CHAPTER III
hough Mrs. Jennings was in the habit of spending a large
portion of the year at the houses of her children and
friends, she was not without a settled
habitation of her
own. Since the death of her husband, who had traded with success
in a less
elegant part of the town, she had resided every winter in a
house in one of the streets near Portman-square. Towards this
home, she began on the approach of January to turn her thoughts,
and thither she one day abruptly, and very
unexpectedly by them,
asked the elder Miss Dashwoods to accompany her. Elinor,
without observing the varying
complexion of her sister, and the
animated look which spoke no
indifference to the plan,
immediately gave a grateful but absolute
denial for both, in which
she believed herself to be
speaking their united inclinations. The
reason alleged was their determined resolution of not leaving their
mother at that time of the year. Mrs. Jennings received the
refusalwith some surprise, and
repeated her invitation immediately.
"Oh! Lord, I am sure your mother can spare you very well, and
I do beg you will favour me with your company, for I've quite set
my heart upon it. Don't fancy that you will be any
inconvenienceto me, for I shan't put myself at all out of my way for you. It will
only be sending Betty by the coach, and I hope I can afford that.
We three shall be able to go very well in my chaise; and when we
are in town, if you do not like to go wherever I do, well and good,
you may always go with one of my daughters. I am sure your
mother will not object to it; for I have had such good luck in
getting my own children off my hands that she will think me a very
fit person to have the charge of you; and if I don't get one of you at
least well married before I have done with you, it shall not be my
fault. I shall speak a good word for you to all the young men, you
may depend upon it."
"I have a notion," said Sir John, "that Miss Marianne would not
object to such a scheme, if her elder sister would come into it. It is
very hard indeed that she should not have a little pleasure,
because Miss Dashwood does not wish it. So I would advise you
two, to set off for town, when you are tired of Barton, without
saying a word to Miss Dashwood about it."
"Nay," cried Mrs. Jennings, "I am sure I shall be
monstrousglad of Miss Marianne's company, whether Miss Dashwood will go
or not, only the more the merrier say I, and I thought it would be
more comfortable for them to be together; because, if they got
tired of me, they might talk to one another, and laugh at my old
ways behind my back. But one or the other, if not both of them, I
must have. Lord bless me! how do you think I can live poking by
myself, I who have been always used till this winter to have
Charlotte with me. Come, Miss Marianne, let us strike hands upon
the bargain, and if Miss Dashwood will change her mind by and
bye, why so much the better."
"I thank you, ma'am,
sincerely thank you," said Marianne, with
warmth; "your invitation has insured my gratitude for ever, and it
would give me such happiness, yes, almost the greatest happiness
I am capable of, to be able to accept it. But my mother, my dearest,
kindest mother,―I feel the justice of what Elinor has urged, and if
she were to be made less happy, less comfortable by our absence―
Oh! no, nothing should tempt me to leave her. It should not, must
not be a struggle."
Mrs. Jennings
repeated her
assurance that Mrs. Dashwood
could spare them
perfectly well; and Elinor, who now understood
her sister, and saw to what
indifference to almost every thing else
she was carried by her
eagerness to be with Willoughby again,
made no farther direct opposition to the plan, and merely referred
it to her mother's decision, from whom however she scarcely
expected to receive any support in her endeavour to prevent a
visit, which she could not approve of for Marianne, and which on
her own account she had particular reasons to avoid. Whatever
Marianne was
desirous of, her mother would be eager to
promote―she could not expect to influence the latter to
cautiousness of conduct in an affair
respecting which she had
never been able to inspire her with
distrust; and she dared not
explain the motive of her own disinclination for going to London.
That Marianne, fastidious as she was, thoroughly acquainted with
Mrs. Jennings' manners, and
invariably disgusted by them, should
overlook every
inconvenience of that kind, should
disregardwhatever must be most wounding to her
irritable feelings, in her
pursuit of one object, was such a proof, so strong, so full, of the
importance of that object to her, as Elinor, in spite of all that had
passed, was not prepared to witness.
On being informed of the invitation, Mrs. Dashwood, persuaded
that such an
excursion would be productive of much amusement
to both her daughters, and perceiving through all her
affectionateattention to herself, how much the heart of Marianne was in it,
would not hear of their declining the offer upon her account;
insisted on their both accepting it directly; and then began to
foresee, with her usual
cheerfulness, a variety of advantages that
would accrue to them all, from this
separation.
"I am
delighted with the plan," she cried, "it is exactly what I
could wish. Margaret and I shall be as much benefited by it as
yourselves. When you and the Middletons are gone, we shall go on
so quietly and happily together with our books and our music! You
will find Margaret so improved when you come back again! I have
a little plan of
alteration for your bedrooms too, which may now be
performed without any
inconvenience to any one. It is very right
that you should go to town; I would have every young woman of
your condition in life acquainted with the manners and
amusements of London. You will be under the care of a motherly
good sort of woman, of whose kindness to you I can have no doubt.
And in all
probability you will see your brother, and whatever may
be his faults, or the faults of his wife, when I consider whose son
he is, I cannot bear to have you so wholly estranged from each
other."
"Though with your usual anxiety for our happiness," said
Elinor, "you have been obviating every
impediment to the present
scheme which occurred to you, there is still one objection which,
in my opinion, cannot be so easily removed."
Marianne's countenance sunk.
"And what," said Mrs. Dashwood, "is my dear
prudent Elinor
going to suggest? What
formidableobstacle is she now to bring
forward? Do let me hear a word about the expense of it."
"My objection is this; though I think very well of Mrs.
Jennings's heart, she is not a woman whose society can afford us
pleasure, or whose protection will give us consequence."
"That is very true," replied her mother, "but of her society,
separately from that of other people, you will scarcely have any
thing at all, and you will almost always appear in public with Lady
Middleton."
"If Elinor is frightened away by her dislike of Mrs. Jennings,"
said Marianne, "at least it need not prevent my accepting her
invitation. I have no such scruples, and I am sure I could put up
with every unpleasantness of that kind with very little effort."
Elinor could not help smiling at this display of
indifferencetowards the manners of a person, to whom she had often had
difficulty in persuading Marianne to behave with tolerable
politeness; and
resolved within herself, that if her sister persisted
in going, she would go likewise, as she did not think it proper that
Marianne should be left to the sole
guidance of her own judgment,
or that Mrs. Jennings should be
abandoned to the mercy of
Marianne for all the comfort of her domestic hours. To this
determination she was the more easily reconciled, by recollecting
that Edward Ferrars, by Lucy's account, was not to be in town
before February; and that their visit, without any
unreasonableabridg ement, might be
previously finished.
"I will have you both go," said Mrs. Dashwood; "these objections
are nonsensical. You will have much pleasure in being in London,
and especially in being together; and if Elinor would ever
condescend to
anticipateenjoyment, she would
foresee it there
from a variety of sources; she would, perhaps, expect some from
improving her acquaintance with her sister-in-law's family."
Elinor had often wished for an opportunity of attempting to
weaken her mother's
dependence on the
attachment of Edward
and herself, that the shock might be less when the whole truth
were revealed, and now on this attack, though almost
hopeless of
success, she forced herself to begin her design by
saying, as calmly
as she could, "I like Edward Ferrars very much, and shall always
be glad to see him; but as to the rest of the family, it is a matter of
perfect
indifference to me, whether I am ever known to them or
not."
Mrs. Dashwood smiled and said nothing. Marianne lifted up her
eyes in astonishment, and Elinor conjectured that she might as
well have held her tongue.
After very little farther
discourse, it was finally settled that the
invitation should be fully accepted. Mrs. Jennings received the
information with a great deal of joy, and many
assurances of
kindness and care; nor was it a matter of pleasure merely to her.
Sir John was
delighted; for to a man, whose
prevailing anxiety was
the dread of being alone, the
acquisition of two, to the number of
inhabitants in London, was something. Even Lady Middleton took
the trouble of being
delighted, which was putting herself rather
out of her way; and as for the Miss Steeles, especially Lucy, they
had never been so happy in their lives as this intelligence made
them.
Elinor submitted to the arrangement which counteracted her
wishes with less
reluctance than she had expected to feel. With
regard to herself, it was now a matter of unconcern whether she
went to town or not, and when she saw her mother so thoroughly
pleased with the plan, and her sister exhilarated by it in look,
voice, and manner, restored to all her usual animation, and
elevated to more than her usual
gaiety, she could not be
dissatisfied with the cause, and would hardly allow herself to
distrust the consequence.
Marianne's joy was almost a degree beyond happiness, so great
was the perturbation of her spirits and her
impatience to be gone.
Her unwillingness to quit her mother was her only restorative to
calmness; and at the moment of
parting her grief on that score was
excessive. Her mother's
affliction was hardly less, and Elinor was
the only one of the three, who seemed to consider the
separationas any thing short of eternal.
Their departure took place in the first week in January. The
Middletons were to follow in about a week. The Miss Steeles kept
their station at the park, and were to quit it only with the rest of
the family.
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