As he started out into the Maze, Haw looked back to where he had come from
and felt its comfort. He could feel himself being drawn back into familiar
territory-even though he hadn't found Cheese here for some time.
Haw became more anxious and wondered if he really wanted to go out into
the Maze. He wrote a
saying on the wall ahead of him and stared at it for
some time:
He thought about it.
He knew sometimes some fear can be good.
When you are afraid things are going to get worse if you don't do something, it
can
prompt you into action. But it is not good when you are so afraid that it
keeps you from doing anything.
He looked to his right, to the part of the Maze where he had never been, and
felt the fear.
Then, he took a deep breath, turned right into the Maze, and jogged slowly,
into the unknown.
As he tried to find his way. Haw worried, at first, that he might have waited too
long in Cheese Station C. He hadn't had any Cheese for so long that he was
now weak. It took him longer and it was more
painful than usual to get
through the Maze.
He
decided that if he ever got the chance again, he would get out of his
comfort zone and adapt to change sooner. It would make things easier.
Then, Haw smiled a weak smile as he thought, "Better late than never."
During the next several days, Haw found a little Cheese here and there, but
nothing that lasted very long. He had hoped to find enough Cheese to take
some back to Hem and encourage him to come out into the Maze.
But Haw didn't feel
confident enough yet. He had to admit he found it
confusing in the Maze.
Things seemed to have changed since the last time he was out here.
Just when he thought he was getting ahead, he would get lost in the
corridors.
It seemed his progress was two steps forward and one step backward. It was
a challenge, but he had to admit that being back in the Maze,
hunting for
Cheese, wasn't nearly as bad as he feared it might be.
As time went on he began to wonder if it was realistic for him to expect to find
New Cheese. He wondered if he had
bitten off more than he could chew.
Then he laughed, realizing that he had nothing to chew on at that moment.
Whenever he started to get discouraged, he reminded himself that what he
was doing, as
uncomfortable as it was at the moment, was in reality much
better than staying in the Cheeseless situation. He was
taking control, rather
than simply letting things happen to him.
Then he reminded himself, if Sniff and Scurry could move on, so could he!
Later, as Haw looked back on things, he realized that the Cheese at Cheese
Station C had not just disappeared
overnight, as he had once believed.
The amount of Cheese that had been there toward the end had been getting
smaller, and what was left had grown old. It didn't taste as good.
Mold may even have begun to grow on the Old Cheese, although he hadn't
noticed it. He had to admit however, that if he had wanted to, he probably
could have seen what was coming. But he didn't.
Haw now realized that the change probably would not have taken him by
surprise if he had been watching what was
happening all along and if he had
anticipated change. Maybe that's what Sniff and Scurry had been doing.
He
decided he would stay more alert from now on. He would expect change
to happen and look for it. He would trust his basic instincts to sense when
change was going to occur and be ready to adapt to it.
He stopped for a rest and wrote on the wall of the Maze:
Sometime later, after not
finding Cheese for what seemed like a long time,
Haw finally came across a huge Cheese Station, which looked promising.
When he went inside, however, he was most disappointed to discover that the
Cheese Station was empty.
"This empty feeling has happened to me too often," he thought. He felt like
giving up. Haw was losing his physical strength. He knew he was lost and was
afraid he would not survive.
He thought about turning around and heading back to Cheese Station C. At
least, if he made it back, and Hem was still there, Haw wouldn't be alone.
Then he asked himself the same question again, "What would I do if I weren't
afraid?"
Haw thought he was past his fear, but he was afraid more ofren than he liked
to admit, even to himself. He wasn't always sure what he was afraid of, but, in
his weakened condition, he knew now he was simply fearful of going on
alone. Haw didn't know it, but he was running behind because he was still
weighed down by fearful beliefs.
Haw wondered if Hem had moved on, or if he was still paralyzed by his own
fears. Then, Haw remembered the times when he had felt his best in the
Maze. It was when he was moving along.
He wrote on the wall, knowing it was as much a
reminder to himself as it was
a marking for his friend Hem,
hopefully, to follow:
Haw looked down the dark
passageway and was aware of his fear. What lay
ahead? Was it empty?
Or worse, were there dangers lurking? He began to imagine all kinds of
frightening things that could happen to him. He was scaring himself to death.
Then he laughed at himself. He realized his fears were making things worse.
So he did what he would do if he weren't afraid. He moved in a new direction.
As he started running down the dark
corridor he began to smile. Haw didn't
realize it yet, but he was discovering what
nourished his soul. He was letting
go and
trusting what lay ahead for him, even though he did not know exactly
what it was.
To his surprise, Haw started to enjoy himself more and more. "Why do I feel
so good?" he wondered. "I don't have any Cheese and I don't know where I
am going."
Before long, he knew why he felt good.
He stopped to write again on the wall:
Haw realized he had been held captive by his own fear. Moving in a new
direction had freed him. Now he felt the cool breeze that was blowing in
this part of the Maze and it was
refreshing. He took in some deep breaths
and felt invigorated by the movement. Once he had
gotten past his fear, it
turned out to be more enjoyable than he once believed it could be.
Haw hadn't felt this way for a long time. He had almost for
gotten how much
fun it was to go for it.
To make things even better. Haw started to paint a picture in his mind again.
He saw himself in great realistic detail, sitting in the middle of a pile of all his
favorite cheeses-from Cheddar to Brie!
He saw himself eating the many cheeses he liked, and he enjoyed what he
saw. Then he imagined how much he would enjoy all their great tastes.
The more clearly he saw the image of himself enjoying New Cheese, the
more real and believable it became. He could sense that he was going to
find it.
He wrote:
Haw kept thinking about what he could gain instead of what he was losing.
He wondered why he had always thought that a change would lead to
something worse. Now he realized that change could lead to something
better.
"Why didn't I see this before?" he asked himself.
Then he raced through the Maze with greater strength and agility. Before
long he spotted a Cheese Station and became excited as he noticed little
pieces of New Cheese near the entrance.
They were types of Cheese he had never seen before, but they looked great.
He tried them and found that they were delicious. He ate most of the New
Cheese bits that were available and put a few in his pocket to have later and
perhaps share with Hem. He began to
regain his strength.
He entered the Cheese Station with great excitement. But, to his dismay, he
found it was empty. Someone had already been there and had left only the
few bits of New Cheese.
He realized that if he had moved sooner, he would very likely have found a
good deal of New Cheese here.
Haw
decided to go back and see if Hem was ready to join him.
As he retraced his steps, he stopped and wrote on the wall:
After a while Haw made his way back to Cheese Station C and found Hem.
He offered Hem bits of New Cheese, but was turned down.
Hem appreciated his friend's gesture but said, "I don't think I would like New
Cheese. It's not what I'm used to. I want my own Cheese back and I'm not
going to change until I get what I want."
Haw just shook his head in disappointment and
reluctantly went back out on
his own. As he returned to the
farthest point he had reached in the Maze, he
missed his friend, but realized he liked what he was discovering. Even before
he found what he hoped would be a great supply of New Cheese, if ever, he
knew that what made him happy wasn't just having Cheese.
He was happy when he wasn't being run by his fear. He liked what he was
doing now. Knowing this. Haw didn't feel as weak as he did when he stayed in
Cheese Station C with no Cheese. Just realizing he was not letting his fear
stop him, and knowing that he had taken a new direction,
nourished him and
gave him strength.
Now he felt that it was just a question of time before he found what he
needed. In fact, he sensed he had already found what he was looking for.
He smiled as he realized:
Haw realized again, as he had once before, that what you are afraid of is
never as bad as what you imagine. The fear you let build up in your mind is
worse than the situation that actually exists.
He'd been so afraid of never
finding New Cheese that he didn't even want to
start looking.
But since starting his journey, he had found enough Cheese in the
corridors to
keep him going. Now he looked forward to
finding more. Just looking ahead
was becoming exciting.
His old thinking had been clouded by his worries and fears. He used to think
about not having enough Cheese, or not having it last as long as he wanted.
He used to think more about what could go wrong than what could go right.
But that had changed in the days since he had left Cheese Station C.
He used to believe that Cheese should never be moved and that change
wasn't right.
Now he realized it was natural for change to
continually occur, whether you
expect it or not.
Change could surprise you only if you didn't expect it and weren't looking for
it.
When he realized he had changed his beliefs, he paused to write on the wall:
Haw hadn't found any Cheese yet, but as he ran through the Maze, he
thought about what he had already
learned.
Haw now realized that his new beliefs were encouraging new
behaviors. He
was behaving
differently than when he kept returning to the same cheeseless
station.
He knew that when you change what you believe, you change what you do.
You can believe that a change will harm you and resist it. Or you can believe
that
finding New Cheese will help you and embrace the change.
It all depends on what you choose to believe.
He wrote on the wall:
Haw knew he would be in better shape now if he had dealt with the change
much sooner and left Cheese Station C earlier. He would feel stronger in
body and spirit and he could have coped better with the challenge of
findingNew Cheese. In fact, he probably would have found it by now if he had
expected change, rather than
wasting time denying that the change had
already taken place.
He used his imagination again and saw himself
finding and savoring New
Cheese. He
decided to proceed into the more unknown parts of the Maze,
and found little bits of Cheese here and there. Haw began to
regain his
strength and confidence.
As he thought back on where he had come from. Haw was glad he had
written on the wall in many places. He trusted that it would serve as a
marked trail for Hem to follow through the Maze, if he ever chose to leave
Cheese Station C.
Haw just hoped he was heading in the right direction. He thought about the
possibility that Hem would read The Handwriting On The Wall and find his
way.
He wrote on the wall what he had been thinking about for some time:
By now, Haw had let go of the past and was adapting to the present.
He continued on through the Maze with greater strength and speed. And
before long, it happened. When it seemed like he had been in the Maze
forever, his journey-or at least this part of his journey-ended quickly and
happily.
Haw proceeded along a
corridor that was new to him, rounded a corner, and
found New Cheese at Cheese Station N!
When he went inside, he was startled by what he saw. Piled high everywhere
was the greatest supply of Cheese he had ever seen. He didn't recognize all
that he saw, as some kinds of Cheese were new to him.
Then he wondered for a moment whether it was real or just his imagination,
until he saw his old friends Sniff and Scurry.
Sniff welcomed Haw with a nod of his head, and Scurry waved his paw. Their
fat little bellies showed that they had been here for some time.
Haw quickly said his hellos and soon took bites of every one of his favorite
Cheeses. He pulled off his shoes, tied the laces together, and hung them
around his neck in case he needed them again.
Sniff and Scurry laughed. They nodded their heads in admiration. Then Haw
jumped into the New Cheese. When he had eaten his fill, he lifted a piece of
fresh Cheese and made a toast. "Hooray for Change!"
As Haw enjoyed the New Cheese, he reflected on what he had
learned.
He realized that when he had been afraid to change he had been
holding on
to the
illusion of Old Cheese that was no longer there.
So what was it that made him change? Was it the fear of starving to death?
Haw smiled as he thought it certainly helped.
Then he laughed and realized that he had started to change as soon as he
had
learned to laugh at himself and at what he had been doing wrong. He
realized the fastest way to change is to laugh at your own folly-then you can
let go and quickly move on.
He knew he had
learned something useful about moving on from his mice
friends, Sniff and Scurry.
They kept life simple. They didn't overanalyze or overcomplicate things. When
the situation changed and the Cheese had been moved, they changed and
moved with the Cheese. He would remember that.
Haw had also used his wonderful brain to do what Little people do better than
mice.
He envisioned himself-in realistic detail-
finding something better-much
better.
He reflected on the mistakes he had made in the past and used them to plan
for his future. He knew that you could learn to deal with change.
You could be more aware of the need to keep things simple, be
flexible, and
move quickly.
You did not need to overcomplicate matters or confuse yourself with fearful
beliefs.
You could notice when the little changes began so that you would be better
prepared for the big change that might be coming.
He knew he needed to adapt faster, for if you do not adapt in time, you might
as well not adapt at all.
He had to admit that the biggest inhibitor to change lies within yourself, and
that nothing gets better until you. change.
Perhaps most importantly, he realized that there is always New Cheese out
there whether you recognize it at the time, or not. And that you are rewarded
with it when you go past your fear and enjoy the adventure.
He knew some fear should be respected, as it can keep you out of real
danger. But he realized most of his fears were irrational and had kept him
from changing when he needed to.
He didn't like it at the time, but he knew that the change had turned out to be a
blessing in disguise as it led him to find better Cheese.
He had even found a better part of himself.
As Haw recalled what he had
learned, he thought about his friend Hem. He
wondered if Hem had read any of the
sayings Haw had written on the wall at
Cheese Station C and throughout the Maze.
Had Hem ever
decided to let go and move on?
Had he ever entered the Maze and discovered what could make his life
better?
Or was Hem still hemmed in because he would not change?
Haw thought about going back again to Cheese Station C to see if he could
find Hem-assuming that Haw could find his way back there. If he found Hem,
he thought he might be able to show him how to get out of his predicament.
But Haw realized that he had already tried to get his friend to change.
Hem had to find his own way, beyond his comforts and past his fears. No one
else could do it for him, or talk him into it. He somehow had to see the
advantage of changing himself.
Haw knew he had left a trail for Hem and that he could find his way, if he
could just read The Handwriting On The Wall.
He went over and wrote down a
summary of what he had
learned on the
largest wall of Cheese Station N. He drew a large piece of cheese around
all the insights he had become aware of, and smiled as he looked at what he
had
learned:
Haw realized how far he had come since he had been with Hem in Cheese
Station C, but knew it would be easy for him to slip back if he got too
comfortable. So, each day he inspected Cheese Station N to see what the
condition of his Cheese was. He was going to do whatever he could to avoid
being surprised by
unexpected change.
While Haw still had a great supply of Cheese, he often went out into the Maze
and explored new areas to stay in touch with what was
happening around
him. He knew it was safer to be aware of his real choices than to isolate
himself in his comfort zone.
Then, Haw heard what he thought was the sound of movement out in the
Maze. As the noise grew louder, he realized that someone was coming.
Could it be that Hem was arriving? Was he about to turn the corner?
Haw said a little prayer and hoped-as he had many times before-that
maybe, at last, his friend was finally able to ...
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