untarnished, pale prettiness doomed to please. Her
voice, when she spoke, dwarfed her theme. It was the
voice
capable of investing little subjects with a large
interest. She sat at ease, bestowing her skirts with the
little womanly touch,
serene as if the begrimed pier were
a summer garden. Lorison poked the rotting boards
with his cane.
He began by telling her that he was in love with some
one to whom he durst not speak of it. "And why not?"
she asked, accepting
swiftly his fatuous
presentation of
a third person of straw. "My place in the world," he
answered, "is none to ask a woman to share. I am an
outcast from honest people; I am wrongly accused of
one crime, and am, I believe,
guilty of another."
Thence he plunged into the story of his abdication from
society. The story, pruned of his moral philosophy,
deserves no more than the slightest touch. It is no new
tale, that of the gambler's declension. During one
night's sitting he lost, and then had imperilled a certain
amount of his employer's money, which, by accident, he
carried with him. He continued to lose, to the last wager,
and then began to gain, leaving the game
winner to a
somewhat
formidable sum. The same night his
employer's safe was robbed. A search was had; the
winnings of Lorison were found in his room, their total
forming an accusative nearness to the sum purloined.
He was taken, tried and, through
incomplete evidence,
released, smutched with the
sinister devoirs of a dis-
agreeing jury.
"It is not in the
unjust accusation," he said to the girl,
"that my burden lies, but in the knowledge that from the
moment I staked the first dollar of the firm's money I
was a
criminal -- no matter whether I lost or won. You
see why it is impossible for me to speak of love to her."
"It is a sad thing," said Norah, after a little pause.
"to think what very good people there are in the world."
"Good?" said Lorison.
"I was thinking of this superior person whom you
say you love. She must be a very poor sort of creature."
"I do not understand."
"Nearly," she continued, "as poor a sort of creature
as yourself."
"You do not understand," said Lorison, removing his
hat and
sweeping back his fine, light hair. "Suppose
she loved me in return, and were
willing to marry me.
Think, if you can, what would follow. Never a day
Would pass but she would be
reminded of her sacrifice.
I would read a condescension in her smile, a pity even in
her
affection, that would
madden me. No. The thing
would stand between us forever. Only equals should
mate. I could never ask her to come down upon my
lower plane."
An arc light
faintly shone upon Lorison's face. An
illumination from within also pervaded it. The girl
saw the rapt, ascetic look; it was the face either of Sir
Galahad or Sir Fool.
"Quite starlike," she said, "is this unapproachable
angel. Really too high to be grasped."
"By me, yes."
She faced him suddenly. "My dear friend, would you
prefer your star fallen?" Lorison made a wide gesture.
"You push me to the bald fact," he declared; "you
are not in
sympathy with my
argument. But I will
answer you so. If I could reach my particular star, to
drag it down, I would not do it; but if it were fallen, I
would pick it up, and thank Heaven for the privilege."
They were silent for some minutes. Norah shivered,
and
thrust her hands deep into the pockets of her jacket.
Lorison uttered a remorseful exclamation.
"I'm not cold," she said. "I was just thinking. I
ought to tell you something. You have selected a strange
confidante. But you cannot expect a chance acquain-
ance, picked up in a
doubtfulrestaurant, to be an angel."
"Norah!" cried Lorison.