every grain of sand.
"The strictest censor could not but recognize that the Countess pushed
maternal
sentiment to the last degree. Her father's death had been a
lesson to her, people said. She worshiped her children. They were so
young that she could hide the disorders of her life from their eyes,
and could win their love; she had given them the best and most
brilliant education. I
confess that I cannot help admiring her and
feeling sorry for her. Gobseck used to joke me about it. Just about
that time she had discovered Maxime's baseness, and was expiating the
sins of the past in tears of blood. I was sure of it. Hateful as were
the measures which she took for regaining control of her husband's
money, were they not the result of a mother's love, and a desire to
repair the wrongs she had done her children? And again, it may be,
like many a woman who has
experienced the storm of
lawless love, she
felt a
longing to lead a
virtuous life again. Perhaps she only
learnedthe worth of that life when she came to reap the woeful
harvest sown
by her errors.
"Every time that little Ernest came out of his father's room, she put
him through a searching
examination as to all that his father had done
or said. The boy
willingly complied with his mother's wishes, and told
her even more than she asked in her
anxiousaffection, as he thought.
"My visit was a ray of light for the Countess. She was determined to
see in me the
instrument of the Count's
vengeance, and
resolved that I
should not be allowed to go near the dying man. I augured ill of all
this, and
earnestly wished for an
interview, for I was not easy in my
mind about the fate of the counter-deed. If it should fall into the
Countess' hands, she might turn it to her own
account, and that would
be the
beginning of a
series of
interminable lawsuits between her and
Gobseck. I knew the usurer well enough to feel convinced that he would
never give up the property to her; there was room for plenty of legal
quibbling over a
series of transfers, and I alone knew all the ins and
outs of the matter. I was
minded to prevent such a
tissue of
misfortune, so I went to the Countess a second time.
"I have noticed, madame," said Derville, turning to the Vicomtesse,
and
speaking in a
confidential tone, "certain moral
phenomena to which
we do not pay enough attention. I am naturally an
observer of human
nature, and
instinctively I bring a spirit of
analysis to the business
that I
transact in the interest of others, when human passions are
called into
lively play. Now, I have often noticed, and always with
new wonder, that two antagonists almost always
divine each other's
inmost thoughts and ideas. Two enemies sometimes possess a power of
clear
insight into
mental processes, and read each other's minds as
two lovers read in either soul. So when we came together, the Countess
and I, I understood at once the reason of her antipathy for me,
disguised though it was by the most
gracious forms of
politeness and
civility. I had been forced to be her confidant, and a woman cannot
but hate the man before whom she is compelled to blush. And she on her
side knew that if I was the man in whom her husband placed confidence,
that husband had not as yet given up his fortune.
"I will spare you the conversation, but it abides in my memory as one
of the most dangerous encounters in my
career. Nature had bestowed on
her all the qualities which, combined, are irresistibly fascinating;
she could be pliant and proud by turns, and confiding and coaxing in
her manner; she even went so far as to try to subjugate me. It was a
failure. As I took my leave of her, I caught a gleam of hate and rage
in her eyes that made me
shudder. We parted enemies. She would fain
have crushed me out of
existence; and for my own part, I felt pity for
her, and for some natures pity is the deadliest of insults. This
feeling pervaded the last representations I put before her; and when I
left her, I left, I think, dread in the depths of her soul, by
declaring that, turn which way she would, ruin lay
inevitably before
her.
" 'If I were to see M. le Comte, your children's property at any rate
would----'
" 'I should be at your mercy,' she said, breaking in upon me, disgust
in her gesture.
"Now that we had
spokenfrankly, I made up my mind to save the family