hey diddle! hey diddle diddle! I wonder whether Mr. Raymond would
take me to see Nanny. Hey diddle! hey diddle! hey diddle diddle!
The baby and fiddle! O, mother, I'm such a silly! But I can't help it.
I wish I could think of something else, but there's nothing will
come into my head but hey diddle diddle! the cat and the fiddle!
I wonder what the angels do--when they're extra happy, you know--
when they've been driving cabs all day and
taking home the money to
their mothers. Do you think they ever sing
nonsense, mother?"
"I daresay they've got their own sort of it," answered his mother,
"else they wouldn't be like other people." She was thinking more
of her twenty-one shillings and
sixpence, and of the nice dinner
she would get for her sick husband next day, than of the angels
and their
nonsense, when she said it. But Diamond found her answer
all right.
"Yes, to be sure," he replied. "They wouldn't be like other people
if they hadn't their
nonsense sometimes. But it must be very
pretty
nonsense, and not like that silly hey diddle diddle! the cat
and the fiddle! I wish I could get it out of my head. I wonder
what the angels'
nonsense is like. Nonsense is a very good thing,
ain't it, mother?--a little of it now and then; more of it for baby,
and not so much for grown people like cabmen and their mothers?
It's like the
pepper and salt that goes in the soup--that's it--
isn't it, mother? There's baby fast asleep! Oh, what a
nonsense baby
it is--to sleep so much! Shall I put him down, mother?"
Diamond chattered away. What rose in his happy little heart ran
out of his mouth, and did his father and mother good. When he went
to bed, which he did early, being more tired, as you may suppose,
than usual, he was still thinking what the
nonsense could be like
which the angels sang when they were too happy to sing sense.
But before coming to any
conclusion he fell fast asleep. And no wonder,
for it must be acknowledged a difficult question.
That night he had a very curious dream which I think my readers would
like to have told them. They would, at least, if they are as fond
of nice dreams as I am, and don't have enough of them of their own.
He dreamed that he was
running about in the
twilight in the old garden.
He thought he was
waiting for North Wind, but she did not come.
So he would run down to the back gate, and see if she were there.
He ran and ran. It was a good long garden out of his dream,
but in his dream it had grown so long and spread out so wide that the
gate he wanted was
nowhere. He ran and ran, but instead of coming
to the gate found himself in a beautiful country, not like any
country he had ever been in before. There were no trees of any size;
nothing bigger in fact than hawthorns, which were full of may-blossom.
The place in which they grew was wild and dry,
mostly covered
with grass, but having patches of heath. It
extended on every side
as far as he could see. But although it was so wild, yet wherever
in an ordinary heath you might have expected furze bushes, or holly,
or broom, there grew roses--wild and rare--all kinds. On every side,
far and near, roses were glowing. There too was the gum-cistus,
whose flowers fall every night and come again the next morning,
lilacs and syringas and laburnums, and many shrubs besides,
of which he did not know the names; but the roses were everywhere.
He wandered on and on, wondering when it would come to an end.
It was of no use going back, for there was no house to be seen anywhere.
But he was not frightened, for you know Diamond was used to things that
were rather out of the way. He threw himself down under a rose-bush,
and fell asleep.
He woke, not out of his dream, but into it, thinking he heard a child's
voice,
calling "Diamond, Diamond!" He jumped up, but all was still
about him. The rose-bushes were pouring out their odours in clouds.
He could see the scent like mists of the same colour as the rose,
issuing like a slow
fountain and spreading in the air till it
joined the thin rosy vapour which hung over all the wilderness.
But again came the voice
calling him, and it seemed to come from
over his head. He looked up, but saw only the deep blue sky full
of stars--more
brilliant, however, than he had seen them before;
and both sky and stars looked nearer to the earth.
While he gazed up, again he heard the cry. At the same moment he
saw one of the biggest stars over his head give a kind of twinkle
and jump, as if it went out and came in again. He threw himself
on his back, and fixed his eyes upon it. Nor had he gazed long
before it went out, leaving something like a scar in the blue.
But as he went on gazing he saw a face where the star had been--
a merry face, with bright eyes. The eyes appeared not only to
see Diamond, but to know that Diamond had caught sight of them,
for the face
withdrew the same moment. Again came the voice,
calling "Diamond, Diamond;" and in jumped the star to its place.
Diamond called as loud as he could, right up into the sky:
"Here's Diamond, down below you. What do you want him to do?"
The next
instant many of the stars round about that one went out,
and many voices shouted from the sky,--
"Come up; come up. We're so jolly! Diamond! Diamond!"
This was followed by a peal of the merriest, kindliest
laughter,
and all the stars jumped into their places again.
"How am I to come up?" shouted Diamond.
"Go round the rose-bush. It's got its foot in it," said the first voice.
Diamond got up at once, and walked to the other side of the rose-bush.
There he found what seemed the very opposite of what he wanted--
a stair down into the earth. It was of turf and moss. It did not seem
to promise well for getting into the sky, but Diamond had learned
to look through the look of things. The voice must have meant
that he was to go down this stair; and down this stair Diamond went,
without
waiting to think more about it.
It was such a nice stair, so cool and soft--all the sides as well
as the steps grown with moss and grass and ferns! Down and down
Diamond went--a long way, until at last he heard the gurgling
and splashing of a little
stream; nor had he gone much farther
before he met it--yes, met it coming up the stairs to meet him,
running up just as naturally as if it had been doing the other thing.
Neither was Diamond in the least surprised to see it pitching itself
from one step to another as it climbed towards him: he never
thought it was odd--and no more it was, there. It would have been
odd here. It made a merry tune as it came, and its voice was like
the
laughter he had heard from the sky. This appeared promising;
and he went on, down and down the stair, and up and up the
stream,
till at last he came where it
hurried out from under a stone,
and the stair stopped
altogether. And as the
stream bubbled up,
the stone shook and swayed with its force; and Diamond thought he
would try to lift it. Lightly it rose to his hand, forced up by the
stream from below; and, by what would have seemed an unaccountable
perversion of things had he been awake, threatened to come tumbling
upon his head. But he avoided it, and when it fell, got upon it.
He now saw that the
opening through which the water came pouring
in was over his head, and with the help of the stone he scrambled
out by it, and found himself on the side of a
grassy hill which
rounded away from him in every direction, and down which came
the brook which vanished in the hole. But scarcely had he noticed
so much as this before a merry shouting and
laughter burst upon him,
and a number of naked little boys came
running, every one eager to get
to him first. At the shoulders of each fluttered two little wings,
which were of no use for flying, as they were mere buds; only being
made for it they could not help fluttering as if they were flying.
Just as the
foremost of the troop reached him, one or two of
them fell, and the rest with shouts of
laughter came tumbling
over them till they heaped up a mound of struggling merriment.
One after another they extricated themselves, and each as he got
free threw his arms round Diamond and kissed him. Diamond's heart
was ready to melt within him from clear delight. When they had all
embraced him,--
"Now let us have some fun," cried one, and with a shout they all scampered
hither and
thither, and played the wildest gambols on the
grassy slopes.
They kept
constantly coming back to Diamond, however, as the centre of
their
enjoyment,
rejoicing over him as if they had found a lost playmate.
There was a wind on the
hillside which blew like the very embodiment
of living
gladness. It blew into Diamond's heart, and made him
so happy that he was forced to sit down and cry.
"Now let's go and dig for stars," said one who seemed to be
the captain of the troop.
They all scurried away, but soon returned, one after another,
each with a pickaxe on his shoulder and a spade in his hand.
As soon as they were gathered, the captain led them in a straight
line to another part of the hill. Diamond rose and followed.
"Here is where we begin our lesson for to-night," he said.
"Scatter and dig."
There was no more fun. Each went by himself, walking slowly with bent
shoulders and his eyes fixed on the ground. Every now and then
one would stop, kneel down, and look
intently, feeling with his
hands and
parting the grass. One would get up and walk on again,
another spring to his feet, catch
eagerly at his pickaxe and
strike it into the ground once and again, then throw it aside,
snatch up his spade, and
commence digging at the loosened earth.
Now one would sorrowfully
shovel the earth into the hole again,
trample it down with his little bare white feet, and walk on.
But another would give a
joyful shout, and after much tugging
and loosening would draw from the hole a lump as big as his head,
or no bigger than his fist; when the under side of it would pour
such a blaze of golden or bluish light into Diamond's eyes that he
was quite dazzled. Gold and blue were the commoner colours:
the jubilation was greater over red or green or
purple. And every
time a star was dug up all the little angels dropped their tools
and
crowded about it, shouting and dancing and fluttering their
wing-buds.
When they had examined it well, they would kneel down one after the
other and peep through the hole; but they always stood back to give
Diamond the first look. All that diamond could report, however, was,
that through the star-holes he saw a great many things and places
and people he knew quite well, only somehow they were different--
there was something marvellous about them--he could not tell what.
Every time he rose from looking through a star-hole, he felt as if his
heart would break for, joy; and he said that if he had not cried,
he did not know what would have become of him.
As soon as all had looked, the star was carefully fitted in again,
a little mould was
strewn over it, and the rest of the heap left
as a sign that the star had been discovered.
At length one dug up a small star of a most lovely colour--a colour
Diamond had never seen before. The moment the angel saw what it was,
instead of showing it about, he handed it to one of his neighbours,
and seated himself on the edge of the hole, saying:
"This will do for me. Good-bye. I'm off."
They
crowded about him, hugging and kissing him; then stood back
with a
solemnstillness, their wings lying close to their shoulders.
The little fellow looked round on them once with a smile, and then
shot himself
headlong through the star-hole. Diamond, as privileged,
threw himself on the ground to peep after him, but he saw nothing.
"It's no use," said the captain. "I never saw anything more of one
that went that way."
"His wings can't be much use," said Diamond,
concerned and fearful,
yet comforted by the calm looks of the rest.
"That's true," said the captain. "He's lost them by this time.
They all do that go that way. You haven't got any, you see."
"No," said Diamond. "I never did have any."
"Oh! didn't you?" said the captain.
"Some people say," he added, after a pause, "that they come again.
I don't know. I've never found the colour I care about myself.
I suppose I shall some day."
Then they looked again at the star, put it carefully into its hole,
danced around it and over it--but
solemnly, and called it by the name
of the finder.
"Will you know it again?" asked Diamond.
"Oh, yes. We never forget a star that's been made a door of."
Then they went on with their searching and digging.