youth, to strength, to
ambition, to a future? Why, in her rich
young force, to
failure, to abdication to superannuation?" In his
thought at that sharp moment he blasphemed even against all that
had been left of his faith in the peccable Master. "I'm so sorry I
missed you," she went on. "My father told me. How
charming of you
to have come so soon!"
"Does that surprise you?" Paul Overt asked.
"The first day? No, from you - nothing that's nice." She was
interrupted by a lady who bade her good-night, and he seemed to
read that it cost her nothing to speak to him in that tone; it was
her old
liberallavish way, with a certain added amplitude that
time had brought; and if this manner began to
operate on the spot,
at such a juncture in her history, perhaps in the other days too it
had meant just as little or as much - a mere
mechanical charity,
with the difference now that she was satisfied, ready to give but
in want of nothing. Oh she was satisfied - and why shouldn't she
be? Why shouldn't she have been surprised at his coming the first
day - for all the good she had ever got from him? As the lady
continued to hold her attention Paul turned from her with a strange
irritation in his
complicatedartistic soul and a sort of
disinterested
disappointment. She was so happy that it was almost
stupid - a disproof of the
extraordinaryintelligence he had
formerly found in her. Didn't she know how bad St. George could
be, hadn't she recognised the awful thinness -? If she didn't she
was nothing, and if she did why such an
insolence of serenity?
This question expired as our young man's eyes settled at last on
the
genius who had advised him in a great
crisis. St. George was
still before the chimney-piece, but now he was alone - fixed,
waiting, as if he meant to stop after every one - and he met the
clouded gaze of the young friend so troubled as to the degree of
his right (the right his
resentment would have enjoyed) to regard
himself as a
victim. Somehow the
ravage of the question was
checked by the Master's
radiance. It was as fine in its way as
Marian Fancourt's, it denoted the happy human being; but also it
represented to Paul Overt that the author of "Shadowmere" had now
definitely ceased to count - ceased to count as a
writer. As he
smiled a
welcome across the place he was almost banal, was almost
smug. Paul fancied that for a moment he hesitated to make a
movement, as if for all the world he HAD his bad
conscience; then
they had already met in the middle of the room and had
shaken hands
-
expressively,
cordially on St. George's part. With which they
had passed back together to where the elder man had been standing,
while St. George said: "I hope you're never going away again.
I've been dining here; the General told me." He was handsome, he
was young, he looked as if he had still a great fund of life. He
bent the friendliest, most unconfessing eyes on his
disciple of a
couple of years before; asked him about everything, his health, his
plans, his late occupations, the new book. "When will it be out -
soon, soon, I hope? Splendid, eh? That's right; you're a comfort,
you're a luxury! I've read you all over again these last six
months." Paul waited to see if he would tell him what the General
had told him in the afternoon and what Miss Fancourt, verbally at
least, of course hadn't. But as it didn't come out he at last put
the question.
"Is it true, the great news I hear - that you're to be married?"
"Ah you have heard it then?"
"Didn't the General tell you?" Paul asked.
The Master's face was wonderful. "Tell me what?"
"That he mentioned it to me this afternoon?"
"My dear fellow, I don't remember. We've been in the midst of
people. I'm sorry, in that case, that I lose the pleasure, myself,
of announcing to you a fact that touches me so nearly. It IS a
fact, strange as it may appear. It has only just become one.
Isn't it ridiculous?" St. George made this speech without
confusion, but on the other hand, so far as our friend could judge,
without
latent impudence. It struck his interlocutor that, to talk
so
comfortably and
coolly, he must simply have forgotten what had
passed between them. His next words, however, showed he hadn't,
and they produced, as an
appeal to Paul's own memory, an effect
which would have been ludicrous if it hadn't been cruel. "Do you
recall the talk we had at my house that night, into which Miss
Fancourt's name entered? I've often thought of it since."
"Yes; no wonder you said what you did" - Paul was careful to meet
his eyes.
"In the light of the present occasion? Ah but there was no light