was sitting. Mlle. Fanny herself was a young Parisian girl, quietly
dressed, with a
delicate fresh face, and a
winning look. The
arrangement of her neatly brushed
chestnut hair in a double curve on
her
forehead lent a
refined expression to blue eyes, clear as crystal.
The broad
daylight streaming in through the short curtains against the
window pane fell with softened light on her girlish face. A pile of
shaped pieces of linen told me that she was a sempstress. She looked
like a spirit of
solitude. When I held out the bill, I remarked that
she had not been at home when I called in the morning.
" ' "But the money was left with the
porter's wife," said she.
" 'I pretended not to understand.
" ' "You go out early,
mademoiselle, it seems."
" ' "I very seldom leave my room; but when you work all night, you are
obliged to take a bath sometimes."
" 'I looked at her. A glance told me all about her life. Here was a
girl condemned by
misfortune to toil, a girl who came of honest farmer
folk, for she had still a
freckle or two that told of country birth.
There was an indefinable
atmosphere of
goodness about her; I felt as
if I were breathing
sincerity and frank
innocence. It was refreshing
to my lungs. Poor
innocent child, she had faith in something; there
was a crucifix and a sprig or two of green box above her poor little
painted
wooden bedstead; I felt touched, or somewhat inclined that
way. I felt ready to offer to
charge no more than twelve per cent, and
so give something towards establishing her in a good way of business.
" ' "But maybe she has a little
youngster of a cousin," I said to
myself, "who would raise money on her
signature and
sponge on the poor
girl."
" 'So I went away, keeping my
generous impulses well under control;
for I have frequently had occasion to observe that when benevolence
does no harm to him who gives it, it is the ruin of him who takes.
When you came in I was thinking that Fanny Malvaut would make a nice
little wife; I was thinking of the
contrast between her pure, lonely
life and the life of the Countess--she has sunk as low as a bill of
exchange already, she will sink to the lowest depths of degradation
before she has done!'--I scrutinized him during the deep silence that
followed, but in a moment he spoke again. 'Well,' he said, 'do you
think that it is nothing to have this power of
insight into the
deepest recesses of the human heart, to
embrace so many lives, to see
the naked truth
underlying it all? There are no two dramas alike:
there are
hideous sores,
deadly chagrins, love scenes,
misery that
soon will lie under the ripples of the Seine, young men's joys that
lead to the scaffold, the
laughter of
despair, and
sumptuous banquets.
Yesterday it was a
tragedy. A
worthy soul of a father drowned himself
because he could not support his family. To-morrow is a
comedy; some
youngster will try to rehearse the scene of M. Dimanche, brought up to
date. You have heard the people extol the
eloquence of our latter day
preachers; now and again I have wasted my time by going to hear them;
they produced a change in my opinions, but in my conduct (as somebody
said, I can't
recollect his name), in my conduct--never!--Well, well;
these good priests and your Mirabeaus and Vergniauds and the rest of
them, are mere stammering beginners compared with these orators of
mine.
" 'Often it is some girl in love, some gray-headed merchant on the
verge of
bankruptcy, some mother with a son's wrong-doing to conceal,
some starving artist, some great man whose influence is on the wane,
and, for lack of money, is like to lose the fruit of all his labors--
the power of their pleading has made me
shudder. Sublime actors such
as these play for me, for an
audience of one, and they cannot deceive
me. I can look into their inmost thoughts, and read them as God reads
them. Nothing is
hidden from me. Nothing is refused to the
holder of
the purse-strings to loose and to bind. I am rich enough to buy the
consciences of those who control the action of ministers, from their
office boys to their mistresses. Is not that power?--I can possess the
fairest women, receive their softest caresses; is not that Pleasure?
And is not your whole social
economy summed up in terms of Power and
Pleasure?