in Brighton twenty years ago, and the travelling cape I bought there is not
yet worn out--the one you wrap the hot-water bottle in, Sonia. My lamented
husband, your father, Sonia, knew a great deal about England. But the more
he knew about it the oftener he remarked to me, 'England is merely an
island of beef flesh swimming in a warm gulf sea of gravy.' Such a
brilliant way of putting things. Do you remember, Sonia?"
"I forget nothing, mamma," answered Sonia.
Said the Herr Professor: "That is the proof of your
calling, gnadiges
Fraulein. Now I wonder--and this is a very interesting speculation--is
memory a
blessing or--excuse the word--a curse?"
Frau Godowska looked into the distance, then the corners of her mouth
dropped and her skin puckered. She began to shed tears.
"Ach Gott! Gracious lady, what have I said?" exclaimed the Herr Professor.
Sonia took her mother's hand. "Do you know," she said, "to-night it is
stewed carrots and nut tart for supper. Suppose we go in and take our
places," her sidelong,
tragic stare accusing the Professor and me the
while.
I followed them across the lawn and up the steps. Frau Godowska was
murmuring, "Such a wonderful,
beloved man"; with her disengaged hand
Fraulein Sonia was arranging the sweet pea "garniture."
...
"A concert for the benefit of afflicted Catholic infants will take place in
the salon at eight-thirty P.M. Artists: Fraulein Sonia Godowska, from
Vienna; Herr Professor Windberg and his trombone; Frau Oberlehrer Weidel,
and others."
This notice was tied round the neck of the
melancholy stag's head in the
dining-room. It graced him like a red and white dinner bib for days before
the event, causing the Herr Professor to bow before it and say "good
appetite" until we sickened of his pleasantry and left the smiling to be
done by the
waiter, who was paid to be
pleasing to the guests.
On the appointed day the married ladies sailed about the
pension dressed
like upholstered chairs, and the
unmarried ladies like draped muslin
dressing-table covers. Frau Godowska pinned a rose in the centre of her
reticule; another
blossom was tucked in the mazy folds of a white
antimacassar thrown across her breast. The gentlemen wore black coats,
white silk ties and ferny buttonholes tickling the chin.
The floor of the salon was
freshly polished, chairs and benches arranged,
and a row of little flags strung across the ceiling--they flew and jigged
in the
draught with all the
enthusiasm of family washing. It was arranged
that I should sit beside Frau Godowska, and that the Herr Professor and
Sonia should join us when their share of the concert was over.
"That will make you feel quite one of the performers," said the Herr
Professor genially. "It is a great pity that the English nation is so
unmusical. Never mind! To-night you shall hear something--we have
discovered a nest of
talent during the rehearsals."
"What do you intend to
recite, Fraulein Sonia?"
She shook back her hair. "I never know until the last moment. When I come
on the stage I wait for one moment and then I have the
sensation as though
something struck me here,"--she placed her hand upon her collar
brooch--"and...words come!"
"Bend down a moment," whispered her mother. "Sonia, love, your skirt
safety-pin is showing at the back. Shall I come outside and
fasten it
properly for you, or will you do it yourself?"
"Oh, mamma, please don't say such things," Sonia flushed and grew very
angry. "You know how
sensitive I am to the slightest un
sympatheticimpression at a time like this...I would rather my skirt dropped off my
body--"
"Sonia--my heart!"
A bell tinkled.
The
waiter came in and opened the piano. In the heated
excitement of the
moment he entirely forgot what was
fitting, and flicked the keys with the
grimy table
napkin he carried over his arm. The Frau Oberlehrer tripped on
the
platform followed by a very young gentleman, who blew his nose twice
before he hurled his
handkerchief into the bosom of the piano.
"Yes, I know you have no love for me,
And no forget-me-not.
No love, no heart, and no forget-me-not."
sang the Frau Oberlehrer, in a voice that seemed to issue from her
forgotten
thimble and have nothing to do with her.
"Ach, how sweet, how delicate," we cried, clapping her soothingly. She
bowed as though to say, "Yes, isn't it?" and
retired, the very young
gentleman dodging her train and scowling.
The piano was closed, an arm-chair was placed in the centre of the
platform. Fraulein Sonia drifted towards it. A
breathless pause. Then,