lights had a name for him, and from time to time a new light was
kindled. This was what he had fundamentally agreed for, that there
should always be room for them all. What those who passed or
lingered saw was simply the most
resplendent of the altars called
suddenly into vivid
usefulness, with a quiet
elderly man, for whom
it
evidently had a
fascination, often seated there in a maze or a
doze; but half the
satisfaction of the spot for this
mysterious and
fitful
worshipper was that he found the years of his life there,
and the ties, the affections, the struggles, the submissions, the
conquests, if there had been such, a record of that adventurous
journey in which the beginnings and the endings of human relations
are the lettered mile-stones. He had in general little taste for
the past as a part of his own history; at other times and in other
places it
mostly seemed to him
pitiful to consider and impossible
to
repair; but on these occasions he accepted it with something of
that
positivegladness with which one adjusts one's self to an ache
that begins to succumb to
treatment. To the
treatment of time the
malady of life begins at a given moment to succumb; and these were
doubtless the hours at which that truth most came home to him. The
day was written for him there on which he had first become
acquainted with death, and the
successive phases of the
acquaintance were marked each with a flame.
The flames were
gathering thick at present, for Stransom had
entered that dark
defile of our
earthlydescent in which some one
dies every day. It was only
yesterday that Kate Creston had
flashed out her white fire; yet already there were younger stars
ablaze on the tips of the tapers. Various persons in whom his
interest had not been
intense drew closer to him by entering this
company. He went over it, head by head, till he felt like the
shepherd of a huddled flock, with all a shepherd's
vision of
differences imperceptible. He knew his candles apart, up to the
colour of the flame, and would still have known them had their
positions all been changed. To other imaginations they might stand
for other things - that they should stand for something to be
hushed before was all he desired; but he was
intensely" target="_blank" title="ad.激烈地;热切地">
intenselyconscious of
the personal note of each and of the distinguishable way it
contributed to the concert. There were hours at which he almost
caught himself wishing that certain of his friends would now die,
that he might establish with them in this manner a connexion more
charming than, as it happened, it was possible to enjoy with them
in life. In regard to those from whom one was separated by the
long curves of the globe such a connexion could only be an
improvement: it brought them
instantly within reach. Of course
there were gaps in the
constellation, for Stransom knew he could
only
pretend to act for his own, and it wasn't every figure passing
before his eyes into the great obscure that was entitled to a
memorial. There was a strange sanctification in death, but some
characters were more sanctified by being forgotten than by being
remembered. The greatest blank in the shining page was the memory
of Acton Hague, of which he inveterately tried to rid himself. For
Acton Hague no flame could ever rise on any altar of his.
CHAPTER IV.
EVERY year, the day he walked back from the great graveyard, he
went to church as he had done the day his idea was born. It was on
this occasion, as it happened, after a year had passed, that he
began to observe his altar to be
haunted by a
worshipper at least
as
frequent as himself. Others of the
faithful, and in the rest of
the church, came and went, appealing sometimes, when they
disappeared, to a vague or to a particular
recognition; but this
unfailing presence was always to be observed when he arrived and
still in possession when he
departed. He was surprised, the first
time, at the promptitude with which it assumed an
identity for him
- the
identity of the lady whom two years before, on his
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- absence [´æbsəns] n.不在,缺席;缺乏 (初中英语单词)
- horrible [´hɔrəbəl] a.可怕的;恐怖的 (初中英语单词)
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- spoken [´spəukən] speak的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
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- resemble [ri´zembəl] vt.类似,象 (初中英语单词)
- dreadful [´dredful] a.可怕的;讨厌的 (初中英语单词)
- glimpse [glimps] n.&v.瞥见 (初中英语单词)
- temple [´tempəl] n.庙宇;寺院;太阳穴 (初中英语单词)
- persuasion [pə´sweiʒən] n.说服(力);劝说;见解 (初中英语单词)
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- distinct [di´stiŋkt] a.清楚的;独特的 (初中英语单词)
- softly [´sɔftli] ad.软化地;柔和地 (初中英语单词)
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- arrangement [ə´reindʒmənt] n.整理;排列;筹备 (初中英语单词)
- movement [´mu:vmənt] n.活动;运动;动作 (初中英语单词)
- instant [´instənt] a.立即的 n.紧迫;瞬间 (初中英语单词)
- origin [´ɔridʒin] n.起源;由来;出身 (初中英语单词)
- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- promptly [´prɔmptli] ad.敏捷地;即时地 (初中英语单词)
- curiosity [,kjuəri´ɔsiti] n.好奇;奇事;珍品 (初中英语单词)
- bishop [´biʃəp] n.主教 (初中英语单词)
- liberal [´libərəl] a.大方的 n.开明的人 (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- worship [´wə:ʃip] n.&v.崇拜;敬仰 (初中英语单词)
- convince [kən´vins] vt.使确信;使认识错误 (初中英语单词)
- patience [´peiʃəns] n.忍耐(力);耐心;坚韧 (初中英语单词)
- devotion [di´vəuʃən] n.献身;忠诚;热爱 (初中英语单词)
- reading [´ri:diŋ] n.(阅)读;朗读;读物 (初中英语单词)
- protection [prə´tekʃən] n.警戒;护照;通行证 (初中英语单词)
- carpet [´kɑ:pit] n.地毯 vt.铺地毯 (初中英语单词)
- satisfaction [,sætis´fækʃən] n.满意;满足 (初中英语单词)
- mysterious [mi´stiəriəs] a.神秘的;难以理解的 (初中英语单词)
- mostly [´məustli] ad.主要地;多半;通常 (初中英语单词)
- repair [ri´peə] v.&n.修理,修补 (初中英语单词)
- treatment [´tri:tmənt] n.待遇;对待;治疗 (初中英语单词)
- yesterday [´jestədi] n.&ad.昨天;前不久 (初中英语单词)
- vision [´viʒən] n.视觉;想象力;幻影 (初中英语单词)
- conscious [´kɔnʃəs] a.意识的;自觉的 (初中英语单词)
- instantly [´instəntli] ad.立即,立刻 (初中英语单词)
- pretend [pri´tend] v.假装;借口;妄求 (初中英语单词)
- haunted [´hɔ:tid] a.常出现鬼的,闹鬼的 (初中英语单词)
- faithful [´feiθfəl] a.忠实的;可靠的 (初中英语单词)
- recognition [,rekəg´niʃən] n.认出;认识;承认 (初中英语单词)
- westward [´westwəd] a.向西的 n.西方;西部 (高中英语单词)
- passionate [´pæʃənit] a.易动情的;易怒的 (高中英语单词)
- loyalty [´lɔiəlti] n.忠诚;忠心;忠实 (高中英语单词)
- suburb [´sʌbə:b] n.郊区;附近 (高中英语单词)
- cemetery [´semitri] n.墓地,公墓 (高中英语单词)
- terrace [´terəs] n.梯田 vt.使成梯田 (高中英语单词)
- exhibition [eksi´biʃ(ə)n] n.展览;显示;表演 (高中英语单词)
- hospitality [,hɔspi´tæliti] n.好客,殷勤 (高中英语单词)
- incense [´insens, in´sens] n.香(气) vt.激怒 (高中英语单词)
- community [kə´mju:niti] n.团体;社区;公众 (高中英语单词)
- motionless [´məuʃənləs] a.静止的;固定的 (高中英语单词)
- shrine [ʃrain] n.神龛;神殿;圣地 (高中英语单词)
- likeness [´laiknis] n.相似;肖像;外表 (高中英语单词)
- appropriate [ə´prəupri-it, ə´prəuprieit] a.适宜的 vt.私占;拨给 (高中英语单词)
- brightness [´braitnis] n.光明;快乐 (高中英语单词)
- intense [in´tens] a.强烈的;紧张的 (高中英语单词)
- outward [´autwəd] a.外面的 ad.向外 (高中英语单词)
- recess [ri´ses] n.休息;休会 (高中英语单词)
- conception [kən´sepʃən] n.构思;概念;怀孕 (高中英语单词)
- bounty [´baunti] n.慷慨;恩惠;赠物 (高中英语单词)
- assurance [ə´ʃuərəns] n.保证;自信;信任 (高中英语单词)
- indifferent [in´difrənt] a.不关心的;中立的 (高中英语单词)
- assent [ə´sent] vi.&n.同意,赞成 (高中英语单词)
- concerned [kən´sə:nd] a.有关的;担心的 (高中英语单词)
- response [ri´spɔns] n.回答;响应 (高中英语单词)
- customary [´kʌstəməri] a.通常的;惯例的 (高中英语单词)
- enjoyment [in´dʒɔimənt] n.享受;愉快;乐趣 (高中英语单词)
- theirs [ðeəz] pron.他们的 (高中英语单词)
- whoever [hu:´evə] pron.任何人,无论谁 (高中英语单词)
- pitiful [´pitifəl] a.可怜的;慈悲的 (高中英语单词)
- positive [´pɔzətiv] a.确定的 (高中英语单词)
- successive [sək´sesiv] a.相继的;接连的 (高中英语单词)
- earthly [´ə:θli] a.地球的;世俗的 (高中英语单词)
- descent [di´sent] n.出身,家世 (高中英语单词)
- poisonous [´pɔizənəs] a.有毒的;讨厌的 (英语四级单词)
- intensely [in´tensli] ad.激烈地;热切地 (英语四级单词)
- instinctively [in´stiŋktivli] ad.本能地 (英语四级单词)
- radiance [´reidjəns] n.发光;光彩;辐射 (英语四级单词)
- prostrate [´prɔstreit, prɔ´streit] a.俯伏的 vt.弄倒 (英语四级单词)
- masterpiece [´mɑ:stəpi:s] n.杰作;杰出的事 (英语四级单词)
- eventually [i´ventʃuəli] ad.最后,终于 (英语四级单词)
- pilgrimage [´pilgrimidʒ] n.朝圣;远游;人生历程 (英语四级单词)
- vulgar [´vʌlgə] a.粗俗的;大众的 (英语四级单词)
- elderly [´eldəli] a. 较老的,年长的 (英语四级单词)
- fascination [,fæsi´neiʃən] n.魅力;强烈爱好 (英语四级单词)
- gladness [´glædnis] n.愉快,高兴,喜悦 (英语四级单词)
- gathering [´gæðəriŋ] n.集会,聚集 (英语四级单词)
- constellation [,kɔnstə´leiʃən] n.星座;灿烂的一群 (英语四级单词)
- accidentally [,æksi´dentəli] ad.偶然地 (英语六级单词)
- applied [ə´plaid] a.实用的,应用的 (英语六级单词)
- especial [i´speʃəl] a.特别的,特殊的 (英语六级单词)
- eccentric [ik´sentrik] a.古怪的;离心的 (英语六级单词)
- relinquish [ri´liŋkwiʃ] vt.放弃;撤回;停止 (英语六级单词)
- resplendent [ri´splendənt] a.灿烂的;辉煌的 (英语六级单词)
- usefulness [´ju:sfəlnis] n.有用(性);有益(性) (英语六级单词)
- defile [di´fail] vt.弄脏,玷污 (英语六级单词)
- departed [di´pɑ:tid] a.已往的;已故的 (英语六级单词)
- identity [ai´dentiti] n.身份;同一性;一致 (英语六级单词)