weariness of which that
interruption had made me aware--the awful
disenchantment of a mind realising suddenly the futility of an
enormous task, joined to a
bodilyfatigue such as no ordinary
amount of fairly heavy
physical labour could ever
account for. I
have carried bags of wheat on my back, bent almost double under a
ship's deck-beams, from six in the morning till six in the
evening (with an hour and a half off for meals), so I ought to
know.
And I love letters. I am
jealous of their honour and concerned
for the
dignity and comeliness of their service. I was, most
likely, the only
writer that neat lady had ever caught in the
exercise of his craft, and it di
stressed me not to be able to
remember when it was that I dressed myself last, and how. No
doubt that would be all right in essentials. The fortune of the
house included a pair of grey-blue
watchful eyes that would see
to that. But I felt somehow as grimy as a Costaguana lepero
after a day's fighting in the streets, rumpled all over and
dishevelled down to my very heels. And I am afraid I blinked
stupidly. All this was bad for the honour of letters and the
dignity of their service. Seen indistinctly through the dust of
my collapsed
universe, the good lady glanced about the room with
a
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slightly amused serenity. And she was smiling. What on earth
was she smiling at? She remarked casually:
"I am afraid I interrupted you."
"Not at all."
She accepted the
denial in perfect good faith. And it was
strictly true. Interrupted--indeed! She had robbed me of at
least twenty lives, each
infinitely more poignant and real than
her own, because informed with
passion, possessed of
convictions,
involved in great affairs created out of my own substance for an
anxiously meditated end.
She remained silent for a while, then said with a last glance all
round at the
litter of the fray:
"And you sit like this here
writing your--your. . ."
"I--what? Oh, yes, I sit here all day."
"It must be
perfectly delightful."
I suppose that, being no longer very young, I might have been on
the verge of having a stroke; but she had left her dog in the
porch, and my boy's dog, patrolling the field in front, had
espied him from afar. He came on straight and swift like a
cannon-ball, and the noise of the fight, which burst suddenly
upon our ears, was more than enough to scare away a fit of
apoplexy. We went out
hastily and separated the
gallant animals.
Afterwards I told the lady where she would find my wife--just
round the corner, under the trees. She nodded and went off with
her dog, leaving me appalled before the death and devastation she
had
lightly made--and with the
awfullyinstructive sound of the
word "delightful" lingering in my ears.
Nevertheless, later on, I duly escorted her to the field gate. I
wanted to be civil, of course (what are twenty lives in a mere
novel that one should be rude to a lady on their
account?), but
mainly, to adopt the good sound Ollendorffian style, because I
did not want the dog of the general's daughter to fight again
(encore) with the
faithful dog of my
infant son (mon petit
garcon).--Was I afraid that the dog of the general's daughter
would be able to
overcome (vaincre) the dog of my child?--No, I
was not afraid. . .But away with the Ollendorff method. However
appropriate and
seemingly unavoidable when I touch upon anything
appertaining to the lady, it is most un
suitable to the
origin,
character and history of the dog; for the dog was the gift to the
child from a man for whom words had anything but an Ollendorffian
value, a man almost childlike in the
impulsive movements of his
untutored
genius, the most single-minded of verbal
impressionists, using his great gifts of straight feeling and
right expression with a fine
sincerity and a strong if, perhaps,
not fully
consciousconviction. His art did not
obtain, I fear,
all the credit its unsophisticated
inspiration deserved. I am
alluding to the late Stephen Crane, the author of "The Red Badge
of Courage," a work of
imagination which found its short moment
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- origin [´ɔridʒin] n.起源;由来;出身 (初中英语单词)
- worship [´wə:ʃip] n.&v.崇拜;敬仰 (初中英语单词)
- writing [´raitiŋ] n.书写;写作;书法 (初中英语单词)
- lonely [´ləunli] a.孤独的;无人烟的 (初中英语单词)
- nicely [naisli] ad.恰好地;谨慎地 (初中英语单词)
- occupation [,ɔkju´peiʃən] a.职业的;军事占领的 (初中英语单词)
- conquest [´kɔŋkwest] n.赢得;获得;占领地 (初中英语单词)
- sunshine [´sʌnʃain] n.日光,阳光 (初中英语单词)
- prophet [´prɔfit] n.预言家;先知;提倡者 (初中英语单词)
- creation [kri´eiʃən] n.创作;作品;创造 (初中英语单词)
- breath [breθ] n.呼吸;气息 (初中英语单词)
- otherwise [´ʌðəwaiz] ad.另外 conj.否则 (初中英语单词)
- conscience [´kɔnʃəns] n.良心;道德心 (初中英语单词)
- parallel [´pærəlel] a.平行的 n.平行线 (初中英语单词)
- stress [stres] n.强调;压力 vt.强调 (初中英语单词)
- reward [ri´wɔ:d] n.&v.报答;报酬;奖赏 (初中英语单词)
- rustle [´rʌsl] v.&n.(使)沙沙作响 (初中英语单词)
- flutter [´flʌtə] vi.飘扬;摆 n.拍动 (初中英语单词)
- procession [prə´seʃən] n.队伍 v.列队行进 (初中英语单词)
- horrible [´hɔrəbəl] a.可怕的;恐怖的 (初中英语单词)
- volume [´vɔlju:m, ´vɑljəm] n.卷;书籍;体积;容量 (初中英语单词)
- disaster [di´zɑ:stə] n.灾难,不幸 (初中英语单词)
- politics [´pɔlitiks] n.政治(学);政治活动 (初中英语单词)
- finance [´fainæns] n.财政;金融 vt.资助 (初中英语单词)
- wealth [welθ] n.财富,财产 (初中英语单词)
- magnificent [mæg´nifisənt] a.壮丽的;豪华的 (初中英语单词)
- modest [´mɔdist] a.谦虚的;朴素的 (初中英语单词)
- desperate [´despərit] a.拼死的;绝望的 (初中英语单词)
- suitable [´su:təbəl, ´sju:-] a.合适的,适当的 (初中英语单词)
- interruption [intə´rʌpʃ(ə)n] n.停止,中断 (初中英语单词)
- physical [´fizikəl] a.物质的;有形的 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- jealous [´dʒeləs] a.妒忌的 (初中英语单词)
- dignity [´digniti] n.尊严,尊贵;高官显贵 (初中英语单词)
- writer [´raitə] n.作者;作家 (初中英语单词)
- slightly [´slaitli] ad.轻微地;细长的 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- hastily [´heistili] ad.急速地;草率地 (初中英语单词)
- gallant [´gælənt, gə´lænt] a.英勇的;华丽的 (初中英语单词)
- lightly [´laitli] ad.轻微地,稍微 (初中英语单词)
- instructive [in´strʌktiv] a.有益的 (初中英语单词)
- faithful [´feiθfəl] a.忠实的;可靠的 (初中英语单词)
- infant [´infənt] n.&a.婴(幼)儿 (初中英语单词)
- overcome [,əuvə´kʌm] vt.战胜,克服 (初中英语单词)
- genius [´dʒi:niəs] n.天才(人物);天赋 (初中英语单词)
- conscious [´kɔnʃəs] a.意识的;自觉的 (初中英语单词)
- conviction [kən´vikʃən] n.定罪;确信,信服 (初中英语单词)
- obtain [əb´tein] v.获得;买到;得到承认 (初中英语单词)
- imagination [i,mædʒi´neiʃən] n.想象(力) (初中英语单词)
- imaginary [i´mædʒinəri] a.想象的;虚构的 (高中英语单词)
- strain [strein] vt.拉紧 vi.拖 n.张力 (高中英语单词)
- westward [´westwəd] a.向西的 n.西方;西部 (高中英语单词)
- handful [hændful] n.一把,少数,一小撮 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- formation [fɔ:´meiʃən] n.形成;构成;排列 (高中英语单词)
- litter [´litə] n.杂乱 v.乱丢 (高中英语单词)
- fatigue [fə´ti:g] n.&vt.(使)疲劳(劳累) (高中英语单词)
- universe [´ju:nivə:s] n.天地;全人类;银河系 (高中英语单词)
- perfectly [´pə:fiktli] ad.理想地;完美地 (高中英语单词)
- awfully [´ɔ:fuli] ad.令人畏惧地 (高中英语单词)
- inspiration [,inspi´reiʃən] n.鼓舞;灵感;启发 (高中英语单词)
- profane [prə´fein] a.亵渎的 vt.玷污 (英语四级单词)
- superficial [,su:pə´fiʃəl, ,sju:-] a.表面的,肤浅的 (英语四级单词)
- temperance [´tempərəns] n.节制;节欲;戒酒 (英语四级单词)
- futile [´fju:tail] a.无用的,无益的 (英语四级单词)
- martial [´mɑ:ʃəl] a.战争的;象军人的 (英语四级单词)
- placid [´plæsid] a.平静的;温和的 (英语四级单词)
- intimacy [´intiməsi] n.亲密;熟悉;秘密 (英语四级单词)
- creator [kri:´eitə] n.创造者;设立者 (英语四级单词)
- winning [´winiŋ] n.&a.胜利(的) (英语四级单词)
- warning [´wɔ:niŋ] n.警告;前兆 a.预告的 (英语四级单词)
- appalling [ə´pɔ:liŋ] a.令人震惊的 (英语四级单词)
- magnitude [´mægnitju:d] n.宏大;重要性;大小 (英语四级单词)
- episode [´episəud] n.插曲;一段情节 (英语四级单词)
- watchful [´wɔtʃfəl] a.注意的;戒备的 (英语四级单词)
- bodily [´bɔdili] a.身体的 ad.亲自 (英语四级单词)
- infinitely [´infinitli] ad.无限地;无穷地 (英语四级单词)
- seemingly [´si:miŋli] ad.表面上;似乎 (英语四级单词)
- sincerity [sin´seriti] n.真诚;诚意 (英语四级单词)
- shocking [´ʃɔkiŋ] a.令人震惊的;可怕的 (英语六级单词)
- calling [´kɔ:liŋ] n.点名;职业;欲望 (英语六级单词)
- friendliness [´frendlis] n.友爱,友好,友谊 (英语六级单词)
- exclusion [ik´sklu:ʒən] n.拒绝;逐出,排除 (英语六级单词)
- lovable [´lʌvəbəl] a.可爱的 (英语六级单词)
- isolation [,aisə´leiʃən] n.隔离,孤立 (英语六级单词)
- longitude [´lɔndʒitju:d] n.经度 (英语六级单词)
- questionable [´kwestʃənəbəl] a.可疑的,不可靠的 (英语六级单词)
- battlefield [´bætlfi:ld] n.战场 (英语六级单词)
- denial [di´naiəl] n.否认;拒绝 (英语六级单词)
- impulsive [im´pʌlsiv] a.易冲动的 (英语六级单词)