nor a good father. He had observed that we are never so
tenderlyloved as by women to whom we scarcely give a thought. Dona Elvira
had been devoutly brought up by an old aunt in a castle a few
leagues from San-Lucar in a
remote part of Andalusia. She was a
model of
devotion and grace. Don Juan foresaw that this would be
a woman who would struggle long against a
passion before
yielding, and
therefore hoped to keep her
virtuous until his
death. It was a jest undertaken in
earnest, a game of chess which
he meant to reserve till his old age. Don Juan had
learned wisdom
from the mistakes made by his father Bartolommeo; he determined
that the least details of his life in old age should be
subordinated to one object--the success of the drama which was to
be played out upon his death-bed.
For the same reason the largest part of his
wealth was buried in
the cellars of his palace at Ferrara, whither he seldom went. As
for the rest of his fortune, it was invested in a life annuity,
with a view to give his wife and children an interest in keeping
him alive; but this Machiavellian piece of
foresight was scarcely
necessary. His son, young Felipe Belvidero, grew up as a Spaniard
as religiously
conscientious as his father was irreligious, in
virtue, perhaps, of the old rule, "A miser has a spendthrift
son." The Abbot of San-Lucar was chosen by Don Juan to be the
director of the
consciences of the Duchess of Belvidero and her
son Felipe. The ecclesiastic was a holy man, well shaped, and
admirably well proportioned. He had fine dark eyes, a head like
that of Tiberius, worn with fasting, bleached by an ascetic life,
and, like all dwellers in the
wilderness, was daily tempted. The
noble lord had hopes, it may be, of despatching yet another monk
before his term of life was out.
But whether because the Abbot was every whit as clever as Don
Juan himself, or Dona Elvira possessed more
discretion or more
virtue than Spanish wives are usually credited with, Don Juan was
compelled to spend his declining years beneath his own roof, with
no more
scandal under it than if he had been an ancient country
parson. Occasionally he would take wife and son to task for
negligence in the duties of religion, peremptorily insisting that
they should carry out to the letter the obligations imposed upon
the flock by the Court of Rome. Indeed, he was never so well
pleased as when he had set the courtly Abbot discussing some case
of
conscience with Dona Elvira and Felipe.
At length, however,
despite the
prodigious care that the great
magnifico, Don Juan Belvidero, took of himself, the days of
decrepitude came upon him, and with those days the constant
importunity of
physical feebleness, an importunity all the more
distressing by
contrast with the
wealth of memories of his
impetuous youth and the sensual pleasures of middle age. The
unbeliever who in the
height of his
cynical humor had been wont
to
persuade others to believe in laws and principles at which he
scoffed, must
reposenightly upon a PERHAPS. The great Duke, the
pattern of good
breeding, the
champion of many a carouse, the
proud
ornament of Courts, the man of
genius, the
graceful winner
of hearts that he had wrung as
carelessly as a
peasant twists an
osier withe, was now the
victim of a cough, of a ruthless
sciatica, of an unmannerly gout. His teeth gradually deserted
him, as at the end of an evening the fairest and best-dressed
women take their leave one by one till the room is left empty and
desolate. The active hands became palsy-stricken, the shapely
legs tottered as he walked. At last, one night, a stroke of
apoplexy caught him by the
throat in its icy
clutch. After that
fatal day he grew morose and stern.
He would
reproach his wife and son with their
devotion, casting
it in their teeth that the affecting and
thoughtful care that
they lavished so
tenderly upon him was bestowed because they knew
that his money was invested in a life annuity. Then Elvira and
Felipe would shed bitter tears and redouble their caresses, and
the
wicked old man's insinuating voice would take an
affectionatetone--"Ah, you will
forgive me, will you not, dear friends, dear
wife? I am rather a
nuisance. Alas, Lord in heaven, how canst
Thou use me as the
instrument by which Thou provest these two
angelic creatures? I who should be the joy of their lives am
become their
scourge . . ."
In this manner he kept them tethered to his pillow, blotting out
the memory of whole months of fretfulness and unkindness in one
short hour when he chose to display for them the ever-new
treasures of his pinchbeck
tenderness and charm of manner--a
system of paternity that yielded him an
infinitely" target="_blank" title="ad.无限地;无穷地">
infinitely better return
than his own father's
indulgence had
formerly gained. At length
his
bodily infirmities reached a point when the task of laying
him in bed became as difficult as the
navigation of a felucca in
the perils of an
intricatechannel. Then came the day of his
death; and this
brilliant sceptic, whose
mental faculties alone
had survived the most
dreadful of all destructions, found himself
between his two special antipathies--the doctor and the
confessor. But he was jovial with them. Did he not see a light
gleaming in the future beyond the veil? The pall that is like
lead for other men was thin and translucent for him; the light-
footed,
irresistible delights of youth danced beyond it like
shadows.
It was on a beautiful summer evening that Don Juan felt the near
approach of death. The sky of Spain was
serene and cloudless; the
air was full of the scent of orange-blossom; the stars shed
clear, pure gleams of light; nature without seemed to give the
dying man
assurance of resurrection; a dutiful and
obedient son
sat there watching him with
loving and
respectful eyes. Towards
eleven o'clock he desired to be left alone with this single-
hearted being.
"Felipe," said the father, in tones so soft and
affectionate that
the young man trembled, and tears of
gladness came to his eyes;
never had that stern father
spoken his name in such a tone.
"Listen, my son," the dying man went on. "I am a great sinner.
All my life long, however, I have thought of my death. I was once
the friend of the great Pope Julius II.; and that
illustriousPontiff, fearing lest the
excessive excitability of my senses
should
entangle me in
mortal sin between the moment of my death
and the time of my
anointing with the holy oil, gave me a flask
that contains a little of the holy water that once issued from
the rock in the
wilderness. I have kept the secret of this
squandering of a treasure belonging to Holy Church, but I am
permitted to reveal the
mystery in articulo mortis to my son. You
will find the flask in a
drawer in that Gothic table that always
stands by the head of the bed. . . . The precious little crystal
flask may be of use yet again for you, dearest Felipe. Will you
swear to me, by your
salvation, to carry out my instructions
faithfully?"
Felipe looked at his father, and Don Juan was too deeply
learnedin the lore of the human
countenance not to die in peace with
that look as his
warrant, as his own father had died in despair
at meeting the expression in his son's eyes.
"You deserved to have a better father," Don Juan went on. "I dare
to
confess, my child, that while the
reverend Abbot of San-Lucar
was administering the Viaticum I was thinking of the
incompatibility of the co-existence of two powers so
infinite as
God and the Devil----"
"Oh, father!"
"And I said to myself, when Satan makes his peace he ought surely
to stipulate for the
pardon of his followers, or he will be the
veriest
scoundrel. The thought
haunted me; so I shall go to hell,
my son, unless you carry out my wishes."
"Oh, quick; tell me quickly, father."
"As soon as I have closed my eyes," Don Juan went on, "and that
may be in a few minutes, you must take my body before it grows
cold and lay it on a table in this room. Then put out the lamp;
the light of the stars should be sufficient. Take off my clothes,
reciting Aves and Paters the while, raising your soul to God in
prayer, and carefully
anoint my lips and eyes with this holy
water; begin with the face, and proceed successively to my limbs
and the rest of my body; my dear son, the power of God is so
great that you must be astonished at nothing."
Don Juan felt death so near, that he added in a terrible voice,
"Be careful not to drop the flask."