free hand while I turned confusedly away.
CHAPTER VII
I don't remember how soon it was I spoke to Geoffrey Dawling; his
sittings were
irregular, but it was certainly the very next time he
gave me one.
"Has any rumour ever reached you of Miss Saunt's having anything
the matter with her eyes?" He stared with a
candour that was a
sufficient answer to my question, backing it up with a shocked and
mystified "Never!" Then I asked him if he had observed in her any
symptom, however disguised, of embarrassed sight; on which, after a
moment's thought, he exclaimed "Disguised?" as if my use of that
word had
vaguely awakened a train. "She's not a bit myopic," he
said; "she doesn't blink or contract her lids." I fully recognised
this and I mentioned that she
altogether denied the impeachment;
owing it to him
moreover to explain the ground of my
inquiry, I
gave him a
sketch of the
incident that had taken place before me at
the shop. He knew all about Lord Iffield; that
nobleman had
figured
freely in our conversation as his preferred, his injurious
rival. Poor Dawling's
contention was that if there had been a
definiteengagement between his
lordship and the young lady, the
sort of thing that was announced in the Morning Post, renunciation
and
retirement would be
comparatively easy to him; but that having
waited in vain for any such
assurance he was entitled to act as if
the door were not really closed or were at any rate not cruelly
locked. He was naturally much struck with my
anecdote and still
more with my
interpretation of it.
"There IS something, there IS something--possibly something very
grave, certainly something that requires she should make use of
artificial aids. She won't admit it
publicly, because with her
idolatry of her beauty, the feeling she is all made up of, she sees
in such aids nothing but the
humiliation and the disfigurement.
She has used them in secret, but that is
evidently not enough, for
the
affection she suffers from,
apparently some
definite menace,
has
lately grown much worse. She looked straight at me in the
shop, which was
violently lighted, without
seeing it was I. At the
same distance, at Folkestone, where as you know I first met her,
where I heard this
mystery hinted at and where she indignantly
denied the thing, she appeared easily enough to recognise people.
At present she couldn't really make out anything the shop-girl
showed her. She has
successfully concealed from the man I saw her
with that she resorts in private to a pince-nez and that she does
so not only under the strictest orders from her oculist, but
because
literally the poor thing can't accomplish without such help
half the business of life. Iffield however has suspected
something, and his suspicions, whether expressed or kept to
himself, have put him on the watch. I happened to have a glimpse
of the
movement at which he pounced on her and caught her in the
act."
I had thought it all out; my idea explained many things, and
Dawling turned pale as he listened to me.
"Was he rough with her?" he
anxiously asked.
"How can I tell what passed between them? I fled from the place."
My
companion stared. "Do you mean to say her eyesight's going?"
"Heaven forbid! In that case how could she take life as she does?"
"How DOES she take life? That's the question!" He sat there
bewilderedly brooding; the tears rose to his lids; they reminded me
of those I had seen in Flora's the day I risked my enquiry. The
question he had asked was one that to my own
satisfaction I was
ready to answer, but I hesitated to let him hear as yet all that my
reflections had suggested. I was indeed
privately astonished at
their
ingenuity. For the present I only rejoined that it struck me
she was playing a particular game; at which he went on as if he
hadn't heard me, suddenly
haunted with a fear, lost in the dark
possibility. "Do you mean there's a danger of anything very bad?"
"My dear fellow, you must ask her special adviser."
"Who in the world is her special adviser?"
"I haven't a
conception. But we mustn't get too excited. My
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