
by
virtue of this seclusion. When at length the
moment of his
release arrived, it found him prepared.
Howard's
bearing went far to
deepen Graham's
impression of his own strange importance; the door
between its
opening and closing seemed to admit with
him a
breath of momentous
happening. His enquiries
became more
definite and searching. Howard
retreated through protests and difficulties. The
awakeningwas unforeseen, he
repeated; it happened to
have fallen in with the trend of a social convulsion.
"To explain it I must tell you the history of a gross
and a half of years," protested Howard.
"The thing is this," said Graham. "You are
afraid of something I shall do. In some way I am
arbitrator--I might be arbitrator."
" It is not that. But you have--I may tell you
this much--the
automatic increase of your property
puts great possibilities of
interference in your hands.
And in certain other ways you have influence, with
your eighteenth century notions."
"Nineteenth century," corrected Graham.
"With your old world notions, anyhow, ignorant
as you are of every feature of our State."
"Am I a fool? "
"Certainly not."
"Do I seem to be the sort of man who would act
rashly?"
"You were never expected to act at all. No one
counted on your
awakening. No one dreamt you
would ever awake. The Council had surrounded you
with antiseptic conditions. As a matter of fact, we
thought that you were dead--a mere
arrest of decay.
And--but it is too
complex. We dare not suddenly