"Onterkoff," said the captain, and for several seconds he looked at
Pierre with his laughing eyes. "The Germans are awful fools, aren't they, M.
Pierre?" he concluded.
"Well, another bottle of this Moscow claret, eh? Morel, warm us another
bottle!" the captain shouted gaily.
Morel brought candles and a bottle of wine. The captain looked at Pierre in
the candle-light, and was obviously struck by the troubled face of his
companion. With genuine regret and sympathy in his face, Ramballe approached
Pierre, and bent over him.
"Eh, we are sad!" he said, touching Pierre on the hand. "Can I have hurt you?
No, really, have you anything against me?" he questioned. "Perhaps it is owing
to the situation of affairs?"
Pierre made no reply, but looked cordially into the Frenchman's eyes. This
expression of sympathy was pleasant to him.
"My word of honour, to say nothing of what I owe you, I have a liking for
you. Can I do anything for you? Dispose of me. It is for life and death. With my
hand and my heart, I say so," he said, slapping himself on the chest.
"Thank you," said Pierre. The captain gazed at Pierre as he had gazed at him
when he learnt the German for "refuge," and his face suddenly brightened.
"Ah, in that case, I drink to our friendship," he cried gaily, pouring out
two glasses of wine.
Pierre took the glass and emptied it. Ramballe emptied his, pressed Pierre's
hand once more, and leaned his elbow on the table in a pose of pensive
melancholy.
"Yes, my dear friend, such are the freaks of fortune," he began. "Who would
have said I should be a soldier and captain of dragoons in the service of
Bonaparte, as we used to call him. And yet here I am at Moscow with him. I must
tell you, my dear fellow," he continued in the mournful and measured voice of a
man who intends to tell a long story, "our name is one of the most ancient in
France."
And with the easy and naïve unreserve of a Frenchman, the captain told Pierre
the history of his forefathers, his childhood, boyhood, and manhood, and all his
relations, his fortunes, and domestic affairs. "Ma pauvre mère," took, of
course, a prominent part in this recital.
"But all that is only the setting of life; the real thing is love. Love! Eh,
M. Pierre?" he said, warming up. "Another glass."
Pierre again emptied his glass, and filled himself a third.
"O women! women!" and the captain, gazing with moist eyes at Pierre, began
talking of love and his adventures with the fair sex. They were very numerous,
as might readily be believed, judging from the officer's conceited, handsome
face and the eager enthusiasm with which he talked of women. Although all
Ramballe's accounts of his love affairs were characterised by that peculiar
nastiness in which the French find the unique charm and poetry of love, the
captain told his stories with such genuine conviction that he was the only man
who had tasted and known all the sweets of love, and he described the women he
had known in such an alluring fashion that Pierre listened to him with
curiosity.
It was evident that l'amour the Frenchman was so fond of was neither
that low and simple kind of love Pierre had at one time felt for his wife, nor
the romantic love, exaggerated by himself, that he felt for Natasha. For both
those kinds of love Ramballe had an equal contempt-one was l'amour des
charretiers, the other l'amour des nigauds. L'amour for which the
Frenchman had a weakness consisted principally in an unnatural relation to the
woman, and in combinations of monstrous circumstances which lent the chief charm
to the feeling.
Thus the captain related the touching history of his love for a fascinating
marquise of five-and-thirty, and at the same time for a charming, innocent child
of seventeen, the daughter of the fascinating marquise. The conflict of
generosity between mother and daughter, ending in the mother sacrificing herself
and offering her daughter in marriage to her lover, even now, though it was a
memory in the remote past, moved the captain deeply. Then he related an episode
in which the husband played the part of the lover, and he-the lover-the part of
the husband, and several comic episodes among his reminiscences of Germany,
where Unterkunft means asile, where the husbands eat cabbage soup,
and where the young girls are too flaxen-haired.
The last episode was one in Poland, still fresh in the captain's memory, and
described by him with rapid gestures and a glowing face. The story was that he
had saved the life of a Pole-the episode of saving life was continually cropping
up in the captain's anecdotes-and that Pole had intrusted to his care his
bewitching wife, a Parisian in heart, while he himself entered the French
service. The captain had been happy, the bewitching Polish lady had wanted to
elope with him; but moved by a magnanimous impulse, the captain had restored the
wife to the husband with the words: "I saved your life, and I save your
honour."
As he repeated these words, the captain wiped his eyes and shook himself, as
though to shake off the weakness that overcame him at this touching
recollection.
As men often do at a late hour at night, and under the influence of wine,
Pierre listened to the captain's stories, and while he followed and understood
all he told him, he was also following a train of personal reminiscences which
had for some reason risen to his imagination. As he listened to those love
affairs, his own love for Natasha suddenly came into his mind, and going over
all the pictures of that love in his imagination, he mentally compared them with
Ramballe's stories. As he heard the account of the conflict between love and
duty, Pierre saw before him every detail of the meeting with the object of his
love at the Suharev Tower. That meeting had not at the time made much impression
on him; he had not once thought of it since. But now it seemed to him that there
was something very significant and romantic in that meeting.
"Pyotr Kirillitch, come here, I recognise you"; he could hear her words now,
could see her eyes, her smile, her travelling cap, and the curl peeping out
below it … and he felt that there was something moving, touching in all
that.
When he had finished his tale about the bewitching Polish lady, the captain
turned to Pierre with the inquiry whether he had had any similar experience of
self-sacrifice for love and envy of a lawful husband.
Pierre, roused by this question, lifted his head and felt an irresistible
impulse to give expression to the ideas in his mind. He began to explain that he
looked upon love for woman somewhat differently. He said he had all his life
long loved one woman, and still loved her, and that that woman could never be
his.
"Tiens!" said the captain.
Then Pierre explained that he had loved this woman from his earliest youth,
but had not dared to think of her because she was too young, and he had been an
illegitimate son, with no name of his own. Then when he had received a name and
wealth, he had not dared think of her because he loved her too much, because he
set her too high above all the world, and so even more above himself. On
reaching this point, Pierre asked the captain, did he understand that.
The captain made a gesture expressing that whether he understood it or not,
he begged him to proceed.
"Platonic love; moonshine…" he muttered. The wine he had drunk, or an impulse
of frankness, or the thought that this man did not know and never would know,
any of the persons concerned in his story, or all together loosened Pierre's
tongue. With faltering lips and with a faraway look in his moist eye, he told
all his story; his marriage and the story of Natasha's love for his dearest
friend and her betrayal of him, and all his own simple relations with her. In
response to questions from Ramballe, he told him, too, what he had at first
concealed-his position in society-and even disclosed his name.
What impressed the captain more than anything else in Pierre's story was the
fact that Pierre was very wealthy, that he had two palatial houses in Moscow,
and that he had abandoned everything, and yet had not left Moscow, but was
staying in the town concealing his name and station.
Late in the night they went out together into the street. The night was warm
and clear. On the left there was the glow of the first fire that broke out in
Moscow, in Petrovka. On the right a young crescent moon stood high in the sky,
and in the opposite quarter of the heavens hung the brilliant comet which was
connected in Pierre's heart with his love. At the gates of the yard stood
Gerasim, the cook, and two Frenchmen. Pierre could hear their laughter and talk,
incomprehensible to one another. They were looking at the glow of the fire
burning in the town.
There was nothing alarming in a small remote fire in the immense city.
Gazing at the lofty, starlit sky, at the moon, at the comet and the glow of
the fire, Pierre felt a thrill of joyous and tender emotion. "How fair it all
is! what more does one want?" he thought. And all at once, when he recalled his
design, his head seemed going round; he felt so giddy that he leaned against the
fence so as not to fall.
Without taking leave of his new friend, Pierre left the gate with unsteady
steps, and going back to his room lay down on the sofa and at once fell
asleep.