"In the drawing-room, sir? Mrs. Weeks Wimbush."
"And in the dining-room?"
"A young lady, sir -
waiting: I think a foreigner."
It was three o'clock, and on days when Paraday didn't lunch out he
attached a value to these
appropriated hours. On which days,
however, didn't the dear man lunch out? Mrs. Wimbush, at such a
crisis, would have rushed round immediately after her own repast.
I went into the dining-room first, postponing the pleasure of
seeing how,
upstairs, the lady of the barouche would, on my
arrival, point the moral of my sweet solicitude. No one took such
an interest as herself in his doing only what was good for him, and
she was always on the spot to see that he did it. She made
appointments with him to discuss the best means of economising his
time and protecting his
privacy. She further made his health her
special business, and had so much
sympathy with my own zeal for it
that she was the author of
pleasing fictions on the subject of what
my
devotion had led me to give up. I gave up nothing (I don't
count Mr. Pinhorn) because I had nothing, and all I had as yet
achieved was to find myself also in the menagerie. I had dashed in
to save my friend, but I had only got domesticated and wedged; so
that I could do little more for him than exchange with him over
people's heads looks of
intense but
futile intelligence.
CHAPTER VII.
THE young lady in the dining-room had a brave face, black hair,
blue eyes, and in her lap a big
volume. "I've come for his
autograph," she said when I had explained to her that I was under
bonds to see people for him when he was occupied. "I've been
waiting half an hour, but I'm prepared to wait all day." I don't
know whether it was this that told me she was American, for the
propensity to wait all day is not in general
characteristic of her
race. I was enlightened probably not so much by the spirit of the
utterance as by some quality of its sound. At any rate I saw she
had an individual
patience and a lovely frock, together with an
expression that played among her pretty features like a breeze
among flowers. Putting her book on the table she showed me a
massive album, showily bound and full of autographs of price. The
collection of faded notes, of still more faded "thoughts," of
quotations, platitudes, signatures, represented a formidable
purpose.
I could only
disclose my dread of it. "Most people apply to Mr.
Paraday by letter, you know."
"Yes, but he doesn't answer. I've written three times."
"Very true," I reflected; "the sort of letter you mean goes
straight into the fire."
"How do you know the sort I mean?" My interlocutress had blushed
and smiled, and in a moment she added: "I don't believe he gets
many like them!"
"I'm sure they're beautiful, but he burns without
reading." I
didn't add that I had convinced him he ought to.
"Isn't he then in danger of burning things of importance?"
"He would perhaps be so if
distinguished men hadn't an infallible
nose for nonsense."
She looked at me a moment - her face was sweet and gay. "Do YOU
burn without
reading too?" - in answer to which I
assured her that
if she'd trust me with her repository I'd see that Mr. Paraday
should write his name in it.
She considered a little. "That's very well, but it wouldn't make
me see him."
"Do you want very much to see him?" It seemed ungracious to
catechise so
charming a creature, but somehow I had never yet taken
my duty to the great author so seriously.
"Enough to have come from America for the purpose."
I stared. "All alone?"
"I don't see that that's exactly your business, but if it will make
me more seductive I'll
confess that I'm quite by myself. I had to
come alone or not come at all."
She was interesting; I could imagine she had lost parents, natural
protectors - could
conceive even she had inherited money. I was at
a pass of my own fortunes when keeping hansoms at doors seemed to
me pure swagger. As a trick of this bold and
sensitive girl,
however, it became
romantic - a part of the general
romance of her
freedom, her
errand, her
innocence. The confidence of young
Americans was
notorious, and I
speedily arrived at a conviction
that no
impulse could have been more
generous than the
impulse that
had operated here. I foresaw at that moment that it would make her
my
peculiarcharge, just as circumstances had made Neil Paraday.
She would be another person to look after, so that one's honour
would be
concerned in guiding her straight. These things became
clearer to me later on; at the
instant I had scepticism enough to
observe to her, as I turned the pages of her
volume, that her net
had all the same caught many a big fish. She appeared to have had
fruitful
access to the great ones of the earth; there were people
moreover whose signatures she had
presumably secured without a
personal
interview. She couldn't have worried George Washington
and Friedrich Schiller and Hannah More. She met this
argument, to
my surprise, by throwing up the album without a pang. It wasn't
even her own; she was
responsible for none of its treasures. It
belonged to a girl-friend in America, a young lady in a
westerncity. This young lady had insisted on her bringing it, to pick up
more autographs: she thought they might like to see, in Europe, in
what company they would be. The "girl-friend," the
western city,
the
immortal names, the curious
errand, the idyllic faith, all made
a story as strange to me, and as beguiling, as some tale in the
Arabian Nights. Thus it was that my informant had encumbered
herself with the
ponderous tome; but she hastened to assure me that
this was the first time she had brought it out. For her visit to
Mr. Paraday it had simply been a pretext. She didn't really care a
straw that he should write his name; what she did want was to look
straight into his face.
I demurred a little. "And why do you require to do that?"
"Because I just love him!" Before I could recover from the
agitating effect of this
crystal ring my
companion had continued:
"Hasn't there ever been any face that you've wanted to look into?"
How could I tell her so soon how much I appreciated the opportunity
of looking into hers? I could only
assent in general to the
proposition that there were certainly for every one such yearnings,
and even such faces; and I felt the
crisis demand all my lucidity,
all my
wisdom. "Oh yes, I'm a student of physiognomy. Do you
mean," I pursued, "that you've a
passion for Mr. Paraday's books?"
"They've been everything to me and a little more beside - I know
them by heart. They've completely taken hold of me. There's no
author about whom I'm in such a state as I'm in about Neil
Paraday."
"Permit me to remark then," I
presently returned, "that you're one
of the right sort."
"One of the enthusiasts? Of course I am!"
"Oh there are enthusiasts who are quite of the wrong. I mean
you're one of those to whom an
appeal can be made."
"An
appeal?" Her face lighted as if with the chance of some great
sacrifice.
If she was ready for one it was only
waiting for her, and in a
moment I mentioned it. "Give up this crude purpose of
seeing him!
Go away without it. That will be far better."
She looked mystified, then turned visibly pale. "Why, hasn't he
any personal charm?" The girl was terrible and laughable in her
bright directness.
"Ah that
dreadful word 'personally'!" I wailed; "we're dying of it,
for you women bring it out with
murderous effect. When you meet
with a
genius as fine as this idol of ours let him off the dreary
duty of being a
personality as well. Know him only by what's best