At any rate we loved, and one evening in the shelter of the
solemn walls of the great Coliseum at Rome, which at that hour
were shut to all except ourselves, we confessed our love. I
really think we must have chosen the spot by tacit but mutual
consent because we felt it to be
fitting. It was so old, so
impregnated with every human experience, from the direst crime of
the
tyrant who thought himself a god, to the sublimest sacrifice
of the
martyr who already was half a god; with every vice and
virtue also which lies between these extremes, that it seemed to
be the most
fitting altar
whereon to offer our hearts and all
that caused them to beat, each to the other.
So Natalie and I were betrothed within a month of our first
meeting. Within three we were married, for what was there to
prevent or delay? Naturally Sir Alfred was
delighted,
seeing that
he possessed but small private resources and I was able to make
ample
provision for his daughter who had
hitherto shown herself
somewhat difficult in this business of matrimony and now was
bordering on her twenty-seventh year. Everybody was
delighted,
everything went
smoothly as a
sledge sliding down a slope of
frozen snow and the mists of time hid
whatever might be at the
end of that slope. Probably a plain; at the worst the
upward rise
of ordinary life.
That is what we thought, if we thought at all. Certainly we
never dreamed of a
precipice. Why should we, who were young, by
comparison, quite
healthy and very rich? Who thinks of
precipices
under such circumstances, when
disaster seems to be eliminated
and death is yet a long way off?
And yet we ought to have done so, because we should have known
that smooth surfaces without
impediment to the runners often end
in something of the kind.
I am bound to say that when we returned home to Fulcombe, where
of course we met with a great
reception, including the ringing
(out of tune) of the new peal of bells that I had given to the
church, Bastin made haste to point this out.
"Your wife seems a very nice and beautiful lady, Arbuthnot," he
reflected aloud after dinner, when Mrs. Bastin, glowering as
usual, though what at I do not know, had been escorted from the
room by Natalie, "and really, when I come to think of it, you are
an
unusuallyfortunate person. You possess a great deal of money,
much more than you have any right to; which you seem to have done
very little to earn and do not spend quite as I should like you
to do, and this nice property, that ought to be owned by a great
number of people, as, according to the views you express, I
should have thought you would
acknowledge, and everything else
that a man can want. It is very strange that you should be so
favoured and not because of any particular merits of your own
which one can see. However, I have no doubt it will all come even
in the end and you will get your share of troubles, like others.
Perhaps Mrs. Arbuthnot will have no children as there is so much
for them to take. Or perhaps you will lose all your money and
have to work for your living, which might be good for you. Or,"
he added, still thinking aloud after his fashion, "perhaps she
will die young--she has that kind of face, although, of course, I
hope she won't," he added, waking up.
I do not know why, but his wandering words struck me cold; the
proverbial
funeral bell at the marriage feast was nothing to
them. I suppose it was because in a flash of intuition I knew
that they would come true and that he was an appointed Cassandra.
Perhaps this
uncanny knowledge
overcame my natural
indignation at
such super-gaucherie of which no one but Bastin could have been
capable, and even prevented me from replying at all, so that I
merely sat still and looked at him.
But Bickley did reply with some vigour.
"Forgive me for
saying so, Bastin," he said, bristling all over
as it were, "but your remarks, which may or may not be in
accordance with the principles of your religion, seem to me to be
in singularly bad taste. They would have turned the stomachs of a
gathering of early Christians, who appear to have been the worst
mannered people in the world, and at any
decentheathen feast
your neck would have been wrung as that of a bird of ill omen."
"Why?" asked Bastin blankly. "I only said what I thought to be
the truth. The truth is better than what you call good taste."
"Then I will say what I think also to be the truth," replied