been in bed, but having arrived by the last train from Dantzic, and
having supped on German fare, it had seemed to them discreeter to
remain
awhile in talk. The house was
strangely silent. The rotund
landlord, leaving their candles ranged upon the sideboard, had wished
them "Gute Nacht" an hour before. The spirit of the ancient house
enfolded them within its wings.
Here in this very
chamber, if rumour is to be believed, Emmanuel Kant
himself had sat discoursing many a time and oft. The walls, behind
which for more than forty years the little peak-faced man had thought
and worked, rose silvered by the
moonlight just across the narrow way;
the three high windows of the _Speise Saal_ give out upon the old
Cathedral tower beneath which now he rests. Philosophy, curious
concerning human
phenomena, eager for experience, unhampered by the
limitation Convention would
impose upon all
speculation, was in the
smoky air.
"Not into future events," remarked the Rev. Nathaniel Armitage, "it is
better they should be
hidden from us. But into the future of
ourselves--our
temperament, our character--I think we ought to be
allowed to see. At twenty we are one individual; at forty, another
person entirely, with other views, with other interests, a different
outlook upon life, attracted by quite other
attributes, repelled by
the very qualities that once attracted us. It is
extremely awkward,
for all of us."
"I am glad to hear somebody else say that," observed Mrs. Everett, in
her gentle,
sympathetic voice. "I have thought it all myself so
often. Sometimes I have blamed myself, yet how can one help it: the
things that appeared of importance to us, they become
indifferent; new
voices call to us; the idols we once worshipped, we see their feet of
clay."
"If under the head of idols you include me," laughed the jovial Mr.
Everett, "don't
hesitate to say so." He was a large red-faced
gentleman, with small twinkling eyes, and a mouth both strong and
sensuous. "I didn't make my feet myself. I never asked anybody to
take me for a stained-glass saint. It is not I who have changed."
"I know, dear, it is I," his thin wife answered with a meek smile. "I
was beautiful, there was no doubt about it, when you married me."
"You were, my dear," agreed her husband: "As a girl few could hold a
candle to you."
"It was the only thing about me that you valued, my beauty," continued
his wife; "and it went so quickly. I feel sometimes as if I had
swindled you."
"But there is a beauty of the mind, of the soul," remarked the Rev.
Nathaniel Armitage, "that to some men is more
attractive than mere
physical perfection."
The soft eyes of the faded lady shone for a moment with the light of
pleasure. "I am afraid Dick is not of that number," she sighed.
"Well, as I said just now about my feet," answered her husband
genially, "I didn't make myself. I always have been a slave to beauty
and always shall be. There would be no sense in pretending among
chums that you haven't lost your looks, old girl." He laid his fine
hand with kindly
intent upon her bony shoulder. "But there is no call
for you to fret yourself as if you had done it on purpose. No one but
a lover imagines a woman growing more beautiful as she grows older."
"Some women would seem to," answered his wife.
Involuntarily she glanced to where Mrs. Camelford sat with elbows
resting on the table; and
involuntarily also the small twinkling eyes
of her husband followed in the same direction. There is a type that
reaches its prime in middle age. Mrs. Camelford, _nee_ Jessica
Dearwood, at twenty had been an uncanny-looking creature, the only
thing about her appealing to general
masculine taste having been her
magnificent eyes, and even these had frightened more than they had
allured. At forty, Mrs. Camelford might have posed for the entire
Juno.
"Yes, he's a
cunning old joker is Time," murmured Mr. Everett, almost
inaudibly.
"What ought to have happened," said Mrs. Armitage, while with deft
fingers rolling herself a cigarette, "was for you and Nellie to have
married."
Mrs. Everett's pale face flushed scarlet.
"My dear," exclaimed the shocked Nathaniel Armitage, flushing
likewise.
"Oh, why may one not sometimes speak the truth?" answered his wife
petulantly. "You and I are utterly unsuited to one another--everybody