time, was the best and safest course for the future. How could I
expect her to put all her trust in me if I began by deceiving
her--if I fell into prevarications and excuses at the very outset
of our renewal of
intercourse? I went on
desperately to the end,
taking a
hopeful view of the most
hopeless circumstances, and
making my
narrative as mercifully short as possible.
When I had done, the poor girl, in the
extremity of her
forlornness and
distress, forgot all the little maidenly
conventionalities and young-lady-like restraints of everyday
life--and, in a burst of natural grief and honest confiding
helplessness, hid her face on my bosom, and cried there as if she
were a child again, and I was the mother to whom she had been
used to look for comfort.
I made no attempt to stop her tears--they were the safest and
best vent for the
violentagitation under which she was
suffering. I said nothing; words, at such a ti me as that, would
only have aggravated her
distress. All the questions I had to
ask; all the proposals I had to make, must, I felt, be put
off--no matter at what risk--until some later and clamer hour.
There we sat together, with one long unsnuffed candle
lighting us
smokily; with the discordantly-grotesque sound of the
housekeeper's snoring in the front room, mingling with the sobs
of the
weeping girl on my bosom. No other noise, great or small,
inside the house or out of it, was
audible. The summer night
looked black and cloudy through the little back window.
I was not much easier in my mind, now that the trial of breaking
my bad news to Alicia was over. That stranger who had called at
the house an hour before me, weighed on my spirits. It could not
have been Doctor Dulcifer. He would have gained
admission. Could
it be the Bow Street
runner, or Screw? I had lost sight of them,
it is true; but had they lost sight of me?
Alicia's grief gradually exhausted itself. She
feebly raised her
head, and, turning it away from me, hid her face. I saw that she
was not fit for talking yet, and begged her to go
upstairs to the
drawing-room and lie down a little. She looked apprehensively
toward the folding-doors that shut us off from the front
parlor.
"Leave Mrs. Baggs to me," I said. "I want to have a few words
with her; and, as soon as you are gone, I'll make noise enough
here to wake her."
Alicia looked at me inquiringly and amazedly. I did not speak
again. Time was now of terrible importance to us--I
gently led
her to the door.
CHAPTER XIV.
As soon as I was alone, I took from my pocket one of the
handbills which my excitable fellow-traveler had presented to me,
so as to have it ready for Mrs. Baggs the moment we stood face to
face. Armed with this
ominous letter of
introduction, I kicked a
chair down against the folding-doors, by way of giving a
preliminary knock to
arouse the
housekeeper's attention. The plan
was immediately successful. Mrs. Baggs opened the doors of
communication
violently. A slight smell of spirits entered the
room, and was followed close by the
housekeeper herself, with an
indignant face and a disordered head-dress.
"What do you mean, sir? How dare you--" she began; then stopped
aghast, looking at me in
speechless astonishment.
"I have been obliged to make a slight
alteration in my personal
appearance, ma'am," I said. "But I am still Frank Softly."
"Don't talk to me about personal appearances, sir," cried Mrs.
Baggs recovering. "What do you mean by being here? Leave the
house immediately. I shall write to the doctor, Mr. Softly, this
very night."
"He has no address you can direct to," I rejoined. "If you don't
believe me, read that." I gave her the handbill without another
word of preface.
Mrs. Baggs looked at it--lost in an
instant some of the fine
color plentifully diffused over her face by sleep and
spirits--sat down in the nearest chair with a thump that seemed
to
threaten the very foundations of Number Two, Zion Place--and
stared me hard in the face; the most
speechless and helpless
elderly
female I ever beheld.
"Take plenty of time to
compose yourself ma'am," I said. "If you
don't see the doctor again soon, under the
gallows, you will
probably not have the pleasure of meeting with him for some
considerable time."
Mrs. Baggs smote both her hands distractedly on her knees, and
whispered a
devout ejaculation to herself
softly.
"Allow me to deal with you, ma'am, as a woman of the world," I
went on. "If you will give me half-an-hour's
hearing, I will
explain to you how I come to know what I do; how I got here; and
what I have to propose to Miss Alicia and to you."
"If you have the feelings of a man, sir," said Mrs. Baggs,
shaking her head and raising her eyes to heaven, "you will
remember that I have nerves, and will not
presume upon them."
As the old lady uttered the last words, I thought I saw her eyes
turn from heaven, and take the
earthly direction of the sofa in
the front
parlor. It struck me also that her lips looked rather
dry. Upon these two hints I spoke.
"Might I suggest some little stimulant?" I asked, with respectful
earnestness. "I have heard my
grandmother (Lady Malkinshaw) say
that, 'a drop in time saves nine.' "
"You will find it under the sofa pillow," said Mrs. Baggs, with
sudden briskness. " 'A drop in time saves nine'--my sentiments,
if I may put myself on a par with her ladyship. The
liqueur-glass, Mr. Softly, is in the backgammon-board. I hope her
ladyship was well the last time you heard from her? Suffers from
her nerves, does she? Like me, again. In the backgammon-board.
Oh, this news, this awful news!"
I found the bottle of
brandy in the place indicated, but no
liqueur-glass in the backgammon-board. There was, however, a
wine-glass,
accidentally left on a chair by the sofa. Mrs. Baggs
did not seem to notice the difference when I brought it into the
back room and filled it with
brandy.
"Take a toothful yourself," said Mrs. Baggs,
lightly tossing off
the dram in a moment. " 'A drop in time'--I can't help repeating
it, it's so
nicely expressed. Still, with
submission to her
ladyship's better judgment, Mr. Softly, the question seems now to
arise, whether, if one drop in time saves nine, two drops in time
may not save eighteen." Here Mrs. Baggs forgot her nerves and
winked. I returned the wink and filled the glass a second time.
"Oh, this news, this awful news!" said Mrs. Baggs, remembering
her nerves again.
Just then I thought I heard footsteps in front of the house, but,
listening more attentively, found that it had begun to rain, and
that I had been deceived by the pattering of the first heavy
drops against the windows. However, the bare
suspicion that the
same stranger who had called already might be watching the house
now, was enough to
startle me very
seriously, and to suggest the
absolute necessity of occupying no more precious time in paying
attention to the vagaries of Mrs. Baggs' nerves. It was also of
some importance that I should speak to her while she was sober
enough to understand what I meant in a general way.
Feeling convinced that she was in
imminent danger of becoming
downright drunk if I gave her another glass, I kept my hand on
the bottle, and
forthwith told my story over again in a very
abridged and unceremonious form, and without allowing her one
moment of
leisure for
comment on my
narrative, whether it might
be of the
weeping, winking, drinking, groaning, or ejaculating
kind. As I had anticipated, when I came to a
conclusion, and
consequently allowed her an opportunity of
saying a few words,
she
affected to be
extremely shocked and surprised at
hearing of