always the same. Not only was there no
tendency to brain disease--
there was not even a
perceptible derangement of the
nervous system.
'I can find nothing the matter with you,' he said. 'I can't even
account for the
extraordinary pallor of your
complexion. You completely
puzzle me.'
'The pallor of my
complexion is nothing,' she answered a
little
impatiently. 'In my early life I had a narrow escape from
death by poisoning. I have never had a
complexion since--and my skin
is so
delicate, I cannot paint without producing a
hideous rash.
But that is of no importance. I wanted your opinion given
positively.
I believed in you, and you have disappointed me.' Her head dropped
on her breast. 'And so it ends!' she said to herself bitterly.
The Doctor's sympathies were touched. Perhaps it might be more
correct to say that his
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professional pride was a little hurt.
'It may end in the right way yet,' he remarked, 'if you choose to
help me.'
She looked up again with flashing eyes, 'Speak
plainly,' she said.
'How can I help you?'
'Plainly, madam, you come to me as an enigma, and you leave me
to make the right guess by the unaided efforts of my art. My art
will do much, but not all. For example, something must have occurred--
something quite unconnected with the state of your
bodily health--
to
frighten you about yourself, or you would never have come here
to
consult me. Is that true?'
She clasped her hands in her lap. 'That is true!' she said eagerly.
'I begin to believe in you again.'
'Very well. You can't expect me to find out the moral cause which has
alarmed you. I can
positively discover that there is no physical
cause of alarm; and (unless you admit me to your confidence)
I can do no more.'
She rose, and took a turn in the room. 'Suppose I tell you?' she said.
'But, mind, I shall mention no names!'
'There is no need to mention names. The facts are all I want.'
'The facts are nothing,' she rejoined. 'I have only my own
impressions
to confess--and you will very likely think me a fanciful fool when you
hear what they are. No matter. I will do my best to content you--
I will begin with the facts that you want. Take my word for it,
they won't do much to help you.'
She sat down again. In the plainest possible words, she began
the strangest and wildest
confession that had ever reached
the Doctor's ears.
CHAPTER II
'It is one fact, sir, that I am a widow,' she said. 'It is another fact,
that I am going to be married again.'
There she paused, and smiled at some thought that occurred to her.
Doctor Wybrow was not
favourably impressed by her smile--
there was something at once sad and cruel in it. It came slowly,
and it went away suddenly. He began to doubt whether he had been wise
in
acting on his first
impression. His mind reverted to the commonplace
patients and the discoverable maladies that were
waiting for him,
with a certain tender regret.
The lady went on.
'My approaching marriage,' she said, 'has one embarrassing
circumstance connected with it. The gentleman whose wife I am to be,
was engaged to another lady when he happened to meet with me, abroad:
that lady, mind, being of his own blood and family,
related to
him as his cousin. I have
innocently robbed her of her lover,
and destroyed her prospects in life. Innocently, I say--because he told
me nothing of his
engagement until after I had accepted him.
When we next met in England--and when there was danger, no doubt,
of the affair coming to my knowledge--he told me the truth.
I was naturally
indignant. He had his excuse ready; he showed me
a letter from the lady herself, releasing him from his
engagement.
A more noble, a more high-minded letter, I never read in my life.
I cried over it--I who have no tears in me for sorrows of my own!
If the letter had left him any hope of being
forgiven, I would
have
positively refused to marry him. But the
firmness of it--
without anger, without a word of
reproach, with heartfelt wishes