little salon. Instead of looking at Nathan when he was announced, she
looked at his
reflection in a mirror.
"Monsieur le ministre," said Madame d'Espard, addressing Nathan, and
presenting him to de Marsay by a glance, "was
maintaining, when you
came in, that the royalists and the republicans have a secret
understanding. You ought to know something about it; is it so?"
"If it were so," said Raoul, "where's the harm? We hate the same
thing; we agree as to our hatreds, we
differ only in our love. That's
the whole of it."
"The
alliance is odd enough," said de Marsay, giving a comprehensively
meaning glance at the Comtesse Felix and Nathan.
"It won't last," said Rastignac, thinking, perhaps,
wholly of
politics.
"What do you think, my dear?" asked Madame d'Espard, addressing Marie.
"I know nothing of public affairs," replied the
countess.
"But you soon will, madame," said de Marsay, "and then you will be
doubly our enemy."
So
saying he left the room with Rastignac, and Madame d'Espard
accompanied them to the door of the first salon. The lovers had the
room to themselves for a few moments. Marie held out her ungloved hand
to Raoul, who took and kissed it as though he were eighteen years old.
The eyes of the
countess expressed so noble a
tenderness that the
tears which men of
nervoustemperament can always find at their
service came into Raoul's eyes.
"Where can I see you? where can I speak with you?" he said. "It is
death to be forced to
disguise my voice, my look, my heart, my love--"
Moved by that tear Marie promised to drive daily in the Bois, unless
the weather were
extremely bad. This promise gave Raoul more pleasure
than he had found in Florine for the last five years.
"I have so many things to say to you! I suffer from the silence to
which we are condemned--"
The
countess looked at him
eagerly without replying, and at that
moment Madame d'Espard returned to the room.
"Why didn't you answer de Marsay?" she said as she entered.
"We ought to respect the dead," replied Raoul. "Don't you see that he
is dying? Rastignac is his nurse,--hoping to be put in the will."
The
countesspretended to have other visits to pay, and left the
house.
For this quarter of an hour Raoul had sacrificed important interests
and most precious time. Marie was
perfectlyignorant of the life of
such men, involved in
complicated affairs and burdened with exacting
toil. Women of society are still under the influence of the traditions
of the eighteenth century, in which all positions were
definite and
assured. Few women know the harassments in the life of most men who in
these days have a position to make and to
maintain, a fame to reach, a
fortune to
consolidate. Men of settled
wealth and position can now be
counted; old men alone have time to love; young men are rowing, like
Nathan, the galleys of
ambition. Women are not yet resigned to this
change of customs; they suppose the same
leisure of which they have
too much in those who have none; they cannot imagine other
occupations, other ends in life than their own. When a lover has
vanquished the Lernean hydra in order to pay them a visit he has no
merit in their eyes; they are only
grateful to him for the pleasure he
gives; they neither know nor care what it costs. Raoul became aware as
he returned from this visit how difficult it would be to hold the
reins of a love-affair in society, the ten-horsed
chariot of
journalism, his dramas on the stage, and his generally involved
affairs.
"The paper will be
wretched to-night," he thought, as he walked away.
"No article of mine, and only the second number, too!"
Madame Felix de Vandenesse drove three times to the Bois de Boulogne
without
finding Raoul; the third time she came back
anxious and
uneasy. The fact was that Nathan did not choose to show himself in the
Bois until he could go there as a
prince of the press. He employed a
whole week in searching for horses, a
phantom and a
suitable tiger,
and in
convincing his partners of the necessity of saving time so
precious to them, and
therefore of charging his equipage to the costs
of the
journal. His associates, Massol and du Tillet agreed to this so
readily that he really believed them the best fellows in the world.
Without this help, however, life would have been simply impossible to