put the pilot on board while our boat, fanned by the faint air
which had attended us all through the night, went on gliding
gently past the black glistening length of the ship. A few
strokes brought us
alongside, and it was then that, for the very
first time in my life, I heard myself addressed in English--the
speech of my secret choice, of my future, of long friendships, of
the deepest affections, of hours of toil and hours of ease, and
of
solitary hours too, of books read, of thoughts pursued, of
remembered emotions--of my very dreams! And if (after being thus
fashioned by it in that part of me which cannot decay) I dare not
claim it aloud as my own, then, at any rate the speech of my
children. Thus small events grow
memorable by the passage of
time. As to the quality of the address itself I cannot say it
was very
striking. Too short for
eloquence and
devoid of all
charm of tone, it consisted
precisely of the three words "Look
out there," growled out huskily above my head.
It proceeded from a big fat fellow (he had an obtrusive, hairy
double chin) in a blue woollen shirt and roomy
breeches pulled up
very high, even to the level of his breast-bone, by a pair of
braces quite exposed to public view. As where he stood there was
no
bulwark but only a rail and stanchions I was able to take in
at a glance the whole of his voluminous person from his feet to
the high crown of his soft black hat, which sat like an absurd
flanged cone on his big head. The
grotesque and
massive space of
that deck hand (I suppose he was that--very likely the lamp-
trimmer) surprised me very much. My course of
reading, of
dreaming and
longing for the sea had not prepared me for a sea-
brother of that sort. I never met again a figure in the least
like his except in the illustrations to Mr. W.W. Jacobs' most
entertaining tales of barges and coasters; but the inspired
talent of Mr. Jacobs for poking endless fun at poor, innocent
sailors in a prose which, however
extravagant in its felicitous
invention, is always artistically adjusted to observed truth, was
not yet. Perhaps Mr. Jacobs himself was not yet. I fancy that,
at most, if he had made his nurse laugh it was about all he had
achieved at that early date.
Therefore, I repeat, other disabilities apart, I could not have
been prepared for the sight of that husky old porpoise. The
object of his
concise address was to call my attention to a rope
which he incontinently flung down for me to catch. I caught it,
though it was not really necessary, the ship having no way on her
by that time. Then everything went on very
swiftly. The dinghy
came with a slight bump against the
steamer's side, the pilot,
grabbing the rope
ladder, had scrambled halfway up before I knew
that our task of boarding was done; the harsh, muffled clanging
of the engine-room
telegraph struck my ear through the iron
plate; my
companion in the dinghy was urging me to "shove off--
push hard"; and when I bore against the smooth flank of the first
English ship I ever touched in my life, I felt it already
throbbing under my open palm.
Her head swung a little to the west, pointing towards the
miniature
lighthouse of the Jolliette breakwater, far away there,
hardly distinguishable against the land. The dinghy danced a
squashy, splashy jig in the wash of the wake and turning in my
seat I followed the "James Westoll" with my eyes. Before she had
gone in a quarter of a mile she hoisted her flag as the harbour
regulations
prescribe for arriving and departing ships. I saw it
suddenly
flicker and
stream out on the flagstaff. The Red
Ensign! In the pellucid,
colourlessatmosphere bathing the drab
and grey masses of that southern land, the livid islets, the sea
of pale
glassy blue under the pale
glassy sky of that cold
sunrise, it was as far as the eye could reach the only spot of
ardent colour--flame-like,
intense, and
presently as minute as
the tiny red spark the concentrated
reflection of a great fire
kindles in the clear heart of a globe of
crystal. The Red
Ensign--the symbolic, protecting warm bit of
bunting flung wide
upon the seas, and destined for so many years to be the only roof