pipe and refilling it from time to time. I had never felt like that
before, and for the first and last time in my life I thought of
marrying.
"At
daybreak I saddled my horse and rode out into the country, to
clear my head. I kept him at a trot for two
mortal hours, and all but
foundered the animal before I noticed it----"
Genestas stopped short, looked at his new friend
uneasily, and said,
"You must excuse me, Benassis, I am no
orator; things come out just as
they turn up in my mind. In a room full of fine folk I should feel
awkward, but here in the country with you----"
"Go on," said the doctor.
"When I came back to my room I found Renard
finely flustered. He
thought I had fallen in a duel. He was cleaning his pistols, his head
full of schemes for
fastening a quarrel on any one who should have
turned me off into the dark. . . . Oh! that was just the fellow's way!
I confided my story to Renard, showed him the
kennel where the
children were; and, as my comrade understood the jargon that those
heathens talked, I begged him to help me to lay my proposals before
her father and mother, and to try to arrange some kind of
communication between me and Judith. Judith they called her. In short,
sir, for a
fortnight the Jew and his wife so arranged matters that we
supped every night with Judith, and for a
fortnight I was the happiest
of men. You understand and you know how it was, so I shall not wear
out your
patience; still, if you do not smoke, you cannot imagine how
pleasant it was to smoke a pipe at one's ease with Renard and the
girl's father and one's
princess there before one's eyes. Oh! yes, it
was very pleasant!
"But I ought to tell you that Renard was a Parisian, and
dependent on
his father, a
wholesalegrocer, who had educated his son with a view
to making a notary of him; so Renard had come by a certain
amount of
book
learning before he had been drawn by the conscription and had to
bid his desk good-bye. Add to this that he was the kind of man who
looks well in a uniform, with a face like a girl's, and a thorough
knowledge of the art of wheedling people. It was HE whom Judith loved;
she cared about as much for me as a horse cares for roast fowls.
Whilst I was in the seventh heaven, soaring above the clouds at the
bare sight of Judith, my friend Renard (who, as you see, fairly
deserved his name) arrived at an understanding with the girl, and to
such good purpose, that they were married
forthwith after the custom
of her country, without
waiting for
permission, which would have been
too long in coming. He promised her, however, that if it should happen
that the validity of this marriage was afterwards called in question,
they were to be married again according to French law. As a matter of
fact, as soon as she reached France, Mme. Renard became Mlle. Judith
once more.
"If I had known all this, I would have killed Renard then and there,
without giving him time to draw another
breath; but the father, the
mother, the girl herself, and the quartermaster were all in the plot
like
thieves in a fair. While I was smoking my pipe, and worshiping
Judith as if she had been one of the saints above, the
worthy Renard
was arranging to meet her, and managing this piece of business very
cleverly under my very eyes.
"You are the only person to whom I have told this story. A disgraceful
thing, I call it. I have always asked myself how it is that a man who
would die of shame if he took a gold coin that did not belong to him,
does not
scruple to rob a friend of happiness and life and the woman
he loves. My birds, in fact, were married and happy; and there was I,
every evening at supper, moonstruck, gazing at Judith, responding like
some fellow in a farce to the looks she threw to me in order to throw
dust in my eyes. They have paid uncommonly dear for all this deceit,
as you will certainly think. On my
conscience, God pays more attention
to what goes on in this world than some of us imagine.
"Down come the Russians upon us, the country is overrun, and the
campaign of 1813 begins in
earnest. One fine morning comes an order;
we are to be on the
battlefield of Lutzen by a stated hour. The
Emperor knew quite well what he was about when he ordered us to start
at once. The Russians had turned our flank. Our
colonel must needs get
himself into a
scrape, by choosing that moment to take leave of a
Polish lady who lived outside the town, a quarter of a mile away; the
Cossack
advanced guard just caught him
nicely, him and his picket.
There was scarcely time to spring into our saddles and draw up before
the town so as to engage in a
cavalryskirmish. We must check the