"Well, you are a nice person to have professed things!"
But
historic truth compels me to declare that Tita Bordereau's
countenance expressed unqualified pleasure in
seeing her late
aunt's lodger. That touched him
extremely, and he thought
it simplified his situation until he found it did not.
I was as kind to her that evening as I knew how to be,
and I walked about the garden with her for half an hour.
There was no
explanation of any sort between us; I did not ask
her why she had not answered my letter. Still less did I repeat
what I had said to her in that
communication; if she chose to let
me suppose that she had forgotten the position in which Miss
Bordereau surprised me that night and the effect of the discovery
on the old woman I was quite
willing to take it that way:
I was
grateful to her for not treating me as if I had
killed her aunt.
We strolled and strolled and really not much passed between us
save the
recognition of her bereavement, conveyed in my manner
and in a
visible air that she had of depending on me now,
since I let her see that I took an interest in her.
Miss Tita had none of the pride that makes a person wish
to
preserve the look of
independence; she did not in the least
pretend that she knew at present what would become of her.
I forebore to touch particularly on that, however, for I certainly
was not prepared to say that I would take
charge of her.
I was
cautious; not ignobly, I think, for I felt that her
knowledge of life was so small that in her unsophisticated
vision there would be no reason why--since I seemed to pity her--
I should not look after her. She told me how her aunt had died,
very
peacefully at the last, and how everything had been done
afterward by the care of her good friends (fortunately, thanks
to me, she said, smiling, there was money in the house;
and she
repeated that when once the Italians like you they
are your friends for life); and when we had gone into this
she asked me about my giro, my
impressions, the places
I had seen. I told her what I could, making it up partly,
I am afraid, as in my
depression I had not seen much;
and after she had heard me she exclaimed, quite as if she
had forgotten her aunt and her sorrow, "Dear, dear, how much
I should like to do such things--to take a little journey!"
It came over me for the moment that I ought to propose some tour,
say I would take her
anywhere she liked; and I remarked
at any rate that some excursion--to give her a change--
might be managed: we would think of it, talk it over.
I said never a word to her about the Aspern documents; asked no
questions as to what she had ascertained or what had otherwise
happened with regard to them before Miss Bordereau's death.
It was not that I was not on pins and needles to know, but that I
thought it more
decent not to
betray my
anxiety so soon after
the
catastrophe. I hoped she herself would say something, but she
never glanced that way, and I thought this natural at the time.
Later however, that night, it occurred to me that her silence
was somewhat strange; for if she had talked of my movements,
of anything so detached as the Giorgione at Castelfranco, she might
have alluded to what she could easily remember was in my mind.
It was not to be
supposed that the
emotion produced by her aunt's
death had blotted out the
recollection that I was interested
in that lady's relics, and I fidgeted afterward as it came
to me that her reticence might very possibly mean simply
that nothing had been found. We separated in the garden
(it was she who said she must go in); now that she was alone
in the rooms I felt that (judged, at any rate, by Venetian ideas)
I was on rather a different
footing in regard to visiting her there.
As I shook hands with her for goodnight I asked her if she
had any general plan--had thought over what she had better do.
"Oh, yes, oh, yes, but I haven't settled anything yet,"
she replied quite
cheerfully. Was her
cheerfulness explained
by the
impression that I would settle for her?
I was glad the next morning that we had neglected practical questions,
for this gave me a pretext for
seeing her again immediately.
There was a very practical question to be touched upon.
I owed it to her to let her know
formally that of course I did not expect
her to keep me on as a lodger, and also to show some interest in her
own tenure, what she might have on her hands in the way of a lease.
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- mourning [´mɔ:niŋ] n.悲伤;治丧;戴孝 (初中英语单词)
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- willing [´wiliŋ] a.情愿的,乐意的 (初中英语单词)
- grateful [´greitful] a.感谢的;令人愉快的 (初中英语单词)
- recognition [,rekəg´niʃən] n.认出;认识;承认 (初中英语单词)
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- betray [bi´trei] vt.背叛;辜负;暴露 (初中英语单词)
- anxiety [æŋ´zaiəti] n.挂念;渴望;焦虑的事 (初中英语单词)
- emotion [i´məuʃən] n.感情;情绪;激动 (初中英语单词)
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- learned [´lə:nid] a.有学问的,博学的 (高中英语单词)
- sleepy [´sli:pi] a.困的,想睡的 (高中英语单词)
- disagreeable [,disə´gri:əbl] a.令人不悦的 (高中英语单词)
- awkward [´ɔ:kwəd] a.笨拙的;为难的 (高中英语单词)
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- conception [kən´sepʃən] n.构思;概念;怀孕 (高中英语单词)
- cemetery [´semitri] n.墓地,公墓 (高中英语单词)
- refresh [ri´freʃ] v.使清新;使更新 (高中英语单词)
- loneliness [´ləunliniz] n.孤独,寂寞 (高中英语单词)
- composition [,kɔmpə´ziʃən] n.写作;作曲;作品 (高中英语单词)
- historic [his´tɔrik] a.有历史意义的 (高中英语单词)
- seeing [si:iŋ] see的现在分词 n.视觉 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- decent [´di:sənt] a.体面的,正派的 (高中英语单词)
- recollection [,rekə´lekʃən] n.回忆;追想;记忆力 (高中英语单词)
- cheerfully [´tʃiəfuli] ad.高兴地,愉快地 (高中英语单词)
- passionately [´pæʃənitli] ad.多情地;热烈地 (英语四级单词)
- attachment [ə´tætʃmənt] n.附着;附件;爱慕 (英语四级单词)
- intercourse [´intəkɔ:s] n.交际;往来;交流 (英语四级单词)
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- fidelity [fi´deliti] n.忠实;精确;保真度 (英语四级单词)
- stirring [´stə:riŋ] a.活跃的;热闹的 (英语四级单词)
- gathering [´gæðəriŋ] n.集会,聚集 (英语四级单词)
- cautious [´kɔ:ʃəs] a.小心的;谨慎的 (英语四级单词)
- catastrophe [kə´tæstrəfi] n.大灾难;(悲剧)结局 (英语四级单词)
- venetian [vi´ni:ʃ(ə)n] a.威尼斯城的 (英语四级单词)
- formally [´fɔ:məli] ad.形式地,正式地 (英语四级单词)
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- devilish [´devəliʃ] a.魔鬼般的,凶恶的 (英语六级单词)
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- holding [´həuldiŋ] n.保持,固定,存储 (英语六级单词)
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- cheerfulness [´tʃiəfulnis] n.高兴,愉快 (英语六级单词)