she rejoined. 'Why couldn't you say so at once?'
Emily blushed. 'It would be such a chance for my husband,'
she answered confusedly. 'A letter, inquiring for a good
courier(a six months'
engagement, Miss!) came to the office this morning.
It's another man's turn to be chosen--and the secretary will
recommend him. If my husband could only send his testimonials by the
same post--with just a word in your name, Miss--it might turn the scale,
as they say. A private
recommendation between gentlefolks goes so far.'
She stopped again, and sighed again, and looked down at the carpet,
as if she had some private reason for feeling a little
ashamedof herself.
Agnes began to be rather weary of the
persistent tone of mystery
in which her
visitor spoke. 'If you want my interest with any
friend of mine,' she said, 'why can't you tell me the name?'
The
courier's wife began to cry. 'I'm
ashamed to tell you, Miss.'
For the first time, Agnes spoke
sharply. 'Nonsense, Emily!
Tell me the name directly--or drop the subject--whichever you
like best.'
Emily made a last
desperate effort. She wrung her handkerchief
hard in her lap, and let off the name as if she had been letting
off a loaded gun:--'Lord Montbarry!'
Agnes rose and looked at her.
'You have disappointed me,' she said very quietly, but with a look
which the
courier's wife had never seen in her face before.
'Knowing what you know, you ought to be aware that it is impossible
for me to
communicate with Lord Montbarry. I always
supposed you
had some
delicacy of feeling. I am sorry to find that I have
been mistaken.'
Weak as she was, Emily had spirit enough to feel the reproof.
She walked in her meek noiseless way to the door. 'I beg your pardon,
Miss. I am not quite so bad as you think me. But I beg your pardon,
all the same.'
She opened the door. Agnes called her back. There was something
in the woman's
apology that
appealed irresistibly to her just and
generous nature. 'Come,' she said; 'we must not part in this way.
Let me not
misunderstand you. What is it that you expected me
to do?'
Emily was wise enough to answer this time without any reserve.
'My husband will send his testimonials, Miss, to Lord Montbarry
in Scotland. I only wanted you to let him say in his letter
that his wife has been known to you since she was a child,
and that you feel some little interest in his
welfare on that account.
I don't ask it now, Miss. You have made me understand that I
was wrong.'
Had she really been wrong? Past
remembrances, as well as present
troubles, pleaded powerfully with Agnes for the
courier's wife.
'It seems only a small favour to ask,' she said,
speaking under
the
impulse of kindness which was the strongest
impulse in her nature.
'But I am not sure that I ought to allow my name to be mentioned in your
husband's letter. Let me hear again exactly what he wishes to say.'
Emily
repeated the words--and then offered one of those suggestions,
which have a special value of their own to persons unaccustomed to the use
of their pens. 'Suppose you try, Miss, how it looks in writing?'
Childish as the idea was, Agnes tried the experiment. 'If I let you
mention me,' she said, 'we must at least decide what you are to say.'
She wrote the words in the briefest and plainest form:--'I
venture to state
that my wife has been known from her
childhood to Miss Agnes Lockwood,
who feels some little interest in my
welfare on that account.'
Reduced to this one
sentence, there was surely nothing in the reference
to her name which implied that Agnes had permitted it, or that she
was even aware of it. After a last struggle with herself, she handed
the written paper to Emily. 'Your husband must copy it exactly,
without altering anything,' she stipulated. 'On that condition,
I grant your request.' Emily was not only thankful--she was
really touched. Agnes
hurried the little woman out of the room.
'Don't give me time to
repent and take it back again,' she said.
Emily vanished.
'Is the tie that once bound us completely broken? Am I as entirely
parted from the good and evil fortune of his life as if we had never
met and never loved?' Agnes looked at the clock on the mantel-piece.
Not ten minutes since, those serious questions had been on her lips.
It almost shocked her to think of the common-place manner in
which they had already met with their reply. The mail of that
night would
appeal once more to Montbarry's
remembrance of her--
in the choice of a servant.
Two days later, the post brought a few
grateful lines from Emily.
Her husband had got the place. Ferrari was engaged, for six
months certain, as Lord Montbarry's
courier.
THE SECOND PART
CHAPTER V
After only one week of travelling in Scotland, my lord and my lady
returned
unexpectedly to London. Introduced to the mountains and
lakes of the Highlands, her ladyship
positively declined to improve
her
acquaintance with them. When she was asked for her reason,
she answered with a Roman brevity, 'I have seen Switzerland.'
For a week more, the newly-married couple remained in London,
in the strictest
retirement. On one day in that week the nurse
returned in a state of most uncustomary
excitement from an
errand on
which Agnes had sent her. Passing the door of a
fashionable dentist,
she had met Lord Montbarry himself just leaving the house.
The good woman's report described him, with
malicious pleasure,
as looking wretchedly ill. 'His cheeks are getting hollow,
my dear, and his beard is turning grey. I hope the dentist
hurt him!'
Knowing how
heartily her
faithful old servant hated the man who
had deserted her, Agnes made due
allowance for a large infusion
of
exaggeration in the picture presented to her. The main
impressionproduced on her mind was an
impression of
nervous uneasiness.
If she trusted herself in the streets by
daylight while Lord
Montbarry remained in London, how could she be sure that his next
chance-meeting might not be a meeting with herself? She waited at home,
privately
ashamed of her own undignified conduct, for the next two days.
On the third day the
fashionableintelligence of the newspapers
announced the
departure of Lord and Lady Montbarry for Paris,
on their way to Italy.
Mrs. Ferrari,
calling the same evening, informed Agnes that her husband
had left her with all
reasonable expression of conjugal kindness;
his
temper being improved by the
prospect of going abroad.
But one other servant accompanied the travellers--Lady Montbarry's maid,
rather a silent, unsociable woman, so far as Emily had heard.
Her ladyship's brother, Baron Rivar, was already on the Continent.
It had been arranged that he was to meet his sister and her husband
at Rome.
One by one the dull weeks succeeded each other in the life of Agnes.
She faced her position with
admirable courage,
seeing her friends,
keeping herself occupied in her
leisure hours with
reading and drawing,
leaving no means untried of diverting her mind from the melancholy
remembrance of the past. But she had loved too
faithfully,
she had been wounded too deeply, to feel in any
adequate degree
the influence of the moral remedies which she employed.
Persons who met with her in the ordinary relations of life,
deceived by her
outward serenity of manner, agreed that 'Miss
Lockwood seemed to be getting over her disappointment.'
But an old friend and school
companion who happened to see her during
a brief visit to London, was inexpressibly distressed by the change
that she detected in Agnes. This lady was Mrs. Westwick, the wife
of that brother of Lord Montbarry who came next to him in age,
and who was described in the 'Peerage' as presumptive heir to the title.
He was then away, looking after his interests in some
mining property
which he possessed in America. Mrs. Westwick insisted on
taking Agnes