but the ride had been so
thorough a success, and she declared
herself so much the better in
consequence, that he was informed
of it with full reliance on his consent that she should go riding again.
On the
contrary Lydgate was more than hurt--he was utterly
confounded that she had risked herself on a strange horse without
referring the matter to his wish. After the first almost
thundering exclamations of
astonishment, which sufficiently
warned Rosamond of what was coming, he was silent for some moments.
"However, you have come back safely," he said, at last, in a
decisive tone. "You will not go again, Rosy; that is understood.
If it were the quietest, most familiar horse in the world,
there would always be the chance of accident. And you know very
well that I wished you to give up riding the roan on that account."
"But there is the chance of accident
indoors, Tertius."
"My
darling, don't talk nonsense," said Lydgate, in an imploring tone;
"surely I am the person to judge for you. I think it is enough
that I say you are not to go again."
Rosamond was arranging her hair before dinner, and the reflection
of her head in the glass showed no change in its
loveliness except
a little turning aside of the long neck. Lydgate had been moving
about with his hands in his pockets, and now paused near her,
as if he awaited some assurance.
"I wish you would
fasten up my plaits, dear," said Rosamond, letting her
arms fall with a little sigh, so as to make a husband
ashamed of standing
there like a brute. Lydgate had often
fastened the plaits before,
being among the deftest of men with his large
finely formed fingers.
He swept up the soft festoons of plaits and
fastened in the tall
comb (to such uses do men come!); and what could he do then but kiss
the
exquisite nape which was shown in all its
delicate curves?
But when we do what we have done before, it is often with a difference.
Lydgate was still angry, and had not forgotten his point.
"I shall tell the Captain that he ought to have known better than
offer you his horse," he said, as he moved away.
"I beg you will not do anything of the kind, Tertius," said Rosamond,
looking at him with something more marked than usual in her speech.
"It will be treating me as if I were a child. Promise that you will
leave the subject to me."
There did seem to be some truth in her
objection. Lydgate said,
"Very well," with a surly
obedience, and thus the
discussion ended
with his
promising Rosamond, and not with her
promising him.
In fact, she had been determined not to promise. Rosamond had
that
victoriousobstinacy which never wastes its
energy in
impetuous
resistance. What she liked to do was to her the right thing,
and all her cleverness was directed to getting the means of doing it.
She meant to go out riding again on the gray, and she did go on
the next opportunity of her husband's
absence, not intending that
he should know until it was late enough not to
signify to her.
The
temptation was certainly great: she was very fond of the exercise,
and the
gratification of riding on a fine horse, with Captain Lydgate,
Sir Godwin's son, on another fine horse by her side, and of being met
in this position by any one but her husband, was something as good as
her dreams before marriage:
moreover she was riveting the connection
with the family at Quallingham, which must be a wise thing to do.
But the gentle gray, unprepared for the crash of a tree that was
being felled on the edge of Halsell wood, took
fright, and caused
a worse
fright to Rosamond, leading finally to the loss of her baby.
Lydgate could not show his anger towards her, but he was rather
bearish to the Captain, whose visit naturally soon came to an end.
In all future conversations on the subject, Rosamond was mildly
certain that the ride had made no difference, and that if she had
stayed at home the same symptoms would have come on and would have
ended in the same way, because she had felt something like them before.
Lydgate could only say, "Poor, poor
darling!"--but he
secretly wondered
over the terrible tenacity of this mild creature. There was gathering
within him an amazed sense of his powerlessness over Rosamond.
His superior knowledge and
mental force, instead of being, as he
had imagined, a
shrine to
consult on all occasions, was simply set
aside on every practical question. He had regarded Rosamond's
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- astonishment [ə´stɔniʃmənt] n.吃惊;惊异 (初中英语单词)
- darling [´dɑ:liŋ] n.爱人 a.亲爱的 (初中英语单词)
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- delicate [´delikət] a.精美的;微妙的 (初中英语单词)
- objection [əb´dʒekʃən] n.反对;异议;缺点 (初中英语单词)
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- energy [´enədʒi] n.活力,精力;能力 (初中英语单词)
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- fright [frait] n.惊吓;恐怖;怪人 (初中英语单词)
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- deliberate [di´libəreit] a.慎重的;故意的 (高中英语单词)
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- misfortune [mis´fɔ:tʃən] n.不幸;灾祸 (高中英语单词)
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- selection [si´lekʃən] n.选择;选拔;精选物 (高中英语单词)
- hospitality [,hɔspi´tæliti] n.好客,殷勤 (高中英语单词)
- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
- gravity [´græviti] n.严肃;严重;重力 (高中英语单词)
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- attraction [ə´trækʃən] n.吸引(力);引力 (高中英语单词)
- related [ri´leitid] a.叙述的;有联系的 (高中英语单词)
- thorough [´θʌrə] a.彻底的;详尽的 (高中英语单词)
- indoors [,in´dɔ:z] ad.在屋里 (高中英语单词)
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- exquisite [ik´skwizit] a.精巧的;敏锐的 (高中英语单词)
- obedience [ə´bi:djəns] n.服从;顺从 (高中英语单词)
- victorious [vik´tɔ:riəs] a.得胜的,胜利的 (高中英语单词)
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- obstinacy [´ɔbstinəsi] n.顽固;(病痛等)难治 (英语六级单词)
- gratification [,grætifi´keiʃən] n.满意;喜悦 (英语六级单词)