struggle with forces
wherein defeat is no shame. It is a serious
relation, that in which a man stands to his ship. She has her
rights as though she could breathe and speak; and, indeed, there
are ships that, for the right man, will do anything but speak, as
the
saying goes.
A ship is not a slave. You must make her easy in a seaway, you
must never forget that you owe her the fullest share of your
thought, of your skill, of your self-love. If you remember that
obligation, naturally and without effort, as if it were an
instinctive feeling of your inner life, she will sail, stay, run
for you as long as she is able, or, like a sea-bird going to rest
upon the angry waves, she will lay out the heaviest gale that ever
made you doubt living long enough to see another sunrise.
XVI.
Often I turn with
melancholyeagerness to the space reserved in the
newspapers under the general heading of "Shipping Intelligence." I
meet there the names of ships I have known. Every year some of
these names disappear - the names of old friends. "Tempi passati!"
The different divisions of that kind of news are set down in their
order, which varies but
slightly in its
arrangement of concise
headlines. And first comes "Speakings" - reports of ships met and
signalled at sea, name, port, where from, where bound for, so many
days out,
ending frequently with the words "All well." Then come
"Wrecks and Casualties" - a longish array of paragraphs, unless the
weather has been fair and clear, and friendly to ships all over the
world.
On some days there appears the heading "Overdue" - an ominous
threat of loss and sorrow trembling yet in the balance of fate.
There is something
sinister to a
seaman in the very grouping of the
letters which form this word, clear in its meaning, and seldom
threatening in vain.
Only a very few days more - appallingly few to the hearts which had
set themselves
bravely to hope against hope - three weeks, a month
later, perhaps, the name of ships under the
blight of the "Overdue"
heading shall appear again in the
column of "Shipping
Intelligence," but under the final
declaration of "Missing."
"The ship, or barque, or brig So-and-so, bound from such a port,
with such and such cargo, for such another port, having left at
such and such a date, last
spoken at sea on such a day, and never
having been heard of since, was posted to-day as missing." Such in
its
strictly official
eloquence is the form of
funeral orations on
ships that, perhaps wearied with a long struggle, or in some
unguarded moment that may come to the readiest of us, had let
themselves be overwhelmed by a sudden blow from the enemy.
Who can say? Perhaps the men she carried had asked her to do too
much, had stretched beyond breaking-point the
enduring faithfulness
which seems
wrought and hammered into that assemblage of iron ribs
and plating, of wood and steel and
canvas and wire, which goes to
the making of a ship - a complete
creation endowed with
character,
individuality, qualities and defects, by men whose hands
launch her
upon the water, and that other men shall learn to know with an
intimacy surpassing the
intimacy of man with man, to love with a
love nearly as great as that of man for woman, and often as blind
in its infatuated
disregard of defects.
There are ships which bear a bad name, but I have yet to meet one
whose crew for the time being failed to stand up
angrily for her
against every
criticism. One ship which I call to mind now had the
reputation of killing somebody every
voyage she made. This was no
calumny, and yet I remember well, somewhere far back in the late
seventies, that the crew of that ship were, if anything, rather
proud of her evil fame, as if they had been an utterly
corrupt lot
of desperadoes glorying in their association with an atrocious
creature. We, belonging to other vessels moored all about the
Circular Quay in Sydney, used to shake our heads at her with a
great sense of the unblemished
virtue of our own well-loved ships.
I shall not pronounce her name. She is "missing" now, after a
sinister but, from the point of view of her owners, a useful
careerext
ending over many years, and, I should say, across every ocean of
our globe. Having killed a man for every
voyage, and perhaps
rendered more misanthropic by the infirmities that come with years