but still unobscured, still exposed and cherished, under that pious
visitation of the spirit from which she had never been diverted.
She had come with him one day to see how his "apartment-house" was
rising; he had helped her over gaps and explained to her plans, and
while they were there had happened to have, before her, a brief but
livelydiscussion with the man in
charge, the representative of the
building firm that had undertaken his work. He had found himself
quite "standing up" to this
personage over a
failure on the
latter's part to observe some detail of one of their noted
conditions, and had so lucidly argued his case that, besides ever
so prettily flushing, at the time, for
sympathy in his
triumph, she
had afterwards said to him (though to a
slightly greater effect of
irony) that he had clearly for too many years neglected a real
gift. If he had but stayed at home he would have anticipated the
inventor of the sky-scraper. If he had but stayed at home he would
have discovered his
genius in time really to start some new variety
of awful
architectural hare and run it till it burrowed in a gold
mine. He was to remember these words, while the weeks elapsed, for
the small silver ring they had sounded over the queerest and
deepest of his own
lately most disguised and most muffled
vibrations.
It had begun to be present to him after the first
fortnight, it had
broken out with the oddest abruptness, this particular wanton
wonderment: it met him there - and this was the image under which
he himself judged the matter, or at least, not a little, thrilled
and flushed with it - very much as he might have been met by some
strange figure, some
unexpectedoccupant, at a turn of one of the
dim passages of an empty house. The
quaintanalogy quite
hauntingly remained with him, when he didn't indeed rather improve
it by a still intenser form: that of his
opening a door behind
which he would have made sure of
finding nothing, a door into a
room shuttered and void, and yet so coming, with a great suppressed
start, on some quite erect confronting presence, something planted
in the middle of the place and facing him through the dusk. After
that visit to the house in
construction he walked with his
companion to see the other and always so much the better one, which
in the
eastward direction formed one of the corners, - the "jolly"
one
precisely, of the street now so generally dishonoured and
disfigured in its
westward reaches, and of the comparatively
conservative Avenue. The Avenue still had pretensions, as Miss
Staverton said, to
decency; the old people had
mostly gone, the old
names were unknown, and here and there an old association seemed to
stray, all
vaguely, like some very aged person, out too late, whom
you might meet and feel the
impulse to watch or follow, in
kindness, for safe
restoration to shelter.
They went in together, our friends; he admitted himself with his
key, as he kept no one there, he explained, preferring, for his
reasons, to leave the place empty, under a simple
arrangement with
a good woman living in the neighbourhood and who came for a daily
hour to open windows and dust and sweep. Spencer Brydon had his
reasons and was growingly aware of them; they seemed to him better
each time he was there, though he didn't name them all to his
companion, any more than he told her as yet how often, how quite
absurdly often, he himself came. He only let her see for the
present, while they walked through the great blank rooms, that
absolute
vacancy reigned and that, from top to bottom, there was
nothing but Mrs. Muldoon's broomstick, in a corner, to tempt the
burglar. Mrs. Muldoon was then on the premises, and she
loquaciously attended the visitors,
preceding them from room to
room and pushing back shutters and throwing up sashes - all to show
them, as she remarked, how little there was to see. There was
little indeed to see in the great gaunt shell where the main
dispositions and the general apportionment of space, the style of
an age of ampler allowances, had
nevertheless for its master their