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--while you are still half awake."



"It won't do," said Graham. "Suppose it is as

you say--why am I not being crammed night and



day with facts and warnings and all the wisdom of the

time to fit me for my responsibilities? Am I any



wiser now than two days ago, if it is two days, when I

awoke?"



Howard pulled his lip.

"I am beginning to feel--every hour I feel more



clearly--a sense of complexconcealment of which

you are the salient point. Is this Council, or committee,



or whatever they are, cooking the accounts of

my estate? Is that it? "



"That note of suspicion--" said Howard.

" Ugh!" said Graham. "Now, mark my words, it



will be ill for those who have put me here. It will be

ill. I am alive. Make no doubt of it, I am alive.



Every day my pulse is stronger and my mind clearer

and more vigorous. No more quiescence. I am a



man come back to life. And I want to __live---__"

"__Live!__"



Howard's face lit with an idea. He came towards

Graham and spoke in an easy confidential tone.



"The Council secludes you here for your good.

You are restless. Naturally--an energetic man!



You find it dull here. But we are anxious that everything

you may desire--every desire--every sort of



desire . . . There may be something. Is there

any sort of company? "



He paused meaningly.

" Yes," said Graham thoughtfully. " There is."



"Ah! __Now!__ We have treated you neglectfully."

"The crowds in yonder streets of yours."



"That," said Howard, "I am afraid--. But--"

Graham began pacing the room. Howard stood



near the door watching him. The implication of Howard's

suggestion was only half evident to Graham



Company? Suppose he were to accept the proposal,

demand some sort of __company__? Would there be any



possibilities of gathering from the conversation o?this

additional person some vague inkling of the struggle



that had broken out so vividly at his waking moment?

He meditated again, and the suggestion took colour.



He turned on Howard abruptly.

"What do you mean by company? "



Howard raised his eyes and shrugged his shoulders.

"Human beings," he said, with a curious smile on his



heavy face.

"Our social ideas," he said, "have a certain increased



liberality, perhaps, in comparison with your

times. If a man wishes to relieve such a tedium as



this--by feminine society, for instance. We think it

no scandal. We have cleared our minds of formulae.



There is in our city a class, a necessary class, no longer

despised--discreet--"



Graham stopped dead.

"It would pass the time," said Howard. "It is a



thing I should perhaps have thought of before, but,

as a matter of fact, so much is happening--"



He indicated the exterior world.

Graham hesitated. For a moment the figure of a



possible woman that his imagination suddenly created

dominated his mind with an intenseattraction. Then



he flashed into anger.

"No I" he shouted.



He began striding rapidly up and down the room.

"Everything you say, everything you do, convinces



me--of some great issue in which I am concerned.

I do not want to pass the time, as you call it. Yes, I



know. Desire and indulgence are life in a sense--

and Death! Extinction! In my life before I slept



I had worked out that pitiful question. I will not

begin again. There is a city, a multitude--. And






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