But at moments such as these something has to be done. The man
who doesn't like it, let him
dislike it ever so much, Cannot
check his horse and simply ride back to the
hunting stables. He
understands that were he to do that, he must throw up his cap at
once and
resign. Nor can he trot easily along the roads with the
fat old country gentleman who is out on his rough cob, and who,
looking up to the wind and remembering the position of adjacent
coverts, will give a good guess as to the direction in which the
field will move. No; he must make an effort. The time of his
penance has come, and the
penance must be borne. There is a spark
of pluck about him, though
unfortunately he has brought it to
bear in a wrong direction. The blood still runs at his heart, and
he resolves that he will ride, if only he could tell which way.
The stout gentleman on the cob has taken the road to the left
with a few
companions; but our friend knows that the stout
gentleman has a little game of his own which will not be suitable
for one who intends to ride. Then the crowd in front has divided
itself. Those to the right rush down a hill towards a brook with
a ford. One or two, men whom he hates with an
intensity of
envy, have jumped the brook, and have settled to their work.
Twenty or thirty others are hustling themselves through the
water. The time for a
judicious start on that side is already
gone. But others, a crowd of others, are facing the big ploughed
field immediately before them. That is the straightest riding,
and with them he goes. Why has the scent lain so hot over the up-
turned heavy ground? Why do they go so fast at this the very
first blush of the morning ? Fortune is always against him, and
the horse is pulling him through the mud as though the brute
meant to drag his arm out of the
socket. At the first fence, as
he is steadying himself, a
butcher passes him
roughly in the jump
and nearly takes away the side of his top boot. He is knocked
half out of his
saddle, and in that condition scrambles through.
When he has regained his
equilibrium he sees the happy
butchergoing into the field beyond. He means to curse the
butcher when
he catches him, but the
butcher is safe. A field and a half
before him he still sees the tail hounds, and renews his effort.
He has meant to like it to-day, and he will. So he rides at the
next fence
boldly, where the
butcher has left his mark, and does
it pretty well, with a slight struggle. Why is it that he can
never get over a ditch without some struggle in his
saddle, some
scramble with his horse? Why does he curse the poor animal so
constantly, unless it be that he cannot catch the
butcher? Now
he rushes at a gate which others have opened for him, but rushes
too late and catches his leg. Mad with pain, he nearly gives it
up, but the spark of pluck is still there, and with throbbing
knee he perseveres. How he hates it! It is all detestable now. He
cannot hold his horse because of his gloves, and he cannot get
them off. The
sympathetic beast knows that his master is
unhappy,
and makes himself
unhappy and troublesome in
consequence. Our
friend is still going, riding wildly, but still keeping a grain
of
caution for his fences. He has not been down yet, but has
barely saved himself more than once. The ploughs are very deep,
and his horse, though still boring at him, pants heavily. Oh,
that there might come a check, or that the brute of a fox might
happily go to ground ! But no! The ruck of the hunt is far away
from him in front, and the game is
runningsteadily straight for
some well known though still distant
protection. But the man who
doesn't like it still sees a red coat before him, and perseveres
in chasing the wearer of it. The
solitary red coat becomes
distant, and still more distant from him, but he goes on while he
can yet keep the line in which that red coat has
ridden. He must
hurry himself, however, or he will be lost to
humanity, and will
be alone. He must hurry himself, but his horse now desires to
hurry no more. So he puts his spurs to the brute
savagely, and
then at some little fence, some
ignoble ditch, they come down
together in the mud, and the question of any further effort is
saved for the rider. When he arises the red coat is out of sight,
and his own horse is half across the field before him. In such a
position, is it possible that a man should like it ?
About four o'clock in the afternoon, when the other men are
coming in, he turns up at the
hunting stables, and nobody asks
him any questions. He may have been doing fairly well for what
anybody knows, and, as he says nothing of himself, his disgrace
is at any rate
hidden. Why should he tell that he had been nearly
an hour on foot
trying to catch his horse, that he had sat