"Kate is dead," answered Jim, quickly. He could not
endure the
horror in her
eyes. He
deliberately intended to lie, as had Heckewelder.
It was as if the
tension of Nell's nerves was suddenly relaxed. The relief
from her worst fear was so great that her mind took in only the one
impression. Then,
presently, a choking cry escaped her, to be followed by a
paroxysm of sobs.
Chapter XX.
Early on the following day Heckewelder, astride his horse, appeared at the
door of Edwards' cabin.
"How is George?" he inquired of Dave, when the latter had opened the door.
"He had a bad night, but is
sleeping now. I think he'll be all right after a
time," answered Dave.
"That's well. Nevertheless keep a watch on him for a few days."
"I'll do so."
"Dave, I leave matters here to your good judgment. I'm off to Goshocking to
join Zeisberger. Affairs there demand our immediate attention, and we must
make haste."
"How long do you intend to be absent?"
"A few days; possibly a week. In case of any
unusualdisturbance among the
Indians, the appearance of Pipe and his tribe, or any of the opposing
factions, send a fleet
runner at once to warn me. Most of my fears have been
allayed by Wingenund's attitude toward us. His freeing Jim in face of the
opposition of his chiefs is a sure sign of
friendliness. More than once I have
suspected that he was interested in Christianity. His daughter, Whispering
Winds, exhibited the same
intense fervor in religion as has been manifested by
all our
converts. It may be that we have not appealed in vain to Wingenund and
his daughter; but their high position in the Delaware tribe makes it impolitic
for them to reveal a change of heart. If we could win over those two we'd have
every chance to
convert the whole tribe. Well, as it is we must be thankful
for Wingenund's friendship. We have two powerful
allies now. Tarhe, the
Wyandot
chieftain, remains
neutral, to be sure, but that's almost as helpful
as his friendship."
"I, too, take a
hopeful view of the situation," replied Edwards.
"We'll trust in Providence, and do our best," said Heckewelder, as he turned
his horse. "Good-by."
"Godspeed!" called Edwards, as his chief rode away.
The
missionary resumed his work of getting breakfast. He remained in doors all
that day, except for the few moments when he ran over to Mr. Wells' cabin to
inquire
regarding Nell's condition. He was relieved to learn she was so much
better that she had declared her
intention of moving about the house. Dave
kept a close watch on Young. He, himself, was
suffering from the same blow
which had prostrated his friend, but his
physical strength and
fortitude were
such that he did not
weaken. He was overjoyed to see that George rallied, and
showed no further indications of breaking down.
True it was, perhaps, that Heckewelder's
earnest prayer on
behalf of the
converted Indians had sunk deeply into George's heart and thus kept it from
breaking. No stronger plea could have been made than the
allusion to those
gentle,
dependent Christians. No one but a
missionary could realize the
sweetness, the
simplicity, the faith, the eager hope for a good, true life
which had been implanted in the hearts of these Indians. To bear it in mind,
to think of what he, as a
missionary and teacher, was to them, relieved him of
half his burden, and for strength to bear the
remainder he went to God. For
all worry there is a
sovereign cure, for all
suffering there is a healing
balm; it is religious faith. Happiness had suddenly flashed with a
meteor-like
radiance into Young's life only to be snuffed out like a candle in
a windy gloom, but his work, his duty remained. So in his trial he
learned the
necessity of
resignation. He chaffed no more at the
mysterious, seemingly
brutal methods of nature; he questioned no more. He wondered no more at the
apparent
indifference of Providence. He had one hope, which was to be true to
his faith, and teach it to the end.
Nell mastered her grief by an
astonishing reserve of strength. Undoubtedly it
was that
marvelouslymerciful power which enables a person, for the love of
others, to bear up under a cross, or even to fight death himself. As Young
had his bright-eyed Indian boys and girls, who had
learned Christianity from
him, and whose future depended on him, so Nell had her aged and
weakening
uncle to care for and cherish.
Jim's attentions to her before the deep
affliction had not been slight, but
now they were so marked as to be
unmistakable. In some way Jim seemed changed
since he had returned from the Delaware encampment. Although he went back to
the work with his old aggressiveness, he was not nearly so successful as he
had been before. Whether or not this was his fault, he took his
failure deeply