to go, but it's not impossible he had operated as a bait to the
illustrious stranger. The party had been made up for him, Mrs.
Wimbush averred, and every one was counting on it, the dear
Princess most of all. If he was well enough he was to read them
something
absolutely fresh, and it was on that particular prospect
the Princess had set her heart. She was so fond of
genius in ANY
walk of life, and was so used to it and understood it so well: she
was the greatest of Mr. Paraday's admirers, she devoured everything
he wrote. And then he read like an angel. Mrs. Wimbush reminded
me that he had again and again given her, Mrs. Wimbush, the
privilege of listening to him.
I looked at her a moment. "What has he read to you?" I crudely
enquired.
For a moment too she met my eyes, and for the
fraction of a moment
she hesitated and coloured. "Oh all sorts of things!"
I wondered if this were an
imperfect re
collection or only a perfect
fib, and she quite understood my unuttered
comment on her measure
of such things. But if she could forget Neil Paraday's beauties
she could of course forget my rudeness, and three days later she
invited me, by
telegraph, to join the party at Prestidge. This
time she might indeed have had a story about what I had given up to
be near the master. I addressed from that fine
residence several
communications to a young lady in London, a young lady whom, I
confess, I quitted with
reluctance and whom the
reminder of what
she herself could give up was required to make me quit at all. It
adds to the
gratitude I owe her on other grounds that she kindly
allows me to transcribe from my letters a few of the passages in
which that
hatefulsojourn is candidly commemorated.
CHAPTER IX.
"I SUPPOSE I ought to enjoy the joke of what's going on here," I
wrote, "but somehow it doesn't amuse me. Pessimism on the contrary
possesses me and cynicism deeply engages. I
positively feel my own
flesh sore from the brass nails in Neil Paraday's social harness.
The house is full of people who like him, as they mention, awfully,
and with whom his
talent for talking
nonsense has prodigious
success. I delight in his
nonsense myself; why is it therefore
that I
grudge these happy folk their artless
satisfaction? Mystery
of the human heart - abyss of the
critical spirit! Mrs. Wimbush
thinks she can answer that question, and as my want of
gaiety has
at last worn out her
patience she has given me a
glimpse of her
shrewd guess. I'm made
restless by the
selfishness of the
insincere friend - I want to monopolise Paraday in order that he
may push me on. To be
intimate with him is a
feather in my cap; it
gives me an importance that I couldn't naturally
pretend to, and I
seek to
deprive him of social
refreshment because I fear that
meeting more disinterested people may
enlighten him as to my real
motive. All the disinterested people here are his particular
admirers and have been carefully selected as such. There's
supposed to be a copy of his last book in the house, and in the
hall I come upon ladies, in attitudes, bending
gracefully over the
first
volume. I discreetly avert my eyes, and when I next look
round the
precarious joy has been superseded by the book of life.
There's a sociable
circle or a
confidential couple, and the
relinquished
volume lies open on its face and as dropped under
extreme coercion. Somebody else
presently finds it and transfers
it, with its air of
momentarydesolation, to another piece of
furniture. Every one's asking every one about it all day, and
every one's telling every one where they put it last. I'm sure
it's rather smudgy about the twentieth page. I've a strong
impression, too, that the second
volume is lost - has been packed
in the bag of some departing guest; and yet everybody has the
impression that somebody else has read to the end. You see
therefore that the beautiful book plays a great part in our
existence. Why should I take the occasion of such
distinguished
- confess [kən´fes] vt.供认;坦白;承认 (初中英语单词)
- moreover [mɔ:´rəuvə] ad.再者,此外,而且 (初中英语单词)
- wisdom [´wizdəm] n.智慧,聪明,才智 (初中英语单词)
- conscience [´kɔnʃəns] n.良心;道德心 (初中英语单词)
- contribute [kən´tribju:t] v.贡献出;投稿;捐献 (初中英语单词)
- independence [,indi´pendəns] n.独立,自主,自立 (初中英语单词)
- system [´sistəm] n.系统,体系,制度 (初中英语单词)
- selfish [´selfiʃ] a.自私的,利己的 (初中英语单词)
- admiration [,ædmə´reiʃən] n.赞赏,钦佩 (初中英语单词)
- instantly [´instəntli] ad.立即,立刻 (初中英语单词)
- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- sketch [sketʃ] n.素描;短剧 v.草拟 (初中英语单词)
- security [si´kjuəriti] n.安全;证券;抵押品 (初中英语单词)
- factor [´fæktə] n.因素;原动力;要素 (初中英语单词)
- volume [´vɔlju:m, ´vɑljəm] n.卷;书籍;体积;容量 (初中英语单词)
- faithful [´feiθfəl] a.忠实的;可靠的 (初中英语单词)
- structure [´strʌktʃə] n.结构,构造;组织 (初中英语单词)
- painter [´peintə] n.画家;(油)漆工 (初中英语单词)
- canvas [´kænvəs] n.帆布;油画(布) (初中英语单词)
- chorus [´kɔ:rəs] n.合唱;齐声 v.合唱 (初中英语单词)
- promptly [´prɔmptli] ad.敏捷地;即时地 (初中英语单词)
- consequence [´kɔnsikwəns] n.结果;后果;推断 (初中英语单词)
- rejoice [ri´dʒɔis] v.(使)高兴;欢庆 (初中英语单词)
- patience [´peiʃəns] n.忍耐(力);耐心;坚韧 (初中英语单词)
- cannon [´kænən] n.大炮 (初中英语单词)
- establishment [i´stæbliʃmənt] n.建(成)立;研究所 (初中英语单词)
- function [´fʌŋkʃən] n.机能;职责 vi.活动 (初中英语单词)
- genius [´dʒi:niəs] n.天才(人物);天赋 (初中英语单词)
- imagination [i,mædʒi´neiʃən] n.想象(力) (初中英语单词)
- harvest [´hɑ:vist] n.&v.收获;收割 (初中英语单词)
- princess [,prin´ses] n.公主;王妃;亲王夫人 (初中英语单词)
- expensive [ik´spensiv] a.费钱的,昂贵的 (初中英语单词)
- collection [kə´lekʃən] n.收集;征收;募捐 (初中英语单词)
- absolutely [´æbsəlu:tli] ad.绝对地;确实 (初中英语单词)
- comment [´kɔment] n.&v.评论;评注;注意 (初中英语单词)
- telegraph [´teligrɑ:f] n.&v.(打)电报;电告 (初中英语单词)
- residence [´rezidəns] n.居住(期间);住宅 (初中英语单词)
- gratitude [´grætitju:d] n.感激,感谢 (初中英语单词)
- talent [´tælənt] n.天才;才干;天资 (初中英语单词)
- satisfaction [,sætis´fækʃən] n.满意;满足 (初中英语单词)
- glimpse [glimps] n.&v.瞥见 (初中英语单词)
- restless [´restləs] a.没有休息的 (初中英语单词)
- intimate [´intimit] a.亲密的 n.知己 (初中英语单词)
- feather [´feðə] n.羽毛 (初中英语单词)
- pretend [pri´tend] v.假装;借口;妄求 (初中英语单词)
- circle [´sə:kəl] n.圆圈 v.环绕;盘旋 (初中英语单词)
- presently [´prezəntli] ad.不久;目前 (初中英语单词)
- characteristic [,kæriktə´ristik] a.特有的 n.特性 (高中英语单词)
- homage [´hɔmidʒ] n.敬意,尊敬 (高中英语单词)
- rapture [´ræptʃə] n.着迷;全神贯注 (高中英语单词)
- positively [´pɔzətivli] ad.确实;断然;绝对 (高中英语单词)
- conception [kən´sepʃən] n.构思;概念;怀孕 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- hearing [´hiəriŋ] n.听力;听证会;审讯 (高中英语单词)
- tenderly [´tendəli] ad.娇嫩地;柔和地 (高中英语单词)
- rumble [´rʌmbəl] v.(使)隆隆响 n.隆隆声 (高中英语单词)
- renown [ri´naun] n.名望 vt.使有名望 (高中英语单词)
- studio [´stju:diəu] n.画室;照相室 (高中英语单词)
- circus [´sə:kəs] n.马戏(团);圆形广场 (高中英语单词)
- reporter [ri´pɔ:tə] n.报告人;记者;广播员 (高中英语单词)
- resentment [ri´zentmənt] n.不满;怨恨;忿恨 (高中英语单词)
- admirable [´ædmərəbəl] a.极佳的,值得赞美的 (高中英语单词)
- ingenuity [,indʒi´nju:iti] n.创造性;机灵 (高中英语单词)
- hospitality [,hɔspi´tæliti] n.好客,殷勤 (高中英语单词)
- symptom [´simptəm] n.症状,症候 (高中英语单词)
- martyr [´mɑ:tə] n.烈士;殉难者 (高中英语单词)
- comedy [´kɔmidi] n.喜剧;喜剧场面 (高中英语单词)
- jealousy [´dʒeləsi] n.妒忌;猜忌 (高中英语单词)
- specimen [´spesimən] n.标本,样品;抽样 (高中英语单词)
- fraction [´frækʃən] n.小部分;一点儿 (高中英语单词)
- recollection [,rekə´lekʃən] n.回忆;追想;记忆力 (高中英语单词)
- nonsense [´nɔnsəns] n.胡说 int.胡说!废话 (高中英语单词)
- grudge [grʌdʒ] vt.&n.吝啬;怨恨 (高中英语单词)
- critical [´kritikəl] a.批评的;关键性的 (高中英语单词)
- deprive [di´praiv] vt.剥夺,使丧失 (高中英语单词)
- refreshment [ri´freʃmənt] n.精神爽快 (高中英语单词)
- distinguished [di´stiŋgwiʃt] a.卓越的,著名的 (高中英语单词)
- ominous [´ɔminəs] a.不祥的;预示的 (英语四级单词)
- morrow [´mɔrəu] n.翌日 (英语四级单词)
- repeatedly [ri´pi:tidli] ad.反复地;再三地 (英语四级单词)
- communion [kə´mju:niən] n.共享;交流;圣餐 (英语四级单词)
- touching [´tʌtʃiŋ] a.动人的 prep.提到 (英语四级单词)
- confidential [,kɔnfi´denʃəl] a.极受信任的;心腹的 (英语四级单词)
- periodical [,piəri´ɔdikəl] a.定期的 n.期刊 (英语四级单词)
- inconvenience [,inkən´vi:niəns] n.不方便;打扰 (英语四级单词)
- imperfect [im´pə:fikt] a.不完全的;未完成的 (英语四级单词)
- hateful [´heitfəl] a.可恨的,可憎的 (英语四级单词)
- sojourn [´sɔdʒə:n] vi.&n.旅居;逗留 (英语四级单词)
- enlighten [in´laitn] vt.启发,开导 (英语四级单词)
- gracefully [´greisfuli] ad.优美地,斯文地 (英语四级单词)
- precarious [pri´keəriəs] a.不安定的;危险的 (英语四级单词)
- momentary [´məuməntəri] a.瞬息间的 (英语四级单词)
- desolation [desə´leiʃ(ə)n] n.荒凉 (英语四级单词)
- copious [´kəupiəs] a.丰富的;冗长的 (英语六级单词)
- adoration [,ædə´reiʃən] n.崇拜,敬爱 (英语六级单词)
- benevolent [bi´nevələnt] a.仁慈的;乐善好施的 (英语六级单词)
- animosity [æni´mɔsiti] n.仇恨;憎恨;敌意 (英语六级单词)
- contracted [kən´træktid] a.收缩了的;缩略的 (英语六级单词)
- sultry [´sʌltri] a.狂(闷)热的;风骚的 (英语六级单词)
- ponderous [´pɔndərəs] a.沉重的;冗长的 (英语六级单词)
- august [ɔ:´gʌst] a.尊严的;威严的 (英语六级单词)
- sagacity [sə´gæsəti] n.精明;敏锐;有远见 (英语六级单词)
- reluctance [ri´lʌktəns] n.不愿;勉强 (英语六级单词)
- reminder [ri´maində] n.提醒物;纪念品;暗示 (英语六级单词)
- gaiety [´geəti] n.欢乐;乐事;华丽 (英语六级单词)
- selfishness [´selfiʃnis] n.自私;不顾别人 (英语六级单词)