night to night, laying on him finally a rigour to which nothing in
his life had been
comparable. It had been the theory of many
superficially-judging persons, he knew, that he was
wasting that
life in a
surrender to sensations, but he had tasted of no pleasure
so fine as his
actualtension, had been introduced to no sport that
demanded at once the
patience and the nerve of this stalking of a
creature more subtle, yet at bay perhaps more
formidable, than any
beast of the forest. The terms, the comparisons, the very
practices of the chase
positively came again into play; there were
even moments when passages of his
occasional experience as a
sportsman, stirred memories, from his younger time, of moor and
mountain and desert, revived for him - and to the increase of his
keenness - by the
tremendous force of
analogy. He found himself at
moments - once he had placed his single light on some mantel-shelf
or in some
recess - stepping back into shelter or shade, effacing
himself behind a door or in an embrasure, as he had sought of old
the
vantage of rock and tree; he found himself
holding his breath
and living in the joy of the
instant, the
supremesuspense created
by big game alone.
He wasn't afraid (though putting himself the question as he
believed gentlemen on Bengal tiger-shoots or in close quarters with
the great bear of the Rockies had been known to
confess to having
put it); and this indeed - since here at least he might be frank! -
because of the
impression, so
intimate and so strange, that he
himself produced as yet a dread, produced certainly a
strain,
beyond the liveliest he was likely to feel. They fell for him into
categories, they fairly became familiar, the signs, for his own
perception, of the alarm his presence and his
vigilance created;
though leaving him always to remark, portentously, on his probably
having formed a relation, his probably enjoying a
consciousness,
unique in the experience of man. People enough, first and last,
had been in
terror of apparitions, but who had ever before so
turned the tables and become himself, in the apparitional world, an
incalculable
terror? He might have found this
sublime had he quite
dared to think of it; but he didn't too much insist, truly, on that
side of his
privilege. With habit and
repetition he gained to an
extraordinary degree the power to
penetrate the dusk of distances
and the darkness of corners, to
resolve back into their innocence
the treacheries of
uncertain light, the evil-looking forms taken in
the gloom by mere shadows, by accidents of the air, by shifting
effects of
perspective; putting down his dim luminary he could
still
wander on without it, pass into other rooms and, only knowing
it was there behind him in case of need, see his way about,
visually
project for his purpose a
comparativeclearness. It made
him feel, this acquired
faculty, like some
monstrous stealthy cat;
he wondered if he would have glared at these moments with large
shining yellow eyes, and what it mightn't
verily be, for the poor
hard-pressed ALTER EGO, to be confronted with such a type.
He liked however the open shutters; he opened everywhere those Mrs.
Muldoon had closed, closing them as carefully afterwards, so that
she shouldn't notice: he liked - oh this he did like, and above
all in the upper rooms! - the sense of the hard silver of the
autumn stars through the window-panes, and
scarcely less the flare
of the street-lamps below, the white electric lustre which it would
have taken curtains to keep out. This was human
actual social;
this was of the world he had lived in, and he was more at his ease
certainly for the
countenance,
coldly general and
impersonal, that
all the while and in spite of his
detachment it seemed to give him.
He had support of course
mostly in the rooms at the wide front and
the prolonged side; it failed him
considerably in the central
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- proportion [prə´pɔ:ʃən] n.比率 vt.使成比例 (初中英语单词)
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- marble [´mɑ:bəl] n.大理石 a.大理石的 (初中英语单词)
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- childhood [´tʃaildhud] n.幼年(时代);早期 (初中英语单词)
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- scarce [skeəs, skers] a.缺乏的;稀有的 (初中英语单词)
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- vision [´viʒən] n.视觉;想象力;幻影 (初中英语单词)
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- conviction [kən´vikʃən] n.定罪;确信,信服 (初中英语单词)
- probable [´prɔbəbəl] a.大概的n.很可能的事 (初中英语单词)
- sensible [´sensəbəl] a.感觉得到的 (初中英语单词)
- pursuit [pə´sju:t] n.追踪;追击;事务 (初中英语单词)
- actual [´æktʃuəl] a.现实的;实际的 (初中英语单词)
- patience [´peiʃəns] n.忍耐(力);耐心;坚韧 (初中英语单词)
- occasional [ə´keiʒənəl] a.偶然的;临时的 (初中英语单词)
- tremendous [tri´mendəs] a.可怕的;巨大的 (初中英语单词)
- instant [´instənt] a.立即的 n.紧迫;瞬间 (初中英语单词)
- supreme [su:´pri:m, sju:-] a.最高的,无上的 (初中英语单词)
- confess [kən´fes] vt.供认;坦白;承认 (初中英语单词)
- intimate [´intimit] a.亲密的 n.知己 (初中英语单词)
- terror [´terə] n.恐怖;惊骇 (初中英语单词)
- resolve [ri´zɔlv] v.决心 n.决心;刚毅 (初中英语单词)
- uncertain [ʌn´sə:tn] a.不定的;不可靠的 (初中英语单词)
- project [prə´dʒekt, ´prɔdʒekt] v.设计;投掷 n.计划 (初中英语单词)
- comparative [kəm´pærətiv] a.比较的 n.匹敌者 (初中英语单词)
- faculty [´fækəlti] n.才干;天赋;院,系 (初中英语单词)
- countenance [´kauntinəns] n.面部表情;脸色;面容 (初中英语单词)
- coldly [´kəuldli] ad.冷淡地 (初中英语单词)
- mostly [´məustli] ad.主要地;多半;通常 (初中英语单词)
- differently [´difrentli] ad.不同地,有差别地 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- rejoicing [ri´dʒɔisiŋ] n.高兴;欢呼 (高中英语单词)
- revelation [,revə´leiʃən] n.展现;揭露(的事物) (高中英语单词)
- perfectly [´pə:fiktli] ad.理想地;完美地 (高中英语单词)
- assurance [ə´ʃuərəns] n.保证;自信;信任 (高中英语单词)
- regularly [´regjuləli] ad.有规律地;经常地 (高中英语单词)
- strain [strein] vt.拉紧 vi.拖 n.张力 (高中英语单词)
- consciousness [´kɔnʃəsnis] n.意识;觉悟;知觉 (高中英语单词)
- pleasantly [´plezntli] ad.令人愉快地;舒适地 (高中英语单词)
- positively [´pɔzətivli] ad.确实;断然;绝对 (高中英语单词)
- response [ri´spɔns] n.回答;响应 (高中英语单词)
- unconscious [ʌn´kɔnʃəs] a.无意识的;不觉察的 (高中英语单词)
- pavement [´peivmənt] n.路面;铺筑材料 (高中英语单词)
- conception [kən´sepʃən] n.构思;概念;怀孕 (高中英语单词)
- likeness [´laiknis] n.相似;肖像;外表 (高中英语单词)
- appeal [ə´pi:l] vi.&n.请求;呼吁;上诉 (高中英语单词)
- hitherto [,hiðə´tu:] ad.至今,迄今 (高中英语单词)
- formidable [´fɔ:midəbəl] a.可怕的;艰难的 (高中英语单词)
- recess [ri´ses] n.休息;休会 (高中英语单词)
- repetition [,repi´tiʃən] n.重复;背诵;复制品 (高中英语单词)
- penetrate [´penitreit] v.贯穿;穿透;渗透 (高中英语单词)
- monstrous [´mɔnstrəs] a.怪异的;庞大的 (高中英语单词)
- considerably [kən´sidərəbli] ad.显著地;十分 (高中英语单词)
- totally [´təutəli] ad.统统,完全 (英语四级单词)
- wretch [retʃ] n.不幸的人;卑鄙的人 (英语四级单词)
- gathering [´gæðəriŋ] n.集会,聚集 (英语四级单词)
- discretion [di´skreʃən] n.谨慎;判断(力) (英语四级单词)
- favoured [´feivəd] a.有利的,喜爱的 (英语四级单词)
- far-off [´fɑ:rɔ:f] a.远方的,遥远的 (英语四级单词)
- noiselessly [´nɔizlisli] ad.静静地,轻轻地 (英语四级单词)
- delicately [´delikitli] ad.精美地;微妙地 (英语四级单词)
- audible [´ɔ:dibəl] a.听得见的 (英语四级单词)
- pathetic [pə´θetik] a.可怜的;悲哀的 (英语四级单词)
- essence [´esəns] n.本质;要素;精华 (英语四级单词)
- comparable [´kɔmpərəbəl] a.可比较的;类似的 (英语四级单词)
- wasting [´weistiŋ] a.&n.浪费(的) (英语四级单词)
- tension [´tenʃən] n.紧张;压力;拉力 (英语四级单词)
- sublime [sə´blaim] a.崇高的,伟大的 (英语四级单词)
- verily [´verili] ad.真实的;肯定地 (英语四级单词)
- detachment [di´tætʃmənt] n.分开(离);分遣队 (英语四级单词)
- speaking [´spi:kiŋ] n.说话 a.发言的 (英语六级单词)
- derision [di´riʒən] n.嘲笑,嘲弄 (英语六级单词)
- cultivated [´kʌltiveitid] a.在耕作的;有教养的 (英语六级单词)
- preposterous [pri´pɔstərəs] a.反常的;荒谬的 (英语六级单词)
- retired [ri´taiəd] a.退休的;通职的 (英语六级单词)
- holding [´həuldiŋ] n.保持,固定,存储 (英语六级单词)
- emphatic [im´fætik] a.强调的;断然的 (英语六级单词)
- concave [,kɔn´keiv] a.凹(面)的 n.凹面(物) (英语六级单词)
- ghostly [´gəustli] a.鬼的;朦胧的 (英语六级单词)
- hunting [´hʌntiŋ] n.打猎 (英语六级单词)
- restlessly [´restlisli] ad.不安定地;烦躁地 (英语六级单词)
- analogy [ə´nælədʒi] n.类似;类推;比拟 (英语六级单词)
- vantage [´vɑ:ntidʒ] n.优势;好机会 (英语六级单词)
- suspense [sə´spens] n.悬挂;悬虑不安 (英语六级单词)
- bengal [beŋ´gɔ:l] n.孟加拉 (英语六级单词)
- vigilance [´vidʒiləns] n.警惕,警戒 (英语六级单词)
- perspective [pə´spektiv] n.望远镜 a.透视的 (英语六级单词)
- clearness [´kliənis] n.清楚;明白;明确 (英语六级单词)
- impersonal [im´pə:sənəl] a.不受个人感情影响的 (英语六级单词)