Noel's "Lecons de Litterature," was done aloud in the evening; but
always in presence of their mother's confessor, for even in those
books there did sometimes occur passages which, without wise comments,
might have roused their
imagination. Fenelon's "Telemaque" was thought
dangerous.
The Comtesse de Granville loved her daughters
sufficiently to wish to
make them angels after the pattern of Marie Alacoque, but the poor
girls themselves would have preferred a less
virtuous and more amiable
mother. This education bore its natural fruits. Religion, imposed as a
yoke and presented under its sternest
aspect, wearied with formal
practice these
innocent young hearts, treated as sinful. It repressed
their feelings, and was never precious to them, although it struck its
roots deep down into their natures. Under such training the two Maries
would either have become mere imbeciles, or they must
necessarily have
longed for
independence. Thus it came to pass that they looked to
marriage as soon as they saw anything of life and were able to compare
a few ideas. Of their own tender graces and their personal value they
were
absolutelyignorant. They were
ignorant, too, of their own
innocence; how, then, could they know life? Without weapons to meet
misfortune, without experience to
appreciate happiness, they found no
comfort in the
maternal jail, all their joys were in each other. Their
tender confidences at night in whispers, or a few short sentences
exchanged if their mother left them for a moment, contained more ideas
than the words themselves expressed. Often a glance, concealed from
other eyes, by which they conveyed to each other their emotions, was
like a poem of bitter
melancholy. The sight of a cloudless sky, the
fragrance of flowers, a turn in the garden, arm in arm,--these were
their joys. The finishing of a piece of
embroidery was to them a
source of enjoyment.
Their mother's social
circle, far from
opening resources to their
hearts or stimulating their minds, only darkened their ideas and
depressed them; it was made up of rigid old women, withered and
graceless, whose conversation turned on the differences which
distinguished various preachers and confessors, on their own petty
indispositions, on religious events
insignificant even to the
"Quotidienne" or "l'Ami de la Religion." As for the men who appeared
in the Comtesse de Granville's salon, they extinguished any possible
torch of love, so cold and sadly resigned were their faces. They were
all of an age when mankind is sulky and
fretful, and natural
sensibilities are
chiefly exercised at table and on the things
relating to personal comfort. Religious egotism had long dried up
those hearts
devoted to narrow duties and entrenched behind pious
practices. Silent games of cards occupied the whole evening, and the
two young girls under the ban of that Sanhedrim enforced by
maternalseverity, came to hate the dispiriting personages about them with
their hollow eyes and scowling faces.
On the gloom of this life one sole figure of a man, that of a music-
master, stood
vigorously forth. The confessors had
decided that music
was a Christian art, born of the Catholic Church and developed within
her. The two Maries were
therefore permitted to study music. A
spinster in spectacles, who taught singing and the piano in a
neighboring
convent, wearied them with exercises; but when the eldest
girl was ten years old, the Comte de Granville insisted on the
importance of giving her a master. Madame de Granville gave all the
value of conjugal
obedience to this needed concession,--it is part of
a devote's
character to make a merit of doing her duty.
The master was a Catholic German; one of those men born old, who seem
all their lives fifty years of age, even at eighty. And yet, his
brown,
sunken, wrinkled face still kept something infantile and
artless in its dark creases. The blue of
innocence was in his eyes,
and a gay smile of springtide abode upon his lips. His iron-gray hair,
falling naturally like that of the Christ in art, added to his
ecstatic air a certain
solemnity which was
absolutely deceptive as to
his real nature; for he was
capable of committing any silliness with
the most exemplary
gravity. His clothes were a necessary
envelope, to
which he paid not the slightest attention, for his eyes looked too
high among the clouds to concern themselves with such materialities.