person was far from being lovely, but her
temper was intolerable.
During fifteen years'
habitation, I never passed a single day
without
heartily cursing her, and the hour in which we came
together. The only comfort I received, in the midst of the
highest torments, was from
continuallyhearing the
prudence of my
match commended by all my
acquaintance.
"Thus you see, in the affairs of love, I bought the
reputation of
wisdom pretty dear. In other matters I had it somewhat cheaper;
not that
hypocrisy, which was the price I gave for it, gives one
no pain. I have refused myself a thousand little amusements with
a feigned
contempt, while I have really had an
inclination to
them. I have often almost choked myself to
restrain from
laughing at a jest, and (which was perhaps to myself the least
hurtful of all my
hypocrisy) have
heartily enjoyed a book in my
closet which I have
spoken with detestation of in public. To sum
up my history in short, as I had few adventures worth
remembering, my whole life was one
constant lie; and happy would
it have been for me if I could as
thoroughly have imposed on
myself as I did on others: for
reflection" target="_blank" title="n.反射;映象;想法">
reflection, at every turn, would
often
remind me I was not so wise as people thought me; and this
considerably embittered the pleasure I received from the public
commendation of my
wisdom. This self-admonition, like a memento
mori or mortalis es, must be, in my opinion, a very dangerous
enemy to
flattery: indeed, a weight sufficient to counterbalance
all the false praise of the world. But whether it be that the
generality of wise men do not
reflect at all, or whether they
have, from a
constant imposition on others,
contracted such a
habit of
deceit as to
deceive themselves, I will not determine:
it is, I believe, most certain that very few wise men know
themselves what fools they are, more than the world doth. Good
gods! could one but see what passes in the
closet of
wisdom! how
ridiculous a sight must it be to behold the wise man, who
despises gratifying his palate, devouring
custard; the sober wise
man with his dram-bottle; or, the anti-carnalist (if I may be
allowed the expression) chuckling over a b--dy book or picture,
and perhaps caressing his house-maid!
"But to conclude a
character in which I
apprehend I made as
absurd a figure as in any in which I trod the stage of earth, my
wisdom at last but an end to itself, that is, occasioned my
dissolution.
"A relation of mine in the eastern part of the empire
disinherited his son, and left me his heir. This happened in the
depth of winter, when I was in my grand climacteric, and had just
recovered of a dangerous disease. As I had all the reason
imaginable to
apprehend the family of the deceased would conspire
against me, and embezzle as much as they could, I advised with a
grave and wise friend what was proper to be done; whether I
should go myself, or employ a notary on this occasion, and defer
my journey to the spring. To say the truth, I was most inclined
to the latter; the rather as my circumstances were
extremelyflourishing, as I was
advanced in years, and had not one person
in the world to whom I should with pleasure
bequeath any fortune
at my death.
"My friend told me he thought my question admitted of no manner
of doubt or
debate; that common
prudenceabsolutely required my
immediate
departure; adding, that if the same good luck had
happened to him he would have been already on his journey; 'for,'
continued he, 'a man who knows the world so well as you, would be
inexcusable to give persons such an opportunity of cheating you,
who, you must be
assured, will be too well inclined; and as for
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- temper [´tempə] n.韧度 v.锻炼;调和 (初中英语单词)
- beheld [bi´held] behold的过去式(分词) (初中英语单词)
- frequent [´fri:kwənt] a.常见的,频繁的 (初中英语单词)
- absence [´æbsəns] n.不在,缺席;缺乏 (初中英语单词)
- violent [´vaiələnt] a.强暴的;猛烈的 (初中英语单词)
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- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- affection [ə´fekʃən] n.友爱;慈爱 (初中英语单词)
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- conflict [´kɔnflikt, kən´flikt] n.&vi.战斗;抵触 (初中英语单词)
- project [prə´dʒekt, ´prɔdʒekt] v.设计;投掷 n.计划 (初中英语单词)
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- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- virtue [´və:tʃu:] n.美德;贞操;长处 (初中英语单词)
- strongly [´strɔŋli] ad.强烈地;强有力地 (初中英语单词)
- utmost [´ʌtməust] a.最大的 n.极端 (初中英语单词)
- restless [´restləs] a.没有休息的 (初中英语单词)
- scarce [skeəs, skers] a.缺乏的;稀有的 (初中英语单词)
- resolution [,rezə´lu:ʃən] n.决心;坚决;果断 (初中英语单词)
- despair [di´speə] vi.&n.绝望 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- proportion [prə´pɔ:ʃən] n.比率 vt.使成比例 (初中英语单词)
- therefore [´ðeəfɔ:] ad.&conj.因此;所以 (初中英语单词)
- miserable [´mizərəbəl] a.悲惨的;可怜的 (初中英语单词)
- spoken [´spəukən] speak的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- constant [´kɔnstənt] a.坚定的;坚贞的 (初中英语单词)
- thoroughly [´θʌrəli] ad.完全地,彻底地 (初中英语单词)
- reflection [ri´flekʃən] n.反射;映象;想法 (初中英语单词)
- remind [ri´maind] vt.提醒;使记(想)起 (初中英语单词)
- reflect [ri´flekt] v.反射;反响;表达 (初中英语单词)
- deceive [di´si:v] vt.欺骗,欺诈 (初中英语单词)
- closet [´klɔzit] n.橱;私室;盥洗室 (初中英语单词)
- advanced [əd´vɑ:nst] a.先进的;高级的 (初中英语单词)
- debate [di´beit] n.&v.讨论,辩论 (初中英语单词)
- absolutely [´æbsəlu:tli] ad.绝对地;确实 (初中英语单词)
- departure [di´pɑ:tʃə] n.离开,出发 (初中英语单词)
- notwithstanding [,nɔtwiθ´stændiŋ] prep.&conj.虽然;还是 (高中英语单词)
- resentment [ri´zentmənt] n.不满;怨恨;忿恨 (高中英语单词)
- outward [´autwəd] a.外面的 ad.向外 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- indignation [,indig´neiʃən] n.愤慨;气愤 (高中英语单词)
- eminent [´eminənt] a.卓越的;杰出的 (高中英语单词)
- ecstasy [´ekstəsi] n.狂喜;出神,入迷 (高中英语单词)
- restraint [ri´streint] n.抑制;管束;克制 (高中英语单词)
- memorable [´memərəbəl] a.难忘的;重大的 (高中英语单词)
- exquisite [ik´skwizit] a.精巧的;敏锐的 (高中英语单词)
- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
- anguish [´æŋgwiʃ] n.(极度的)痛苦;苦恼 (高中英语单词)
- hitherto [,hiðə´tu:] ad.至今,迄今 (高中英语单词)
- expectation [,ekspek´teiʃən] n.期待(望);预期 (高中英语单词)
- profound [prə´faund] a.深奥的;渊博的 (高中英语单词)
- caution [´kɔ:ʃən] n.&vt.小心;告诫;警告 (高中英语单词)
- cunningly [´kʌniŋli] ad.狡猾地;精巧地 (高中英语单词)
- disdain [dis´dein] vt.&n.藐视,轻视 (高中英语单词)
- gravity [´græviti] n.严肃;严重;重力 (高中英语单词)
- seeing [si:iŋ] see的现在分词 n.视觉 (高中英语单词)
- prudent [´pru:dənt] a.谨慎的;精明的 (高中英语单词)
- heartily [´hɑ:tili] ad.衷心地;亲切地 (高中英语单词)
- continually [kən´tinjuəli] ad.不断地,频繁地 (高中英语单词)
- hearing [´hiəriŋ] n.听力;听证会;审讯 (高中英语单词)
- contempt [kən´tempt] n.轻蔑;受辱;不顾 (高中英语单词)
- inclination [,inkli´neiʃən] n.倾斜;爱好;天资 (高中英语单词)
- restrain [ri´strein] vt.抑制;管束;限制 (高中英语单词)
- amidst [ə´midst] prep.=amid (英语四级单词)
- fiddle [´fidl] n.小提琴 v.拉提琴 (英语四级单词)
- infancy [´infənsi] n.婴儿期;初期 (英语四级单词)
- warrant [´wɔrənt] n.根据;委任书;权利 (英语四级单词)
- universally [,ju:ni´və:səli] ad.普遍地 (英语四级单词)
- happening [´hæpəniŋ] n.事件,偶然发生的事 (英语四级单词)
- lastly [´lɑ:stli] ad.最后,终于 (英语四级单词)
- intimacy [´intiməsi] n.亲密;熟悉;秘密 (英语四级单词)
- consistent [kən´sistənt] a.一致的;始终如一的 (英语四级单词)
- modesty [´mɔdisti] n.谨慎;端庄;羞怯 (英语四级单词)
- apprehend [,æpri´hend] vt.理解;忧虑;逮捕 (英语四级单词)
- grievous [´gri:vəs] a.痛苦的;严重的 (英语四级单词)
- resolved [ri´zɔlvd] a.决心的;坚定的 (英语四级单词)
- reputation [repju´teiʃən] n.名誉;名声;信誉 (英语四级单词)
- naples [´neiplz] n.那不勒斯 (英语四级单词)
- willingly [´wiliŋli] ad.情愿地,乐意地 (英语四级单词)
- tedious [´ti:diəs] a.冗长的;乏味的 (英语四级单词)
- cavalier [,kævə´liə] n.骑士;勋章获得者 (英语四级单词)
- discretion [di´skreʃən] n.谨慎;判断(力) (英语四级单词)
- habitation [,hæbi´teiʃən] n.居住;住所 (英语四级单词)
- prudence [´pru:dəns] n.谨慎;慎重;节俭 (英语四级单词)
- flattery [´flætəri] n.奉承;谄媚的举动 (英语四级单词)
- deceit [di´si:t] n.欺骗 (英语四级单词)
- bequeath [bi´kwi:ð] vt.遗赠;传下 (英语四级单词)
- inwardly [´inwədli] ad.内向;独自地 (英语六级单词)
- distemper [di´stempə] n.犬热病;色粉颜料 (英语六级单词)
- solemnity [sə´lemniti] n.庄严;(隆重的)仪式 (英语六级单词)
- involuntary [in´vɔləntəri] a.无意识的;非自愿的 (英语六级单词)
- genteel [dʒen´ti:l] a.有教养的;文雅的 (英语六级单词)
- privately [´praivitli] ad.秘密,一个人 (英语六级单词)
- sleepless [´sli:pləs] a.失眠的;寂静的 (英语六级单词)
- effectually [i´fektjuəli] ad.有效地 (英语六级单词)
- decency [´di:sənsi] n.正派;体面 (英语六级单词)
- hypocrisy [hi´pɔkrisi] n.伪善 (英语六级单词)
- contracted [kən´træktid] a.收缩了的;缩略的 (英语六级单词)
- custard [´kʌstəd] n.乳蛋糕 (英语六级单词)
- assured [ə´ʃuəd] a.确实的 n.被保险人 (英语六级单词)