酷兔英语

章节正文
文章总共2页
youth, to strength, to ambition, to a future? Why, in her rich



young force, to failure, to abdication to superannuation?" In his

thought at that sharp moment he blasphemed even against all that



had been left of his faith in the peccable Master. "I'm so sorry I

missed you," she went on. "My father told me. How charming of you



to have come so soon!"

"Does that surprise you?" Paul Overt asked.



"The first day? No, from you - nothing that's nice." She was

interrupted by a lady who bade her good-night, and he seemed to



read that it cost her nothing to speak to him in that tone; it was

her old liberallavish way, with a certain added amplitude that



time had brought; and if this manner began to operate on the spot,

at such a juncture in her history, perhaps in the other days too it



had meant just as little or as much - a mere mechanical charity,

with the difference now that she was satisfied, ready to give but



in want of nothing. Oh she was satisfied - and why shouldn't she

be? Why shouldn't she have been surprised at his coming the first



day - for all the good she had ever got from him? As the lady

continued to hold her attention Paul turned from her with a strange



irritation in his complicatedartistic soul and a sort of

disinterested disappointment. She was so happy that it was almost



stupid - a disproof of the extraordinaryintelligence he had

formerly found in her. Didn't she know how bad St. George could



be, hadn't she recognised the awful thinness -? If she didn't she

was nothing, and if she did why such an insolence of serenity?



This question expired as our young man's eyes settled at last on

the genius who had advised him in a great crisis. St. George was



still before the chimney-piece, but now he was alone - fixed,

waiting, as if he meant to stop after every one - and he met the



clouded gaze of the young friend so troubled as to the degree of

his right (the right his resentment would have enjoyed) to regard



himself as a victim. Somehow the ravage of the question was

checked by the Master's radiance. It was as fine in its way as



Marian Fancourt's, it denoted the happy human being; but also it

represented to Paul Overt that the author of "Shadowmere" had now



definitely ceased to count - ceased to count as a writer. As he

smiled a welcome across the place he was almost banal, was almost



smug. Paul fancied that for a moment he hesitated to make a

movement, as if for all the world he HAD his bad conscience; then



they had already met in the middle of the room and had shaken hands

- expressively, cordially on St. George's part. With which they



had passed back together to where the elder man had been standing,

while St. George said: "I hope you're never going away again.



I've been dining here; the General told me." He was handsome, he

was young, he looked as if he had still a great fund of life. He



bent the friendliest, most unconfessing eyes on his disciple of a

couple of years before; asked him about everything, his health, his



plans, his late occupations, the new book. "When will it be out -

soon, soon, I hope? Splendid, eh? That's right; you're a comfort,



you're a luxury! I've read you all over again these last six

months." Paul waited to see if he would tell him what the General



had told him in the afternoon and what Miss Fancourt, verbally at

least, of course hadn't. But as it didn't come out he at last put



the question.

"Is it true, the great news I hear - that you're to be married?"



"Ah you have heard it then?"

"Didn't the General tell you?" Paul asked.



The Master's face was wonderful. "Tell me what?"

"That he mentioned it to me this afternoon?"



"My dear fellow, I don't remember. We've been in the midst of

people. I'm sorry, in that case, that I lose the pleasure, myself,



of announcing to you a fact that touches me so nearly. It IS a

fact, strange as it may appear. It has only just become one.



Isn't it ridiculous?" St. George made this speech without

confusion, but on the other hand, so far as our friend could judge,



without latent impudence. It struck his interlocutor that, to talk

so comfortably and coolly, he must simply have forgotten what had



passed between them. His next words, however, showed he hadn't,

and they produced, as an appeal to Paul's own memory, an effect



which would have been ludicrous if it hadn't been cruel. "Do you

recall the talk we had at my house that night, into which Miss



Fancourt's name entered? I've often thought of it since."

"Yes; no wonder you said what you did" - Paul was careful to meet



his eyes.

"In the light of the present occasion? Ah but there was no light






文章总共2页
文章标签:名著  

章节正文